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Ndinganene kuti ndidayamba kuseweretsa maliseche kuyambira ndili ndi 12 ndipo ndizomvetsa chisoni kuti ndidayamba zolaula pa TV. Oo ndikupeza kwakukulu kotani komwe ndimaganiza kuti ndimapanga zolaula ndikamadutsa pazenera. Kuyambira pamenepo sindinayang'anenso kumbuyo. Ndinkakonda kuseweretsa maliseche kamodzi patsiku pamsinkhu umenewo ndipo pamene ndinakalamba ndangokhala ndikupita nawo, ndikugwiritsa ntchito pakati pawo ndi zithunzi zamaliseche za amayi pamene ndingathe. Momwe ndimakumbukira ndili ndi 15 ndimakumanabe ndi zachiwerewere. Ndinkakonda kuvutikira chifukwa cha bwenzi langa logwira maliseche anga koma zimawoneka kuti ndidayamba kupeza zovuta zaka 16. Nthawi imeneyo, sindimapita kusukulu kotero ndimakonda kukhala kunyumba ndikungoseweretsa maliseche kuti ndizitsitsa zolaula osachepera tsiku lililonse; sindinadziwe kuti izi zinali zowononga bwanji thanzi langa panthawiyo. Kenaka ndinataya unamwali wanga ku 16 koma ndikuyang'ana m'mbuyo, ndikuyesera kudziwa ngati zinali chifukwa cha zolaula kapena kuti ndinali wamantha nthawi yanga yoyamba. Komabe, ndinali ndiulemerero wanga patapita nthawi chifukwa ndinapita ku Africa kukakhala ndi amayi anga kwa chaka chimodzi ndi theka ndipo ndinatha kukafika kwa bwenzi langa lotsatira kumeneko mosavuta ngakhale, ndimatha kutaya chilichonse ndikayika pa kondomu (ndikuganiza mwina chifukwa chogonana yaiwisi ndimangomva bwino kwambiri kuti sindinakhalepo ndi chipiriro cha idk).
Koma zomwe ndikudziwa ndikuti pamene ndimayang'ana zosaphika zanga zinali ROCK HARD kachiwiri, ndikuyang'ana mmbuyo tsopano ndikuganiza kuti mwina ndichifukwa choti ndinalibe zolaula kumeneko ndipo mwina maliseche kamodzi sabata iliyonse. Kenako ndimagonana moyenera ndi hule lokhala ndi kondomu kwa mphindi zosachepera 5 ndiye ndikuganiza mwina zolaula zimayambitsa izi. Koma zidawoneka ngati nditabwerera ku NY kachiwiri onse adangogwa kuchokera pamenepo.
Ndinayesera kugonana ndi mtsikana mu hotelo koyambirira kwa chaka chino ndipo ziribe kanthu zomwe adachita kaya ndikundipukusa mbolo kapena kuchita zachiwerewere, sindinathe kuzimva ndipo ndikadachita izi zibwerera pansi. Ndipo chomwe chidamuipira ndikuti ndimamuuza kuti sindikumva bwino ndipo ndidzamupangira nthawi ina (manyazi!). Chabwino sipanakhale nthawi yotsatira; adasiya kuyankha malemba anga. Izi zidayika malingaliro anga.
Chifukwa cha zomwezo, ndinayamba kugwiritsira ntchito malingaliro omwe angathandize kuthetsa vuto langa ndipo linatero. Ndinkakhala ndi machitidwe amphamvu komanso ndikugonana ndi mayi wina wachikulire chifukwa cha nthawi 6 kapena 7, gawo lililonse amatha kusokoneza nthawi zosachepera 4 osati bodza !! Ndinkaganiza kuti ndinadziwombola ndekha ndipo kuti ndine MAN, ngakhale zili choncho, ndingatayikebe thanthwe langa lolimba pambuyo poti ndayika kondomu ndipo ndikudziwa kuti nthawi ino sindinanjenjemera chomwe chimapereka?
Komabe patatha miyezi ingapo ndikukhala pamwamba padziko lapansi komwe kudagwa nditapita ku Virginia ndikumwa mapiritsi omwewo chifukwa ndimayenera kugona ndi mzanga wamkazi ku hotelo. Koma ndinadabwitsidwa, nthawi ino sindinathe kuyimilira ngakhale ndimayendedwe ... monga momwe ndimamvera ndikumagona pabedi ndi iye ndikukhala ndi theka erection koma ndizotheka. Chomwe chidapangitsa kuti zinthu ziyambe kuipiraipira ndikuti kunyumba kwanga ndimagonana ndi mnzake pa bedi lapadera pafupi ndi ife pomwe zonsezi zikupita. Mulungu wanga sindinamvepo wokhumudwa kwambiri pamoyo wanga wonse. Chifukwa chiyani amatha kuzimva mosavuta, pakadali pano amadziseweretsa maliseche kuposa ine, ndipo tidayamba nthawi yomweyo, ndipo tili ndi zaka zofanana? Monga ndikumverera kuti ndine wokongola chifukwa atsikana nthawi zonse amakopeka ndi ine koma sindingathe kuchita?
Ndipo ndinali ndi zaka 19 zokha zakubadwa ndikuthana ndi vuto la erectile. Sindinakhalepo ndi chochitika chochititsa manyazi kwambiri m'moyo wanga wonse ndipo nditha kunena moona mtima ndipo ndikuyang'ana mmbuyo tsopano zikugwirizana. Ndidayesetsa kusewera ngati ndikuchita ngati ndilibe kondomu koma pazifukwa zilizonse adapeza kondomu yomwe ndimabisa pansi pa pilo yomwe ndimagwiritsa ntchito - nditazindikira kuti lil johnnie sanafune tulukani ndi kusewera. Kenako pambuyo pake ndikuyenera kusunganso nkhope yanga ponena kuti sindimamva bwino. Wokondedwa Mulungu ndimadwala m'mimba mwanga.
