Pomaliza. Ndafika masiku 90 osatha. Ndizabwino kukhala ndi ulamuliro pa moyo wanga komanso zochita zanga. Popanda kutsekeredwa mu PMO nthawi zonse. Kwa aliyense amene akukayikira za kuyesa izi, ingoyambani.
Simudziwa kuti NoFap yasintha moyo wanga. Ndakhala wokonda kucheza kwambiri, wolimba mtima, wopita patchuthi pang'ono, ndikuuluka bwino, kuyamba kugwira ntchito, kuyamba kuthamanga, kuyamba kudzuka m'mawa, ndikuyamba kuzindikira kuti ndine ndani. Maonekedwe anga amawoneka bwino (ndimomwe ndimamvekera khungu), ndimatha kumva bwino, tsitsi langa lakumaso limakula msanga komanso lalikulupo, tsitsi langa ndilolimba, makamaka ndimadziona kuti ndine wokongola, ndipo ndimasamalidwa kwambiri ndi azimayi. Sindikumvanso PIED ndipo ndimapeza matabwa ammawa nthawi zonse. Tsitsi langa linayamba kubwerera m'malo omwe ndimaganiza kuti sizingatheke, ndipo pamapeto pake sipadzakhalanso chifunga chaubongo! Izi zinali zokhumudwitsa kwambiri.
Tsopano nditha kukhala munthu wanga wabwinobwino, popanda kumva kuti ndimalumikizidwa komanso sindimayanjananso ndi chilichonse chozungulira ine.Ngati ndazindikira za tsamba ili kale. Zikadakhala zosavuta kwa ine kusangalala zaka zisanu zapitazi za moyo wanga.
Zakhala zosangalatsa kuwerenga nkhani zolimbikitsa za aliyense pano, ndipo ndikuyembekeza kuti zifike masiku a 365. Khalani omasuka kuyankhapo pansipa ndi mafunso aliwonse kapena ndemanga zomwe mungakhale nazo. Zikomo nonse chifukwa chondithandizira panjira. Kukumbatira kwapaintaneti.
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Chifukwa chake lakhala masiku a 69 mode ovuta kwa ine. Kubwereranso kwanga komaliza kunali 5th ya June pambuyo pa kukokoloka kwa tsiku la 19. Ndasankha kupitiliza NoFap kwa moyo wanga wonse. Asanachitike NoFap ndinali munthu wosiyana kwambiri ndi mkati ndi kunja. Wofooka, waulesi, waulesi, wotopa, wopanda malingaliro, ndi chigamba cha moyo wanga wakale.
Ndinayamba kuseweretsa maliseche ndili ndi zaka 12. Ndimakumbukira ndikumva zachilendo poyamba, ndikudandaula ndi mphamvu zatsopano zomwe ndimamva. Mosiyana ndi ena pano, makolo anga adandiwuza za kuopsa koseweretsa maliseche monga kusowa mphamvu komanso kutopa ndi kugonana. Nthawi zonse ndinkakhala wolakwa ndikazichita, koma mahomoni anga ndi chilakolako chosalamulirika cha amayi nthawi zonse amandipambana. Patapita kanthawi, ndinazindikira kuti sindinatenge nkhuni zam'mawa ndipo zosintha zanga zimayamba kuchepa pakapita nthawi.
Nthawi zonse ndimakhala mwana womvera ndikukula, wokonda chidwi komanso wofuna kudziwa zambiri. Koma popita nthawi, chidwi changa ndi kuyendetsa kwanga kunayamba kutha. Ndinkangodandaula za kukonza kwanga komanso maubale ndi anthu sizinali zofunikira kwenikweni. Ndinkabwerako kusukulu, ndimaphulitsa imodzi, kenako ndimagona maola awiri. Izi zidandikhazikika kwakanthawi ndikundithandiza kuiwala zovuta zomwe ndimakumana nazo kusukulu. Kwa zaka zitatu, ndinali wokhutira ndi maliseche opanda zolaula.
