Sindikukumbukira pomwe ndidayamba kuseweretsa maliseche (ndikuganiza 6th grade, so 12-13ish). Koma zinali pamene ndinali pasukulu yapakatikati ndipo pang'onopang'ono ndidakulirakulira mpaka nthawi ya Khrisimasi ya chaka chino (Junior wazaka 20 ku koleji). Mwachisomo china cha Mulungu ndidapeza Nofap ndipo idasintha malingaliro anga. Ndakhala ndikufuna izi kuyambira Khrisimasi. Ndalephera kawiri ndipo ndidadzuka ndikupitilizabe.
Sindinakhalepo wophunzitsidwapo kale semester yatha. Ndinadutsa. Ndinachita zochepa. Koma ndidangoziziliratu ndipo pamapeto pake ndidakafika ku Academic Probation pasukulu yanga pambuyo pa semester yakugwa ya 2015. Izi zikutanthauza kuti ndikapanda kumaliza maphunziro anga mu semester yotsatira ndikachotsedwa sukulu. Ichi chinali pachimake pachidakwa changa chomwe ndimamva. Ndinkangoyang'ana tsiku lililonse kwa maola ambiri. Zinali zopanda mawonekedwe. Sindinasamale za ine ndekha, kapena maphunziro anga, ndipo ndinakhala wovutika kwambiri mpaka kufika pofunsa ngati ndikufunanso kukhala pafupi.
Koma popeza NoFap idabwera m'moyo wanga ndimagwiritsa ntchito zomwe ndidaphunzira kuchokera kwa inu nonse pamoyo wanga. Semester iyi ndinapeza 3.45 GPA ndipo sikuti ndangopita ku maphunziro, koma patatha chaka ndi theka ndili pamndandanda wa Dean. Ndimakonda kuphunzira komanso ndimakonda moyo wanga.
Ndili ndi bwenzi lokongola lomwe limandichirikiza ndipo landiwonetsa momwe chikondi chenicheni chilili, osati chithunzi chokha ndi atsikana abodza osaganizira. Tsopano ndazindikira zenizeni kuti zolaula ndizinthu zomwe nditha kukhala popanda, zomwe NDIKUFUNA kukhala nazo popanda. Moyo ndi wokongola komanso wosangalatsa.
Gwirani ntchito zolimba abale. Osawopa kuchira, kumbukirani. Ndikudziwa kuti ichi ndi chinthu chovuta kunena pano, koma ngati ndingathe, inunso mungathe. Ichi NDI CHITHUNZITSO CHOPATSA CHOLETSA KWAULERE!
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