Amawoneka bwino kwambiri ndipo ndimamva thupi lake lamaliseche pomwe dzanja langa limamugwira koma sindimamva kanthu. Palibe. Anali wamisala kwambiri kwakuti adadzuka pabedi nalowa kubafa ndipo mphindi 5 pambuyo pake adatuluka ndikumuwuza mnzake kuti akupita. Atachoka ndinauza mnzanga zomwe zachitika ndipo sanakhulupirire. Monga msungwanayu anali wokonda zachiwerewere ndipo ndimatembenuzidwa ndi iye mwanjira iliyonse koma sindimamva chilichonse. Osatinso kumenya. Ndinangokhala pamenepo pa bedi la hoteloyo monyansidwa, kupweteka, kukhumudwa, kukhumudwa ndi mkwiyo; kumverera kwa mkwiyo komwe sindinamvepo kale. Kuphatikiza apo, chomwe chidapangitsa kuti zikhale zoyipa ndichakuti ndikudziwa akachoka adamuwuza mnzake. "Eww mkuluyu anali kundipera ndi chilichonse koma sanathe kuzimva". Chomwe chingakhale choipa ndiye kuti sungathe kuchita ndi mkazi yemwe akudziponyera wekha komanso pamwamba pa manyazi onsewo, akumuuza mnzake? Maganizo okhawo adandisowetsa mtendere mwakuti ndidangoyimitsa nkhope yanga mumtsamilo ndikungoyembekeza kuti mavuto atha koma sizinathandize. Mnzanga adayesa kunditonthoza koma adangothedwa nzeru ndi momwe ndingagwiritsire ntchito mwayiwu koma sindinathe kufotokoza chilichonse. Ndinasowa chonena. Ndinayenera kudzuka ndikupita kutsika kukathamanga pa chopondera pafupifupi kwa hr kuti ndikhoze kugona usiku womwewo. Kuyambira pomwepo kudalira kwanga ndi akazi sikunakhaleko chimodzimodzi. Dziwani kuti zonsezi zidachitika Juni chaka chino. Kupatula ine ndikufuna kuyankhula ndi akazi ndipo amafunanso kuti andilankhule koma kungoganiza zolephera kumangondiletsa.
Ndinganene moona mtima kuti ndikadatha kugona ndi akazi ena osachepera 7 kuyambira pomwe ngoziyo idakumana koma nthawi iliyonse, ndimayandikira kudziwa kuti kugonana kumatha kusewera kapena akufuna kubwera kunyumba kwanga ndimakhala ndi zifukwa zosiyanasiyana; Popeza sindimamva bwino bwanji za sabata yamawa, ndidayenda ndipo sindili mtawuniyi, kapena ndingangowaduliratu. Chomwe chimapangitsa kuti zisakhale bwino ndikuti patatha miyezi yonseyi akazi enawa amandimenyabe mpaka pano. Koma ndinena chiyani kwa iwo? "Ooo ndimakukonda koma ndili ndi vuto la erectile kotero kuti sitingagone koma titha kuyang'anizana usiku wonse ngati ukufuna?"
Izi ndizomvetsa chisoni kwambiri. Ndine 6'2, pafupifupi 185lbs, wokongola minyewa, ndimatha kucheza bwino ndi wamkazi, 20 yrs wakale kutengera zomwe amandiuza kuti ndikuwoneka bwino. Ndakhala ndikudzitchinjiriza akazi kwazaka ziwiri zapitazi chifukwa ndimaopa kuti sinditha kuchita. Ndi mkhalidwe wopanda chiyembekezo womwe ndikuyembekeza kuti palibe amene adzakumana nawo. Ndi poti ngakhale m'modzi mwa anzanga mwina amaganiza kuti ndimagonana kapena china chifukwa amandiuza za atsikana onsewa omwe akufuna kundilankhula koma ndimangozichotsa izi ndikunena kuti "sindikudandaula za akazi pakali pano ndikungoyesera kuti ndipeze ndalamazi. ” Chabwino ndimayesayesa kupeza ndalama chifukwa ndimakhala munthawi yovuta kotero amadziwa kuti ndikufunafuna ntchito koma nthawi yomweyo ndicho chifukwa chobisa momwe ndimamvera.
Mofulumira mpaka kumapeto kwa Ogasiti ndikupeza tsamba ili, pambuyo pa mayeso a 4 a PMO oti apite mpaka 9 mpaka masiku a 10 kwambiri ndikubwereranso kumapeto kwake ndidatha kukhala panjira yoyenera. Ndipo nthawi ino ndikuyimitsa PM kwabwino, kuti ndigonane ndikukhala wachimwemwe. Ndikuthokoza kwambiri anthu onse patsamba lino chifukwa cha upangiri wawo ndi malangizo chifukwa popanda malangizo anu sindikudziwa ndikadakhala kuti pompano. Kwakhala masiku a 35 ndipo nditapendekeka pafupifupi milungu ingapo ya 4 ndikumawonekeranso pang'ono pang'ono. Pafupifupi 1 kapena 2 patsiku koma osachepera kena kake. Ndikungoyembekeza ndikupemphera kuti vuto langa limakhala ndi zolaula komanso kuti kuyambiranso masiku a 90 kudzakhala nthawi yokwanira kuti ndithane ndi vutoli ndikukhala moyo ndikutsimikiza kuti ndidzatha kuchita zikafunika.
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Mwamuna sindingathe kufotokoza momwe ndimamvera lero. Ndinkasinthasintha tsiku lonse ndipo ndimatha kunena kuti ndinali wosangalala. Kwenikweni ndimangokhala ndi chithunzi cha moyo wanga. Kinda anaganiza za komwe ndili tsopano, komwe ndinali kale komanso komwe ndikufuna kudzakhala mtsogolo. Ndinalingalira za zovuta zonse, zowawa, kukayika, kusowa chiyembekezo, nthawi zosangalatsa, komanso kusatsimikizika. Ndinapita kusukulu yanga yasekondale yakale yomwe sindinakhalepo zaka 7 ndipo ndikuganiza kuti ndili chillin pamalo osewerera pasukuluyi, zomwe zidabweretsa malingaliro ambiri omwe anali otsalira mkati mwanga. Mwamuna pambuyo pa msewu wautali wovutawu ndinganene moona mtima kuti ndatha kuchita zolaula komanso maliseche a ZABWINO ndikuti ndikungofuna kuyang'ana kwambiri pazinthu zofunika pamoyo. Tsiku langa lomaliza pa izi ndisanayese n'komwe kufuna kugonana ndi Disembala 26 ndipo ngakhale zikuwoneka ngati zili kutali, zili pafupi kwenikweni. Kusintha kwa erectile kwayambiradi kuyambira tsiku la 34, kuyambira kuyambira 6 mpaka 7 zosintha tsiku lililonse, mpaka kukhutiritsa konse ndikuyamikira zazing'ono m'moyo. Ndikumva moona mtima kuti ndili pachimake pachisangalalo changa, ngakhale ndili ndimasinthidwe pang'ono apa ndi apo (chabwino ndine khansa ndipo timadziwika kuti ndife anthu osachedwa kukwiya).
Pomaliza, ngakhale ndakhala ndikukumana ndi zovuta masiku osapitilira 10 (kupatula lero) sindinamvepo kuti zomwe ndidasankha zinali 100% (zambiri ngati 80 mpaka 90 peresenti komanso kusowa kwa matabwa am'mawa okhala ndi erection mwachisawawa Chimodzi mwazinthu zodabwitsa kwambiri zomwe sindingathe kufotokoza.
