Choyamba zomwe ndikunena ndikuti sindidzabwereranso ku zolaula. Sindinaganizepo kuti PMO ingakhudze moyo wanga motere.
Ndinazindikira ndikuyamba kuseweretsa maliseche ndili ndi zaka 13. Ndinkakonda kuchita tsiku lililonse. Tsopano ndili ndi zaka 19 ndipo ndine wokondwa kuti ndinatsegula maso anga munthawi yake. Momwe ndikuwonera moyo wanga tsopano ndiwodabwitsa tsopano. Ndinali munthu wamanyazi komanso wamanyazi moyo wanga wonse. Ndinaganiza kuti ndiyenera kuvomereza ndikukhala ndi moyo, ayi!
Nditasiya zolaula m'moyo wanga, ndimamva kuti tsiku ndi tsiku ndikusintha kukhala munthu wina. Kuda nkhawa kwanga kumachepetsa tsiku ndi tsiku, tsopano ndimatha kuyankhula ndi alendo osawopa ndipo uku ndikumverera bwino kwa DAMN! Ndikumakhala ochezeka kwambiri, ndipo ndazindikira kuti zinthu sizili zovuta monga momwe ndimaganizira, ndimamva ngati tangi! Atsikana adayamba kundiona mobwerezabwereza, ndimawawona m'maso mwawo kuti akundifunira zoyipa .. Pali zabwino zambiri zomwe ndidazindikira panthawiyi.
Zachidziwikire kuti m'masiku ano panali zovuta komanso zotsika - kusintha kwa malingaliro, koma kuyambira tsiku 45 malingaliro anga adayamba kukhazikika, chifukwa cha kusinkhasinkha .. Chifukwa chake sindimanong'oneza bondo tsiku lomwe ndakhala opanda zolaula. Ndikuyamikira kwambiri inu a fasstronauts, mudali kundithandiza nthawi zonse ndikakumana ndi zovuta. Kuzindikira dera lino kwasintha moyo wanga kukhala wabwino! 🙂
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by KhalidAut
PEZANI - MASIKU a 90
Choyamba zomwe ndikunena ndikuti NoFap yasintha kwambiri moyo wanga. Ndisanayambe ndidali wachisoni, wotsika kwambiri, wamanyazi komanso wamanyazi yemwe adasowa moyo wake. Nthawi zonse ndimayembekezera kuti zinthu zoyipa kwambiri zichitike, ndinali wokhumudwa kwambiri.
Koma tsopano… Mulungu .. sindinakhulupirire kuti nditha kupita patali ndikusintha kwambiri. Ndinachiritsa nkhawa zanga zokhudzana ndi chikhalidwe cha anthu 100 peresenti mwina ngakhale 200 peresenti!
Ndimadzidalira kwambiri ndipo sindimakokomeza. Tsopano ndili ndi mwayi wocheza ndi aliyense ndipo ndikusangalala nawo! M'mbuyomu ndinkachita mantha kulankhula ndi mtsikana aliyense ngakhale atayamba kukambirana kapena ayi. Tsopano ndikhoza kuyankhula ndi gulu la atsikana osasintha nthawi yomweyo ndikuwaseka.
Nthabwala zanga zachuluka ndipo ndikuseka nthawi zonse. Chosangalatsa kwambiri ndikakhala kusukulu tsopano aliyense amaganiza kuti ndili pamwamba, chifukwa ndimakhala wotakasuka komanso wolimba nthawi zonse.
Tsopano ndikamapita ndimakweza mutu mmalo moyang'ana pansi. Nthawi zina ndimadzimva wosagonjetseka. Tsopano tsiku ndi tsiku ndi loto kwa ine .. Ndipo chinthu chimodzi: sindinawone kusintha kulikonse ndikadzidalira mpaka tsiku la 46.
Chifukwa chake aliyense amene wapita kale koma osazindikira phindu ili: khalani oleza mtima ndipo ndikulumbira kuti mudzapeza phindu ili ndipo mudzamva ZABWINO monga momwe ndiliri tsopano! ndizofunikira kwambiri! Ndipo chinthu chomaliza chomwe ndikunena kuti sindinabwererenso ku zolaula, PALIBE! Moyo wanga ndiwodabwitsa tsopano, ndipo sindikuganiza zobwerera kumoyo wakale!
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ZOCHITIKA - Kwa anyamata onse pano omwe akuganiza zosiya vutoli…
Zomwe ndikunena ndikuti moyo wanga udasinthiratu nditasiya zolaula ndikukula. Tsopano ndine munthu wosiyana kotheratu. Moyo wanga wonse ndinali wamanyazi, wosakhazikika pagulu komanso wamanjenje, koma tsopano ndili wotsutsana. Ndinayamba kukhala moyo wabwinobwino, ayi .. zodabwitsa. Ndine wotsimikiza kuti zimawoneka ngati ndikwaniritsa chilichonse chomwe ndikufuna. Ndikumva ngati thanki! Nthabwala zanga ndizokwera kwambiri tsopano. Nthawi zonse ndimaganiza kuti zanga zomwe ndimachita ndizosangalatsa komanso zangokhala chete. Gahena ayi! Zomwe ndidazindikiranso kuti NoFap YAKUTHANDIZA kukumbukira kwanu ndidayamba kukumbukira chilichonse kuzinthu zazing'ono. Mulungu .. Sindikukokomeza chilichonse chomwe ndidalemba apa, Chidandisintha modabwitsa, ndikumva chodabwitsa. Chomwe chinali chofunikira kwambiri kwa ine ndikuti chidachiritsa nkhawa zanga zonse, tsopano ndimakhala wokonda kucheza ndi anthu nthawi zonse - choncho ngati mukuganiza zongosiya, ganizirani kawiri sizofunika. Moyo ukhoza kukhala wodabwitsa ndipo zimatengera inu ndi inu nokha! Mtendere 😉
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