Ndinayamba kulowa PMO koyambirira kwa kalasi ya 9th ndikuganiza kuti ndagunda jackpot. Chilichonse chomwe ndimafuna sichinangodina ndipo zonse zinali zaulere !!! Apa ndipamene chizolowezi changa chidayamba kuyipa. Chilichonse chomwe ndimaganiza kuti chinali chilengedwe chachiwiri chinali kukhala ntchito kuti ndikwaniritse. Ubongo waubongo unali wosapiririka sindinathe kudzipangitsa kukhala maso nthawi yophunzira. Adandigwira ndikuduka ndipo magiredi anga adayamba kutsika. Ndinalibe chidwi, kuyendetsa, chidwi, kapena malingaliro opindulitsa. Ubongo wanga unkakhala wamtendere nthawi zonse ndipo ndimakhala ndi chidwi ndi mbewa. Chaka chonsecho adakhala mosadziletsa PMO'ing usiku ndikupita ngati zombie.
Posachedwa mpaka pano, ndipo ndikutenga pang'ono pang'onopang'ono zinthu zomwe zidasinthidwa ndi chizolowezi. Chinthu chimodzi chomwe PMO adandithandizira chinali ndikumadzimvera chisoni, koma tsopano zatha, ndikuwopsa kwake kuti ndiyeneranso kuthana ndi mavuto anga.
Tsopano, PMO onse ali kumbuyo kwanga. Ndinayambanso kuona kuti ndine wosalakwa ndipo ndimamva ngati mwana amene ndinali naye zaka zambiri zapitazo. Yemwe anali ndi chidwi chamoyo ndikukhala ndi zinthu zatsopano. Yemwe angalore ndikulankhula mosadukiza. Yemwe anali wofunitsitsa kudziwa za moyo komanso zopeza.
Ndikuyembekezera moyo wanga watsopano ndipo ndipitilizabe kukonda ndi kuyankhapo pazomwe mwatumiza kwa moyo wanga wonse. Ndine wokondwa kwambiri kukhala ndi gulu lothandizana ndi inu nonse.
ZOCHITIKA - MASIKU 133
Ndiyesa kufupikitsa nthawi ino. Pali chiyembekezo kwa aliyense wa inu amene ali pansi. Zinthu zimakhala bwino pamapeto pake. Zimachitika pang'onopang'ono koma kusiyana kwake ndikodabwitsa. Ndikumva ngati ndachira kwathunthu ku zovuta za PMO. Zimatenga nthawi ngakhale anyamata. Vuto lathunthu la masiku 90 silotheketsa aliyense. Kwa anthu ena, monga ine, timafunikira nthawi yochulukirapo.
Chingwe cha ubongo tsopano chatha. Nditchuleni kuti ndine wamisala koma ndikumva ngati kuti ubongo wanga sukuphanso. Ndikudziwa zopatsa chidwi koma ndimatha kumva mutu wanga wonse kapena china chake. Ndikudziwa tsatanetsatane waulendo wanga kukuthandizani nonse monga ndikudziwa kuti nonse mukufunitsitsa kudziwa zaulendo wanga. Ndiye zimapita pang'ono ngati izi.
Masiku 1-10: Nyowani kwambiri
Masiku 10-30: Chikuku cha ubongo chimatha. Mumawona moona mtima ngati mudangodzuka kumaloto koyamba. Mutu m'mawa ndizofala kwambiri. Mutha kumva kuti mulibwinobwino komanso munjenjemera nthawi yomweyo.
Masiku 30-60: Palibe chomwe chinachitikapo kupatula chidaliro chowonjezereka komanso kuzindikira. Ndinali ndi tsamba loyipa pano nanenso Dick wanga adamwaliranso.
Masiku 70-90: Ziphuphu zaubongo zimasowa mofulumira kwambiri kuposa kale. Matabwa a Morning olimba kwambiri kumayambiriro koma amasintha posachedwa.
Masiku 90-120: Ukulu wapamwamba. Palibe libido. Wokhumudwa, wotopa, wokhazikika. Ndi mphindi zochepa zomveka bwino komanso mwamphamvu zomwe zimakonkhedwa.
Masiku 120-130: Palibe libido konse. Kuchokera pafulemu. Ndimapitilizabe kumverera modabwitsa nthawi yayitali ndipo ndimakhala ndi nkhawa pang'ono m'mawa monga momwe ndikanakhalira m'mbuyomu mu strak yanga. MISONSE yamutu.