Komanso ndiyenera kusiya atsikana a 6 kapena 7 m'miyezi yapitayi ya 3 kuyambira pomwe zonsezi zidayambiranso zomwe zakhumudwitsa kunena pang'ono. Ayenera kuti akuyang'ana pa ine ngati china chake chalakwika ndi ine kapena china chake. lmaoo
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Ndikumva kuti zosintha zanga zasintha kuyambira dzulo ndipo zili pafupifupi 95%… ndizodabwitsa kwambiri ndipo mwina sindidzafunikiranso zitsambazi. Tsopano ndili ndi funso kwa inu: HOCD yanga yasokonekera kwathunthu, chidaliro changa chikuwoneka ngati chikuwonjezeka (ngakhale chimakhala chotsika kwa maola ochepa ndikupeza njira yobwereranso), malingaliro anga awonjezeka kwambiri ( ngakhale imatha nthawi zina koma imabwereranso mwakale m'maola ochepa), zosankha zanga ndizochulukirapo ndiye ndimaganiza kuti zibwera pompano, zomwe zimangochitika zokha zilipo ngakhale tsopano zikuwoneka kuti ali nazo akhala chillin kwinakwake ku Malibu masiku apitawa kapena masiku awiri (kupatula ngati nditagona pabedi langa. Ndimawapeza kangapo kenaka lmao), koma matabwa anga ammawa akuwoneka kuti akusowa pang'ono (ngakhale tsopano ndili ' ndikuyamba kuganiza kuti nthawi yomwe ndimadzuka ndimawasowa)
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Monga momwe ndanenera kale m'mabulogu anga ena, zosintha zanga zokha zabwerera kuyambira tsiku la 35 koma nthawi zonse anali 80% -90% pa IMO yambiri ... ndipo masiku ambiri ndinalibe nkhuni zam'mawa koma ndinali nazo izi zopangika zokha mu…. Koma zidawoneka kuyambira masiku atatu apitawa, zosankha zanga zidutsa padenga. Tsiku 3 ndinali kuntchito ndipo ndinali ndi zikhumbo zamphamvu zogonana, zisanachitike chifukwa ndimafuna kuseweretsa maliseche koma nthawi ino chinali chosiyana chogonana; ndikulakalaka kutulutsa (ngati sizolunjika kwambiri)… Kwenikweni zinali zoyipa kwambiri kotero kuti ndimangokhala ndi mipira ya buluu pang'ono koma ndimakhala ndi nthawi yovuta kwambiri kuyang'ana kuntchito… Kutulutsa malingaliro anga kunkachita zambiri (inde ZINALI zoipa) Sindinakhale ndi mphamvu zogonana kuyambira masiku oyambirira a 48 pamene ndinayamba ulendo wonsewu.
Komanso, mphamvu zakugonana zidasandulika kukhala nyama yodalirika, yolunjika, yamakani, yamphamvu, komanso yamatsenga yomwe ndidakhalako kale. Sindikumvetsetsa kulumikizana pakati pa mphamvu yamphamvu ndi mphamvu zochulukirapo chifukwa monga ndidabwerezera, nthawi yomaliza pomwe ndidamva "pamwamba pamitambo" inali masabata awiri oyamba. Ndimamva moona mtima kuti ndadalitsidwa chifukwa ndimaganiza kuti ndafika kale patsiku la 45 pankhani ya libido, malingaliro, mphamvu, EQ ndi zina koma zikuwoneka kuti zonsezi zasintha ndipo tsopano m'malo mokhala mkhalidwe wamphamvu / lero mawa , zikuwoneka ZONSE zogwirizana tsopano… Monga pano kuti musakhale ndi chinthu chabwino….
Kuphatikiza apo, ndakhala ndi azimayi omwe amandipatsa mawonekedwe owonjezera komanso amawayang'ana molimba mtima. Wina mpaka anayitanitsa m'sitolo momwe ndimayambira kumene kuti andipatse nambala yake pafoni… Haa ndimaganiza kuti ndaziwona zonse koma ndikuganiza kuti pali zodabwitsa zina zomwe zikubwera ...
Pomaliza, zovuta ... ndikuganiza ndisanayembekezere zochulukirapo ndipo ndimangomva kuti ngati ndilibe "mapikidwe onga" kapena 100% ndiye kuti sindinapezebe… Koma patapita kanthawi ndikudikirira, ndimangoganiza kuti ndichinthu chomwe ndimayenera kuzolowera ndipo chizikhala mphamvu zanga zonse, kuti ndichotse izi mwachitsulo ngati zotchingira masiku 3 apitawa ... Ndi zonsezi zomwe zachitika ndimamva kuti pofika tsiku 90 ndidzakhala wokonzeka kukhala ndi 100% wokonzeka kuyamba kuchita zachiwerewere… Ndine wokondwa kwambiri masiku ena 40 kuti ndipite… Funso lokhalo lomwe ndili nalo ndiloti ndidzakumana ndi wina panjira pomwe ndili pafupi ' Kodi kuyambira pomwe libido yanga idayamba kukankha tsiku 35? Kapena palibe kubwerera kubwerera kuyambira lero? Ndikuganiza kuti ndi nthawi yokha yomwe ingakuuzeni.
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Chabwino sindinatumize sabata limodzi kuyambira pomwe ndimakhala pafupifupi nthawi 4 patsiku 55 ndi 56 koyamba kuyambira pomwe ndidayamba ulendowu ... chifukwa chomwe ndakhumudwitsidwadi ndichakuti kuyambira tsiku la MO patsiku 56 ndikukhala ndizodzidzimutsa chifukwa chakuthamangitsa ngati wopenga kuchokera kumanzere kumanja, ndakhala ndikufa kwambiri ... Dziwani izi zoyipa zimandivutitsa makamaka pomwe zonse zimayenda bwino nthawiyo isanakwane ndipo ndinali paulendo wopita 100% patsiku 90 koma ndidaziwona chifukwa ndidakwera ndipo mukudziwa zomwe zimabweretsa ...
Sitinaganizepo kuti ndingadutsenso izi makamaka momwe ndimayendera mwachangu kuyambira tsiku la 35 mpaka tsiku la 55 koma FLATLINE PHASE # 2 idayamba pafupifupi sabata yapitayo ndipo tiwone kuti zikhala motalika bwanji…. Omaliza anali pafupifupi masabata anayi akutali…. Kumbali yowala, ndimapezabe nkhuni zam'mawa ngakhale, ndi 4 mpaka 70% yokha ndipo sindinathenso kutaya mtima ... Komanso chidaliro changa ndi zonse sizinasinthe ngakhale ndidagunda pang'ono "mu dipatimentiyi… 80 kutatsala masiku angapo, ndikukhulupirira kuti ndidzakhala ndi china chabwino choti ndikanene pofika nthawiyo.
