Choonadi chake, chinthu chabwino kwambiri chomwe ndikadachita m'moyo wanga, chodabwitsa komanso chododometsa ndikukuuzani chifukwa. Chabwino ndiyamba kukuwuzani pang'ono za mbiri yanga.
Ndine mnyamata wazaka 19, ndinayamba kuseweretsa maliseche ndili ngati 13 ndipo ndinayambanso kuonera zolaula. Ndine munthu wowoneka bwino (Kutalika 1.87 m), koma ndimadziona kuti ndine wotsika kwambiri komanso sindimadzidalira. Atsikana akandiyang'ana ndikuyang'ana m'maso mwanga, ndimangoyang'ana kumbali kapena pansi ndikuwoneka odana nawo. Anzanga ankakonda kundiuza za atsikana omwe anali ndi chidwi ndi ine, koma ndinali wankazi kwambiri kuti ndisatenge gawo. Atsikana akusukulu yasekondale akamandilankhula ndimangochita zachilendo komanso zosasangalatsa.
Ndinali wokhumudwa, nthawi zonse ndimaganizira zomwe anthu amaganiza za ine, ndimatopa popanda chifukwa, ndimagona usiku. Nthawi zonse ndimakhala ngati ndekha. Kotero tsiku lina, pafupifupi chaka ndi theka chapitacho, ndinali pa youtube ndipo ndinapeza kanema iyi yokhudzana ndi maliseche kuchokera pa njira yosavuta, kotero ndinaganiza "lolani kuyesa izi, sizingakhale zovuta kwambiri", choncho ndinayamba koma ndinatero ndi njira yolakwika, chifukwa ngakhale sindinapite patsogolo ndimapitilizabe kuonera zolaula, ndimaganiza kuti "ndizotheka ndikamaonera zolaula koma sindidzatha". Kenaka ndinazindikira kuti zolaula ndizo zinali zovuta. Chifukwa cholephera ndikubwerera mobwerezabwereza ndimadziuza ndekha, bwera munthu! Sindingathe kukhala monga chonchi!.
Masiku a 91 apitawa ndidayimitsa chizolowezi ndikuwonera zolaula. Ndipo nthawi iyi ndi pomwe ndidakumana ndi zomwezi Mphamvu zazikulu. Chiyambire chimakhala chovuta nthawi zonse, tsiku la 1 kupita ku 15 linali lovuta! Ndinayamba kumva kulimba mtima, kulimba mphamvu komanso kumva bwino. Ine kudzera kudzera a mzere wosalala kuyambira tsiku 25 mpaka 47, ndimakhala wokhumudwa masiku amenewo, chidaliro changa ndi mphamvu zanga zidatsika. Koma sindinataye mtima, ndinapitilizabe ndipo sindinataye mtima. Zinali zofunikira chifukwa pambuyo pake ndidapeza zonse mphamvu zazikulu kubwerera ndipo moyo unayamba kuwoneka bwino.
-Tsopano azimayi amandiyang'ana kwambiri! ndipo sindikuopa kuyang'anitsitsa nawo. Tsopano sindine munthu wovuta. -Aliyense amafuna kulankhula nane ndipo sindimachita mantha kapena kuchita mantha.
-Ndasiya kupereka chilichonse pachilichonse, sindikusamala zomwe anthu amaganiza.
-Pabwino kwambiri pakulimbitsa thupi, ndimakhala wamphamvu komanso ndimaoneka bwino
-Uzindikira
-Ndili ndi layisensi yanga yoyendetsa.
-Ugwira ntchito yabwino pakampani yabwino.
Izi ndi zina mwazosintha, koma osati zonse. Sindikukhulupirira kuti zolaula zitha bwanji, koma ndikusangalala kuti ndapeza gulu lodabwitsa ili. Ndasintha moyo wanga kuti ukupita, ichi ndichabwino chomwe ndikadachita. Ndikufuna kukuthokozani nonse komanso mwapadera kwambiri, mnzanga wodalirika wowerengera ndalama, chifukwa chondithandizira.
Ngati ndidachita pano mutha kuzichita inunso ngati mukukayikira izi, ndikuuzeni, NTCHITO izi ndizabwino! Osataya mtima ndipo ngati mungalephereke musayese kuyeserera ndikupitabe patsogolo, osadandaula. Simudzanong'oneza bondo.
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