Tsopano: Libido yodabwitsa, yabwerera mwamphamvu kuposa kale lonse. POPANDA utsi waubongo. Maganizo omwe sindinadziwe kuti ndinali nawo akubwerera. Khungu ndi lolimba kwambiri. Maso amawoneka bwino komanso tsitsi limakhala lolimba. (Zotsatira zakuthupi zimawonekera pang'onopang'ono kuyambira pachiyambi koma tsopano ndipamene ndidazindikira kuti zachitika zonse). Mitengo yam'mawa ndiyabwino.
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Moni nonse. Ndatsala pang'ono kukutengani paulendo wautali, chifukwa chake khalani pansi ndi chikho chanu chotentha cha Nescafé kuti musangalale.
Ndiloleni ndiyambe ndikunena kuti ndine wokondwa kuti ndapeza gulu longa inu nonse chifukwa cha vuto langa la PMO. Sindikudziwa komwe ndikadakhala popanda nonse, (mwina ndikadali moyo wanga). Komabe, kwakhala masiku 170 kuchokera pomwe ndinakhala womaliza ndipo ndimamva zodabwitsa. Zomwe ndinganene ndikuti, damn. Sindinadziwe kuti moyo unali wabwino kwambiri. Maganizo anga ndi amphamvu kwambiri tsopano. Ndikamalankhula ndi mayi aliyense, ndimamva kuti ndili ndi chisangalalo komanso bata. Ndikumva ngati ndikusandulika wapamwamba kapena china chake. Atsikana amandiyang'ana ndikumwetulira nthawi zonse, ngati ichi ndi chiyani. Kodi ndangopeza mankhwala amatsenga omwe Qin Shi Huang amafuna?
Kubwereranso pamutuwu, ndimapeza zovuta za diamondi tsopano, pomwe ndinali ndisanakhale wofatsa ngakhale zolaula. Anyamata, nofap ndichinthu chosintha moyo. Sindikudwalanso poyambira. Pamaso pa nofap, ndinali womvetsa chisoni, chisoni chomvera munthu. Ndinali thumba la tulo lakugona lomwe limangosamalira bwino, PMO-ing. Tsopano, ine ndikuwoneka bwinoko; Ndimadzisamalira ndekha; Ndikuwombera; Ndinadziphunzitsa ndekha kuvina ngati katswiri; Ndimagwirizana kwambiri; Ndikuchita bwino kusukulu, ma A owongoka, ndimangokonda moyo. Chinthu china, ndikulemba izi pakali pano kwa inu nonse; Sindingaganizirepo kuchita izi pasanapite nthawi. Izi ndizodabwitsa. Kwa inu omwe muli pansi ndipo mukumva ngati zinyalala, pitirizani. Ndikhulupirireni, mudzalandira mphotho yayikulu masiku onse omvetsa chisoniwa. Titha kuchita izi anyamata, tiyeni timenyane limodzi!
ZOCHITIKA - Chaka chimodzi Zolaula
Zopatsa chidwi! Chaka chathunthu popanda Porn. Ndiroleni ndinene izi: zakhala gehena imodzi yazomwe zachitika chaka chamawa.
Tiyambe kuyambira pachiyambi, pomwe ndidayambiranso kuwongolera moyo wanga. Waulesi, wosasamala, ndi wopanda pake ndi pomwe ndinayambira. Zinthu zonsezi zidapangana kuti ndipange moyo wanga kukhala wamoto. Ndinavutika kwa nthawi yayitali, ndikudandaula kuti ndingakhale bwanji ndi moyo wosangalatsa, komabe ndikumva kuti ndili kutali ndi chikhumbo. Munthawi imeneyi, ndimakhala ndikuchita nawo masewera ambiri aku varsity, ndikupita kuma toni. Ngakhale kuti moyo wanga unkawoneka ngati "wosangalatsa," sindinathe kusangalala ndi zinthu wamba monga momwe ndinkakhalira ndili mwana. Vuto langa linali chiyani? Ndinali ndi moyo wooneka ngati wachimwemwe, ndiye bwanji sindinasangalale kwambiri.