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Ndimangolemba kufotokoza momwe ndimamvera… Ngati anyamata simukudziwa nthawi yokhayo yomwe ndimalemba blog ndikamawona kupita patsogolo kofananira kapena ndikulimbikitsidwa ndipo ndikuganiza lero ndi / anali osakaniza pang'ono mwa onse… I takhala tikulingalira kwambiri za kukhala ndi msungwana… Ine ndakhala nthawizonse amtundu wa anyamata omwe amamva ngati akufuna wina aliyense nthawi ndi nthawi koma osasowa kwenikweni ... Koma pazifukwa zilizonse lero, ndinali ndi malingaliro omwewo koma ndikulimbikitsidwa kwambiri… sindikutsimikiza ngati ndingakhalebe wokhulupirika kwa mkazi kwathunthu koma sindingachitire mwina koma kumva kuti ndikufunika kulumikizana ndi m'modzi… Ngakhale sizitanthauza kuti ndi atsikana koma osachepera kucheza naye… kuseweretsa, kupsompsona, kuseka nthabwala, kumwetulira, kuyang'anitsitsa m'maso mwake, kunong'oneza m'makutu mwake, kusewera ndi khosi lake, ndi zina zambiri ... sizitanthauza kuti zizingowonjezera kulowerera koma ndimangozisowa izi ... ndimaganiza kuti zolaula zitha kundichititsa chidwi mpaka pomwe sindilakalakanso kukondana mpaka pano.
Ngakhale malingaliro ogonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha omwe ndinali nawo ndi vuto lomwe lidakulirakulira pomwe ndimakhala MOD masiku 11 apitawa masana akuyang'ana kwambiri ngati chikumbukiro chapatali… Mwamuna yemwe ndikulonjeza kuti palibe kubwerera kwa ine… ndikumva ngati sindinakhalebe wotsimikiza za ine kwa nthawi yayitali… Ndimakwiya chifukwa choti sindimayesetsa kulankhula ndi akazi chifukwa sindimadzidalira kuti ndidzakwaniritsa ntchitoyi ifika pansi koma ndikuyembekeza m'masiku 23 ndi tsiku zinthu 90 zisintha…. Ngati pofika tsiku 90, mphamvu zanga sizibwerera kwathunthu NDIKUFUNIKA kukankhira mwezi wina chifukwa ndimawona kuti palibe chifukwa chothamangira ngati sindikumva 100%… Ngakhale zitenge nthawi yayitali bwanji, ndine wokonzeka pantchitoyi… Komanso ndikumva kuti bwanji mumamupatsa wamkazi 80% ya inu pomwe mutha kukhala oleza mtima kwa mwezi umodzi kapena iwiri, mutha kukhala okonzeka kumupatsa NONSE (kupatula mtsikana amene ndikuyesera kuti apeze ndalama akuchokera kuntchito ndipo ndikudziwa kuti ngakhale atandifunafuna, ndiyenera kudikira izi chifukwa ndikadzalephera nthawi ino zikhala ZOOPSA… akazi onse omwe ali pa ine omwe akuchokera kuntchito adziwa lmaooo).
Chinthu china ndikuti ndimayesetsa kukhala ndi chiyembekezo podziwa ndekha kuti iyi ndi nthawi chabe… yofanana ndi masiku anga aulemerero ndili ndi zaka 15 ndi 16 ndikuwona za tsiku la 35 mpaka 55 nthawi yanga yopuma isanakwane pa tsiku la 56… kotero ndikudziwa kuti ndi kanthawi kochepa kuti ndiyambirenso kukhala ndi moyo wogonana ... Komanso libido ikunyamula pang'onopang'ono ndikubwerera mmbuyo kuyambira pomwe ndidayang'ana sabata limodzi lapitalo koma sikunapezekebe gawo lina)… Ndiyenera kuyesetsabe, palibenso kubwerera kuchokera pano.
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Sindikudziwa kuti ndi chiyani koma zimawoneka ngati nthawi iliyonse yomwe ndimachita masewera olimbitsa thupi nditakhala ndi sabata labwino kwambiri, mbolo yanga imangofa… .Onjezani kungokhala chete chifukwa ndimatha kumangolankhula zolakwika ndi mkazi kapena ndikakhala akusewera nawo koma akufa m'njira yoti enanso pamenepo, osamvera…. Komanso zojambulazo zimapita mwachangu pang'ono ndipo nthawi zambiri libido yanga imawoneka ngati kulibe…. Ndiye funso langa ndiloti pali ubale wotani pakati pa kugwira ntchito / kuthamanga kamodzi kapena kawiri kwa maola pafupifupi 2 nthawi iliyonse sabata limodzi ndi mphamvu ya libido / erections? Ndipo pali wina aliyense amene adakumana ndi vuto lakugonana atatha? Ndizoseketsa ndikulemba izi chifukwa patatha masiku angapo nditagwira ntchito ndimangobwerera mwakale
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Chabwino ndinali mchakudya changa wamkazi ndipo tinali kusuta… Zikuwoneka kuti zonse zayenda bwino…. Chifukwa chake ndidazindikira kuti ndidayamba kumpsompsona pakhosi pake sindimadzutsidwa…. Koma palibe vuto lalikulu lomwe ndimaganiza ndikayamba kumudyera kunja ndiye kuti ntchitoyo idzagwira ntchito… Nditafika kwa iyo ndinayamba kukonzekera komanso ndikulimbikitsidwa ndi lil, ndidayamba KUKULA ... Koma zidangowoneka ngati posachedwa m'mene ndimatulutsira ndipo ndimapita kukafunafuna kondomu ndinayamba kuyenda mofewa ... ndipo zilibe kanthu zomwe anachita pambuyo pake (m'kamwa, mmanja ndi zina) sindinathe kuzitulutsa.
Osangomva momwe ndimamvera koma ndimakhala ngati ndimazitenga bwino ndimaganiza kuti ndikatero ... Ngakhale ndimayenera kumuuza kuti ndili ndi smh wokwera kwambiri ... Kudziletsa ndekha ndiyenera kunena ndikumasekera chifukwa cha kusakwanitsa kuzimvetsa ndikuyimanso ndikumutuluka ndikubwerera kunyumba ndinatha kuzimva popanda vuto lalikulu ndipo zinali zogwira mtima kwambiri m'manja mwanga nditakhala ndekha.
