Ndili ndi 16 zaka zitatu zapitazo, ndinali paulendo wanga wamisala. Kuonera zolaula, zolaula zolaula, zachikazi zolaula, ngakhale nsalu zolimba, ndi zina zotero.
Chenjezo: Zolemba zimatha kukhala ndi zoyambitsa. Sindinayankhe mawu makamaka chifukwa zolemba zonse ndizomwe zingayambitse
Ndinayamba kumenyanako chilimwe cha chaka changa chomaliza cha HS, ndisanafike koleji. Ndabwereranso kangapo, koma ndachita zazikulu. Ndikugwirabe ntchito, koma ndakhala ndi mizere yambiri yayitali (miyezi 3 mpaka 5 iliyonse).
Panthawi imeneyo chilakolako cha fetasi chimene ndimakhulupirira kwambiri zolaula chimapanga (palibe chotsutsana ndi chibadwa chachibadwa, zokhazokha zokhazokha).
Komabe, kwa ine, sizinachitike mpaka nditayamba kugona mosasunthika pafupipafupi ndi atsikana osiyanasiyana pomwe pamapeto pake ndimawapumitsa. Kwa nthawi yoyamba m'moyo wanga, ndidawononga zowona izi. Pazifukwa zina china chake chidangodina pomwe ndimayamba kugonana kwambiri (ndikusiya PMO kumene) ndipo matumba akale adasowa.
Chinachake chokhala ndi kugonana kwenikweni komwe kumapangitsa kuti zozizwitsa ziziwongolera molunjika. Zonse zomwe ndikudziwa ndizo udzu wotsiriza umene unapha ubwana wanga wamtendere.
Chifukwa chake ngati mukuvutikirabe ndi ziboda, kungakhale koyenera kuganizira zogonana, makamaka kuchokera kwa azimayi osiyanasiyana (ndikudziwa, zosavuta kunena kuposa kuchita lol). Zomwe ndikudziwa ndikuti zidandithandiza pomwe zimawoneka ngati zina zanga sizingathe.
Pomaliza ndikuchotsa zina mwazithunzi zolaula zomwe zidatsalira m'maganizo mwanga ndinamva (ndikumvabe) zosaneneka. Ndikudziwa kuti izi sizosintha kwenikweni, koma ndimaganiza kuti ndigawana nawo - inde, mutha kuthana ndi fetisazi ngakhale mutaganiza kuti ndizosatheka.
LINK - NoFap + Kugonana = Kuwonongeka Kwambiri Kugonana Kwachilendo
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