Mwinanso, kuyenda kwachinyengo kuli koyenera. Ndinayang'ana mkati: ndikufunsa zomwe ndizofunika, zolinga zanga, zolinga zanga, chilichonse. Palibe chomwe chinali kugwira ntchito. Ndinayang'ana pa intaneti kuti ndipeze mayankho, ndipo panthawiyi, ndinakhumudwa ndi makanema ambiri odziwongolera; ena mwa iwo adandilimbikitsa kuti ndisiye zolaula (ndi maliseche). Ndinanyoza lingaliro lotere. Ndani angafune kusiya china chake chachikulu, ndikuwoneka ngati "wachilengedwe" komanso "wathanzi"? Ayi zikomo. Koma lingalirolo lidakhalapobe. Idakula pa ine pang'onopang'ono, mosasunthika, komanso modzipereka. Lingaliro lokakamira, losavuta kuzimitsa. Popita nthawi, malingaliro adadzipangitsa kukhala otheka, ndikupitilizabe kudzichititsa chizolowezi changa cha tsiku ndi tsiku. Potsirizira pake, lingaliro limenelo linakhala chochitika, chomwe chinasandulika kukhala chenicheni, ndiyeno chinatsegula njira yanga yobwezera.
Mndandanda wa zabwino zomwe ndakumana nazo ndi izi: Kutengeka kopitilira muyeso, kukhala wopanda nkhawa zaubongo, kusakhala ndi chidwi ndi anthu ambiri, kulakalaka kwambiri, kulimba mtima, kukhumba kugawana ndi ena, kudzidalira kwakukulu, ziyembekezo zapamwamba za ine ndi omwe mumakhala nawo, lingaliro lokonzanso lofunika, maloto, zolinga , kulinganiza, kulinganiza, kufuna kwambiri kupanga, kufuna kukhala ndi ena, komanso kupindula kwambiri m'malingaliro anga, malingaliro omveka bwino komanso mutu wopuma.
Kupereka zolaula sikunali kophweka. Nthawi zina ndinkalimbana ndikuganiza zosiya. Chifukwa chiyani ndiyenera kupitiliza izi? Ndine wolakwitsa mofananamo ndi ena onse olamulidwa ndi zolaula, sichoncho? Ayi, sizingatheke. Ndine woposa pamenepo. Ndikulephera kulikonse, ndimakhala wamphamvu. Tsiku lililonse la Pornfree, ndimakhala munthu wabwino: wolimbikitsidwa, wokondwa, wamphamvu, wofunitsitsa kuchita bwino, wofunitsitsa kukhala ndi moyo ndikusangalala ndi moyo! Ndinalira, ndinalimbana, ndinapirira.
Sabata yoyamba yopanda Zolaula inali yamatsenga. Malingaliro anga anali atatengeka ndi chidwi chotsitsimutsa libido yanga. Munthawi imeneyi, ndidakumana ndikutuluka kwambiri, koma ndidadzipezanso ndekha, masomphenya pazomwe zingakhale. Kwazaka zambiri, ndinali nditadzimangika mpaka kufika pomwe sindimatha kukhala, sindimatha kuwona, sindimamva. Maganizo anga anali otopa nthawi zonse, ndipo palibe amene amandiuza chifukwa chake. Popita nthawi ndidapanga PIED, chotulukapo cha ubongo wanga woperewera mphotho ya mphotho.
Masiku adakhala masabata, masabata adakhala miyezi, miyezi idakhala chaka. Ndinkakonda kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula mwachangu kuti moyo wanga ukhale wabwino. Chifukwa chodzipereka kwanga kusiya zolaula, ndinadzakhala munthu wabwino pamapeto pake. Ndabwezeretsanso moyo wanga, ndipo inunso mungatero. Inde, inu, munthu amene mukuwerenga izi pakali pano. Mutha kukhala moyo wamaloto anu, koma ndi Porn panjira, sizichitika; sizingachitike. Kumbukirani nthawi yotsatira mukamaganiza zobwereranso. Muyenera kutaya chiyani?
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