Chifukwa chake ndikuganiza funso langa ndilakuti, kodi sindinathe kuyimitsa chifukwa chodzidzimutsa chomwe ndidapeza udzu wamaluwa ngakhale sindinachite naye mantha? Kapena kodi mbolo sinakonzekere kukhala ndi azimayi panobe? Bcuz ndili ndi zoyipa zina kwa mwezi wathunthu ndipo zomwe zandichitikirazi zanditaya ... Ndipo ndimawopa kwambiri kuyesanso kusadekha ndikupeza zotsatira zomwezo… Kodi chingakhale chowiringula changa pamenepo? Smh chinthu chokhacho chabwino chomwe ndikumva kuti ndichokera chifukwa ndikuti sindinakhumudwe nazo zitatha…. Nthawi zambiri ndikadakhala womvetsa chisoni koma ndimakhala wopanda chidwi… Ndikulingalira kuti sakanatha kutentha kapena wateva… Ima ingotengani ina mwezi ndikungoyembekeza kuti ndipambana ndipo nthawi ina ndikadzayesanso ndikuganiza kuti ndikuganiza.
tsiku 90
Ndine wokhumudwa kwambiri koma sindingathe kukhala motere… Ndiyenera kulimbana ndi vutoli mpaka pano zinditengera miyezi ina itatu kuti ndichite izi. Ndipo nthawi yanga ndiyenda m'njira yonse popanda kuseweretsa maliseche / maliseche chifukwa zikuwoneka ngati zokumana nazo za 3 patsiku la 2 ndi 56 zimandibwezera misala ... Ndine wakufa komweko pakadali pano ndi masiku ake a 79 kufikira cholinga changa choyambirira cha 3days. Ndikadangodikirira miyezi yonse ya 90 ndani akudziwa? (Smh kwambiri inu chamba!)…
Komabe, anyamata, sindikuganiza kuti ndingakhale ndi chibwenzi kwa miyezi itatu kapena wateva… Ndiyenera kupita kwina ndikutulutsa vutoli kamodzi, chifukwa ndikuwoneka wowoneka bwino momwe sindingayendere kupitilira ndi akazi awa ( ameneyu akuyenera kukhala msungwana wachinayi tsopano, kuzunzika kuli kochuluka)… Ndikukufunirani zabwino zonse pankhondo yanu ndipo ingokumbukirani: ngakhale zitatenga miyezi 3 kapena 4 yodziletsa kuti muchepetse kuwonongeka komwe mwachita ku thupi lanu zaka zolaula, ndizofunikira kwambiri bcuz kuti miyezi ingapo idzakhazikitsa pulani yopambana mtsogolo… Dziwani kuti ndasemphana ndimayendedwe omwe ndimakhala nawo poyambiranso…. Ndikukhulupirira kuti abwerera.
Tsiku 92 (yobwereranso)
Tsopano zomwe zimachitika pambuyo pake ndizosokoneza…. Ndinayamba kupeza zozizwitsa zokha pokhapokha ndikufufuza pa intaneti. Ndili ndi zovuta zowonjezera zokha mumphindi zazing'ono za 5 ndiye ndinalowa m'masiku 14 apitawa a MO yanga yomaliza (ndili patsiku 92 btw)… Ndipo ndimangomva kuti kuthamanga kumutu kwanga kukuyamba ... Ndizopusa chifukwa Ndinali ndi ZOCHITIKA kwambiri zoganiza, ngati zilipo konse… Ndikulingalira zomwe zikuwonetsa kuti ndachira chifukwa cha tsiku la 56 ngati mukukumbukira, pomwe ndinali ndi zolimbikitsanso zomwezo ndipo NDINAYAMBA nthawi yoyamba, izo ndinali ndi lingaliro loti tigonane m'kamwa ndi bwenzi langa lachiwerewere komanso mosemphanitsa.
Koma nthawi ino, ndidangobwera ku liwu loti "gay"… Sindinaganizepo powerenga mawu okhudzana ndi zilakolako zogonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha popanda zozizwitsa zilizonse zomwe zingandidzutse ine koma ayi ndithu ... Musanadziwe, nditakonzekera mphindi 30 ndikulingalira za zabwino ndi zoyipa zakumaliza kapena ayi, pamapeto pake ndidagonja ndikutulutsa ... Ndipo m'mene ndimabwera zonse zomwe ndimatha kuchita ndikungoti "FUCKKK" m'malingaliro mwanga pamene ndimangogwedeza kudutsa pamalungo ... smh wow zomwe zinali zosasangalatsa.
Zina ndiye, ndakhala ndikumverera bwino nthawi zonse ngakhale ndimamva kuti ndatha pang'ono m'maganizo…. Kodi mukuyenera kumva choncho nthawi iliyonse mukakhala ndi vuto linalake kapena kodi kukwera kwa ma dopamine kumayambitsa izi? Zili ngati ndikumva kukhala wopanda pake kumbuyo kwa maso anga komanso kwinakwake muubongo wanga ... Kumva kuja kumakhala mutu wowawa kwambiri komanso kutayika m'maso mwa PMO mpaka mwezi woyamba wamasiku oyambiranso koma tsopano zikuwoneka kachidutswa kakang'ono kumbuyo kwa maso anga.
Ponseponse, chinthu china chowopsa chomwe ndidaphunzira ndikuti ngakhale ndidachita maliseche kuti ndigwire nawo maliseche osaganizira koma zogonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha, ndinali ndi 100% erection… Imodzi mwazomwe zimamveka ngati mbolo yako yatsala pang'ono kuswa… mwa iwo kuyambira tsiku la 70 pomwe ndimayankhula ndi wamkazi pafoni… Smh ndiye funso langa ndi loti kodi njira zachiwerewere / zogonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha zomwe ndapanga kudzera pa zolaula chaka chathachi zidzachokeradi? Ndipo kodi kuti zotsalirazo zimandilepheretsa kukhala ndi zotengera zachitsulo ndikakhala ndi akazi? kapena zovuta zilizonse zokha pamenepo?
Zina ndiye mafunso awa, ndine wokondwa kunena kuti sindinong'oneza bondo kuti ndinabwereranso (mwina chifukwa linali tsiku la 14 lokha la MO koma zilizonse)… ndimamvadi moona mtima kuti njira yokhayo yomwe NDIDZAKHALA kuyambiranso ndikakhala kuti ndatha masiku 90 ndikudziletsa (masiku 92 omwe ndachita mpaka pano kwa ine sakuwerengera chifukwa ndasakaniza masiku 3 amisili 6 pakati ... 4 patsiku 56, 1 patsiku 78 , ndipo lero lero ndi tsiku 92)…. Kotero ndaganiza kuti ndiyambiranso kuyambira tsiku 1 ndikugwiranso ntchito yanga… Chinali chinthu chofunikira kwambiri kukwaniritsa koma ndimaona kuti ndiyenera kusiya kuyang'ana mmbuyo pa ma 92 masiku ndikuyamba kuyambira ngati kuti ndikungoyambiranso kuyambiranso ndikuziwona monga choncho zindithandizira kuti ndibwererenso mosavuta… Tidzawonjezera masiku 90 a PMO kudziletsa ndi masiku 92 omwe ndafika mpaka pano nditakwanitsa tayambiranso kuyambiranso koma lero lino 0 ndi! …. Lolani masewera ayambe!
tsiku 97
Zaka zanga zatsopano sizinayambike bwino kwambiri ... Ndinali ku ihop ndi anzanga awiri mwinanso anzanga okha ... Tinawona akazi ena akukhala moyang'anizana patebulo kuchokera kwa ife ndipo mosayembekezera adayamba kucheza pomufunsa mzanga "ndi chiyani dzina? ” Adayankha ndipo zimangokhala ngati zichokere pomwe ... Akudutsa tebulo kuti ndiyankhule ndi atsikana anayiwa, ndimangokhala pa tebulo limodzi ndi homie wanga wina ndikukambirana ... Tsopano tikucheza ndi mzanga, i ndinawona kuti malingaliro anga ayamba kupita kwinakwake… Zinali kumverera komweko kuti nthawi ina iliyonse ndikakhala pafupi ndi akazi masiku ano… Ndikuganiza kuti ndimadzimva osakwanira… Osandilakwitsa, masiku awa 2 kuphatikiza masiku ano masiku 97 awa PMO ndakhala ndikudalira padenga koma sindimakhala ngati ndikugwedeza malingalirowa nthawi iliyonse ndikakhala ndi akazi
Ndikungomva ngati cholinga cha moyo wanga ndi chiyani? Nthawi zonse ndimakhala maginito kwa anapiye ndipo tsopano koposa pamenepo koma, sindimachitapo kanthu chifukwa kumapeto kwa tsiku ndimadzimva kuti sindingakumane ndi chiwonetsero chazomwe ndinganene (kapena ngati ndingathe ngakhale ndimachita konse konse)… Ndipo ndikukuuzani inu anyamata ndikuti ndiyenera kupeza mkazi kapena mnzanga yemwe ndingakhale naye womasuka ndikumachedwetsa koma ndikosavuta kunenedwa chifukwa kumapeto kwa tsiku, zomwe anyamata mumalephera kuzindikira ndikuti popanda mphamvu yogonana yamwamuna, hes adasiya kunyada (ndipo ndizomwe zidandichitikira) Ndipo izi ndi zinthu ndi malingaliro omwe sindimaganiza kuti ndi ofunikira kwambiri mpaka pano…. Komanso monga ndidakuwuzirani anyamata azimayi azaka zapakati pa 20 yrs akuwoneka kuti akumvetsa izi ndikutenga gawo limodzi panthawi ndipo sindikumva bwino pakhungu langa pompano kuti ndiwafotokozere izi chifukwa ndimamva kuti samamvetsetsa komanso kuti anthu adakhazikika m'malingaliro mwanjira yoti amuna onse akuyenera kuti athe kuyankha zogonana mwakufuna kwawo .. Zafika poti gulu la atsikanawa limaganiza kuti ine ndi mzanga wina takhala nane anali achiwerewere kapena a sumthin (iyi iyenera kukhala nthawi yachiwiri yomwe msungwana adandiimba mlandu kuti ndimagonana m'mbuyomu yr)
Ndiye kuti nkhaniyi ikupita kuti pomwe mzanga wina anali atakhala patebulopo ndikukambirana izi, m'modzi mwa akazi anayi a wateva chifukwa chake adayamba kundivutitsa ndikufunsa mafunso ambiri ndipo ine ndili mu malingaliro oti sindine wosangalatsa pamakhala zokambirana zambiri…. Ngakhale ndimakhala ndikulimba mtima komanso ndichisangalalo (sindimatha kubisa momwe ndimamvera)… Ndipo ndinawona chidwi chikupitilira kumanga bcuz mtsikana yemweyo amandifunsa mafunso ambiri ndipo sindimangolora "beat" kuti titero. kuchokera pamawu wamba apa ndi apo convo ndichifukwa chake mwina amaganiza kuti ndimagonana ... Komanso mwina chifukwa choti pomwe sindinali kuyankhula nawo, ndimangoyang'anitsitsa ku tablr pomwe ndimaganizira zanga zonse malingaliro, malingaliro, mavuto, komanso kusatetezeka popanda kuwalipira kwambiri ngati pali malingaliro alionse omwe apanga ndiye kuti ndinali wamasiye ... Ndipo ndichifukwa chake ndimamva kuti anthu amakhala otengeka mwanjira inayake… Ngati uonetsa chidwi cha akazi kwambiri amati ur waludzu koma ngati uwawonetsa pang'ono kapena osawamvera konse ndiye kuti uyenera kukhala wokonda amuna okhaokha…. Zili ngati kuti simungapambane… Idk koma zidangochitika kuti ndidaphunzira zambiri pambuyo poti bwenzi langa libwerera kuchokera patebulopo ndipo tonse atatu tidachoka… Sindikudziwa choti ndingachite komanso kuti libido yanga NDIYI yakufa patsiku 97 imawopseza ndikulimbikitsa kutengeka mtima koposa…
Chochitika china cha pomwe mkazi amaganiza kuti ndimagonana ndi amuna chifukwa ndidamupatsa mwayi wogonana naye patatha miyezi ingapo ndikulankhula koma chifukwa chodzikayikira komanso mavuto anga operewera, ndidagwa ndikusiya kuyankhula naye (milandu yomwe ambiri amakhala nayo iwo) .. Ndipo samamvetsetsa kuti… Chifukwa akunena kuti ndine wamtali, wowoneka bwino kwambiri, wosangalatsa, woseketsa, wachikoka, umunthu wabwino, ndipo pamwamba pake ndikunena kuti nditha kuyankhula wamkazi aliyense kuti amumvere iye mwakufuna kwake koma sizimatsatira mpaka kumapeto kuti payenera kukhala china chake chomwe ndikubisala (ndipo mumadziwa kuti mukutsatira ndikubweretsa mkazi ku nyumba ndikumasuka kwambiri ndikukwiya kuti mkaziyo adakana kuchita zachiwerewere chifukwa mumamva monga uve adadzipulumutsa kuti asadzanyozedwenso)… Ndipo ndimatha kuwona ngati akazi achisoni akuwona motere ndikuyang'ana kuchokera kumalingaliro awo ngakhale, ndikumvanso kuti ayenera kukhala otseguka kwambiri asanakwaniritse zomwe mwina sizingakhale zoona becau akufuna kuteteza malingaliro awo kapena zenizeni, sindikufuna kudziwa kuti simukuwafunanso… Koma kusanthula malingaliro ndi malingaliro awa ndichifukwa chake ndimadzimva kukhala wopanda ntchito ngati mamuna ... Ndipo ndizomvetsa chisoni kuti sindinamvepo motere…. Ndikukumbukira nthawi zomwe ndimakhala ndikakhala ndi mkazi ndipo chinthu chokhacho chomwe chimandivutitsa ndimanjenje, ngati sichoncho ... Chomwe chimapangitsa kuti vuto langa likhale lalikulu ndikuti enanso patsamba lino, ndikuwona kuti ndilibe wina aliyense lankhulani za izi. Sindikufuna kuthandizabe koma kumangomverera motere nthawi ina iliyonse ndikakhala wamkazi, podziwa kuti kupambana konseku kumatha monga ena onse; wamkazi yemwe ali ndi chidwi chambiri ndi ine koma samangopitilira kumpsompsona ndi mayankhulidwe abwino… Ndiwe mkhalidwe wokhumudwitsa, wopanda thandizo wokhala nawo… Bwanji sindingokhala wokondwa ngati wina aliyense? Chifukwa chiyani sindingokhala ndi thanzi lachiwerewere monga amuna ambiri ku America?
tsiku 105
Munthu izi zimangokhala zopusa…. Kodi libido yanga ili kuti? Shit amangomverera kuti wafa kumusi uko…. Osati kuyambika kwa masabata angapo oyamba atayambiranso pomwe ndidamwalira koma sindinakhalepo ... sindinakhale ndi erection yokhazikika kapena moyo wina kumeneko kuyambira tsiku 70, tsiku lake 105 tsopano… Wtf imaperekadi? Kuphatikiza apo ndikakhala tsiku la 13 pazomwe ndili nazo masiku ano koma ndikuyembekeza kwambiri tsiku lachiwiri la 90 lodziletsa koma mantha anga akulu ndikuti ngakhale zitatha izi zinthu sizikubwera… Smh idk kno wat to say more more…. Chidani kumveka ngati im cryin koma chachikulu ichi ndichomvetsa chisoni ... Marnia mungadziwe kuti zimatenga nthawi yayitali bwanji kuti munthu wazaka zakubadwa za 20 ayambirenso makamaka atayamba kuwonera zolaula kuyambira ali ndi zaka 12 ndipo adayamba kuchita zogonana ali ndi zaka 16 ? Monga ndikungofuna kuti ndikhale ndi chiyembekezo pano ndipo sindikubwerera ku zolaula mosasamala kanthu za izi koma chabwino ichi sichingakhale tsogolo langa… Chomwe ndimangokhala nacho chiyembekezo ndikuti ndimakumbukira nthawi yomwe mphamvu zanga zogonana zinali pachimake ndipo ndimatha kupeza azimayi olimba ngakhale nditayamba kuwonera zolaula koma ndinaziletsa kwa theka la chaka zisanachitike ... Ndiye ndikuganiza kuti ndikubwezeretsanso miyezi isanu ndi umodzi ndisanafike poyambiranso?
tsiku 143
Pambuyo pa 143 wopanda P, ndimphindi zochepa za p pakati komanso masiku 36 a PMO (ophatikizidwa ndi kuchuluka kwakanthawi posachedwa) ndikutha kunena kuti ED wanga akhoza kuchiritsidwa…. Ndiopenga chifukwa tsiku lomwe mbolo yanga idawoneka ngati yakufa chifukwa chazinthu zosamvetseka… Monga momwe zinalili kale sizinkawoneka zoyipa kwambiri m'moyo wake… Mnzanga wamkulu nthawi zambiri amakhala wonenepa mpaka pafupifupi mainchesi atatu kapena kukula kwa Zakudyazi…. Osazolowera kuziwona chonchi, sindimadziwa kuti ndiseke kapena kuchita mantha ndi moyo wanga…. zoyipa zimawoneka ngati zopanda moyo… ndiye ndidakwera tsiku lomwelo ndipo chodabwitsa ndichakuti, kwakanthawi kochepa kwambiri ndikakwera, koma ndinatha kukana MO'ing… monga ndimati ndikufuna kukwera m'mphepete usiku watha koma ndiye ndimayenera kuganizira zowawa komanso mwayi wonse womwe PMO shit wandipangitsa…. Ndipo ndi izi, ndidatha kusiya 'kupitirira m'mphepete' zomwe ndizosowa chifukwa izi ndizomwe zili pachiwopsezo chobwereranso…. * phew * anali pafupi kwambiri…
Komabe, ndikamakonza ndimazindikira kuti kumangika kwanga kunali kwamphamvu kuposa kwachibadwa… Kunena mwamphamvu kwambiri kuti ndikhale ndendende… Ine kwenikweni kwa nthawi yoyamba kuyambira pomwe ndinali 15 (osagwiritsa ntchito mankhwala osokoneza bongo, mankhwala azitsamba kapena zothandizira zilizonse) anali ndi 100 % erection…. ngati wow, ndikumverera kodabwitsa bwanji… Ndikuganiza kuti ndimafuna kulira kangapo man chifukwa izi zakhala zokhumudwitsa kwa ine… Zidandiphunzitsadi kuti ndisanyalanyaze chilichonse…. makamaka zaumoyo pakugonana chifukwa choti palibe nthabwala ... Chokhachokha chokhudza izi ndikuti ngakhale ndimamva kuti erection yanga yabwerera pachimake, libido yanga idadumphadumpha masiku angapo apitawa zomwe ndizoseketsa chifukwa ndimamva kuti ndili ndi libido yambiri ndikuchepa kwa erection patangotha sabata imodzi yapita… eghh ndikuganiza kuti zonsezi zikhala bwino munthawi yake 🙂
Tsopano chinthu changa chokha ndichakuti monga ndidanenera kale, zimandivuta kuti ndikane akazi chifukwa nthawi zonse pamakhala mwayi woti ndigonane… ndikutanthauza kuti nditha kupita miyezi iwiri popanda chilichonse chikubwera kenako chotsatira 1 mwayi ukhoza kubwera kapena miyezi iwiri yotsatira ina 2 ochulukirapo… Ndipo nthawi zambiri, makamaka masiku ano sindimayang'ana… Mosayembekezereka ndimayenera kupita kuntchito kuyambira mzanga wina wakale yemwe ndimayenera kuthamangitsa kuyambira chaka chatha akubwera m'tawuni posachedwa ndipo akufuna kuthera nthawi ndi ine ... ndichinthu chokhacho chomwe ndikudandaula nacho ndikuti ndimaganiza kuti ndachiritsidwa kapena pafupifupi kuchiritsidwa nthawi isanakwane tsiku la 3 la PMO ndisanabwererenso koma nditatha pa tsikulo ndidadzichepetsanso ... Ndizoyeselatu kutopa nthawi ino kuti zisapitilize kuchitika… Kodi ndingotenga mwayi ngati zingadzioneke m'masiku angapo kapena ndingodikirira otsala 56 masiku opanda PMO ndikuyesera kuti achotse izi zabwino? * mwachiyembekezo *… mbali yabwino ya ine ndikunena kuti ndangotsala ndi masiku ena 54 kuti nditsatire koma mbali yanga yoyipa yatopa ndikudikirira…. Ambiri mwina chifukwa chakuti ndataya mwayi wambiri kwa akazi m'mbuyomu chifukwa chosakhala ndi mphamvu zogonana mwina sindifuna kupatsira mkazi wina.
tsiku 170
Ndakhala ndikuyesera kuti ndibwererenso pachishalo cha u kno wat ndikutanthauza komanso chifukwa cha wateva sindinakhale ndi chidaliro chokwanira pakukhalitsa kwanga kuti ndichite izi ... Sindikudziwa ngati ndanena koma kubwerera wen ndinali ndi zaka 19 zomwe zinali pafupi ndi lil ova chaka chapitacho ndimadalira njira zopezeka kuti zindipangitse kuti ndipite patsogolo .. .. Idagwira ntchito bwino nthawi 10 zoyambirira koma pambuyo pake mphamvuyo idangotsika…. Zili ngati kuti thupi langa silimalimbana nalo… Tsopano funso langa ndilotopa ndikudikirira 100% yodalirika yomwe ingandipangitse kukhala chilombo chogonana ndipo ndimafuna kuyesa levitra ndi cialis dis nthawi kuti ndione ngati mankhwala osiyanasiyana angakuthandizeni pang'ono…. Ndiloleni ndilowerere ndi kuti ndinapeza zosankha zabwino (ndimangotulutsa 80-100% nthawi zina pandekha koma ndimangoti chifukwa cha wateva chifukwa chomwe sindikuganiza kuti chidzakhala chokhazikika pogonana ndipo sindingakwanitsenso kulephera .. pabedi pafupifupi masabata a 3 mpaka mwezi wapitawo ndipo ngakhale ndimakhala ndi zovuta zodziwikiratu ALOT (paliponse kuyambira 50% mpaka 80% nthawi zina) ndimayeseranso kusewera pussy usin wanga Dick ndipo ngakhale ndimatha kugona, ndimadziwa kuti ndimakonzekera Pomaliza ndipo ndiyenera kupita yaiwisi pamwamba pa izo. Ndakhala ndikudutsamo kale atsikana osiyanasiyana a 5 ndipo nthawi iliyonse ndikauluka ndikuchititsa manyazi) Chifukwa chake ndimangomva lingaliro labwino kuti ndibwererenso pachishalo ndikugwiritsa ntchito levitra ndi cialis kwa miyezi ingapo yotsatira ndikupewa kuonera zolaula (zomwe ndimayenera -0 kuziloleza ndikadali pafupi kwambiri kubwereranso ndi MO mwezi uliwonse kapena pafupipafupi) koma kuzigwiritsa ntchito kusintha ... kotero kuti thupi langa zimatenga nthawi yayitali kulekerera kwa iwo
tsiku 190
Sindinagwiritse ntchito kondomu ndipo ndimangokhala kwa mphindi imodzi lol…. Ndikulingalira kuti ndizomwe zimachitika mukakhala kunja kwa chishalo kwa miyezi 10…. Amakhalanso ndi zolimba kwambiri komanso zochitika zina ngati zovuta ngakhale sizinali zofanana
Osakwiya konse chifukwa ndimayenera kudziuza kuti sindikuyembekezera ZAKA za PMOing kangapo patsiku kuchiritsidwa miyezi ingapo…. Ndinayenera kuphunzira kuti njira yovuta…. Palibe chilichonse m'moyo chosavuta makamaka kuyambiranso "thingamajig" koma ngati mumamatira ndikungokhala oleza mtima chilichonse CHIDZALIPIRA munthawi yake…. Ndikungoganiza kuti ena aife tili okonzeka kubwezeretsanso maakaunti a anthu omwe ali pa YBOP omwe amafunikira nthawi yochepa kuti ayambirenso.
Sindinakhalepo pa P nthawi ndi nthawi pafupifupi masiku 190 ndipo ndimayang'anabe kusintha tsiku lililonse…. Koyamba, sindimayankhulanso kwamasabata awiri nditakhala MO…. Ngati ndabwereranso mwakale tsiku lotsatirali… Maganizo anga akhazikika. Nditha kuseweretsa maliseche a 10x sabata limodzi osadzimva kukhala wokhumudwa .... Ndimangotayidwa ngati kuti ndili ndi zolemera zambiri paphewa panga.
Inenso ndili mwachibadwa mozungulira ndewu yonse komanso ndili ndi superman ngati aura pozungulira pano ... Chilichonse chisananditumize molunjika ngati kukhalapo… Musaganizirenso zolaula, ndipo ndinali Analumikizana ndi zoyipa izi kwa pafupifupi zaka ziwiri. Komanso, zolaula / zogonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha ndizosakhalitsa ngakhale pano sindine ogonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha kapena china chilichonse chonga ichi popeza ndimatha kuwalekerera.
Nditha kukhalanso ndi akazi achikazi olimba ngakhale sindingathe kuwasungira zochulukirapo mphindi imodzi kapena sindingagonane ndi makondomu, koma lomwe ndi dalitso pobisalira chifukwa chaka chatha chomwe ndimatha kuchita ndikumangirira kwa 50%, komwe sikanatha ' t akhala akugwiritsidwa ntchito polowera…. Zosintha zambiri, abambo, ndipo m'miyezi ina isanu ndi umodzi ndikhulupilira ochulukirapo makamaka chofunikira kwambiri kukhala ndi mwayi wogonana bwino ndi kondomu chifukwa ndimatha popanda ... Chifukwa chake ndimangolimbikira ndipo khama langa lipindulira chifukwa nthawi. Zomwe ndidaphunzira ndikuti pazinthu zina zomwe mumafuna pamoyo palibe nthawi yake….
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