Lero ndichita lipoti la masiku 90. Choyamba ndikufuna kuthokoza subreddit iyi chifukwa popanda chifukwa popanda kuthandizidwa ndi anyamata anu sindikadatha kufika masiku 90. Ndifuna makamaka kuthokoza Victory86 ndi MarkQueppet; onse awiri adandithandiza kwambiri panjira kuti ndichiritse.
Chidwi changa pakupanga kusefa ndidayamba ndili ndi zaka 12. Moyo izi zisanachitike. Ndinali wokondwa, ndinali ndi anzanga, ndimalankhula ndi anthu ambiri, ndipo ndinali woseketsa. Chidwi changa pakupanga mafayilo chinandipangitsa kukhala wotsutsana ndi anzanga, ndinali ndi nkhawa, ndipo zinandipangitsa kukhala munthu weniweni. Koma ndidali wanzeru ndipo ndimapanga ma A mumakalasi anga onse.
Sizinali mpaka chaka cha sophomore-junior pomwe ndimakhala ndi intaneti yothamanga. Apa ndipamene zonse zidamuyipa ndipo ndimachita PMO. Ndinali wokhumudwa kotheratu pomwe panali pamene ndinali wotsika kwambiri. Ndipo ndidapitiriza kuchita izi mpaka chaka chapamwamba ku koleji (Ndine 20y tsopano). Komabe; panali nthawi ya mwezi wa 2 mchaka changa chaching'ono ku sekondale nditasiya PMO ndekha. Nthawi imeneyi ndidamva bwino ndipo ndidapeza bwenzi langa loyamba. Tidakhala ngati miyezi ya 3-4 ndipo ndidayamba PMO pakati paubwenzi wathu ndipo kenako sindinamupeze wokongola ndipo tinasiyana naye. Pambuyo pake ndidapita mozama kwambiri ku PMO. Ndipo monga ndidanenera kuti ndimapitiliza kuchita PMO mpaka sophomore chaka ku koleji. Munthawi yonseyi ndimayesetsa kusiya PMO 'nthawi yonseyi koma ndikukhulupirira kuti vuto linali ndi ine lomwe silinkadziwa chilichonse chokhudza izi.
Mudzawona nthawi iliyonse ndikalemba zinthu monga "kodi ndiyenera kulephera kapena ayi" ndimatha nthawi zonse patsamba lawebusayiti lomwe linganene kuti kubzala kumakhala kopindulitsa ndipo anthu omwe amatsutsa kubzala ndi achangu achipembedzo. Ndinkadziwa kuti ndinali wokhumudwa koma sindinadziwe chomwe chimayambitsa kukhumudwa kwanga ndipo ndizodabwitsa kuti ndimaganiza kuti PMO anali bwenzi lokhalo lomwe ndinali nalo, ndichinthu chokha chomwe chidandipangitsa kumva bwino. Ndikukhulupirira kuti ngati kusaka koyamba kwa kubzala, PMO'ing ndi mawu ofanana pa google kumabweretsa anthu kumawebusayiti monga yourbrainonporn.com kapena nofap pa reddit, ndiye kuti mamiliyoni ambiri ena atha kupulumutsidwa ku vuto lotereli.
Zomwe zidandipangitsa kuyesayesa kupeza yankho lomaliza lavuto langa ndikuti ndikuchita kukonzekera ndipo kuti ndikafike ku med sukulu wophunzirayo amafunikira GPA yabwino ngati 3.6 kapena kupitilira apo. Kumapeto kwa chaka changa chachiwiri ku koleji GPA yanga idatsikira ku 3.4 ndipo ndidadziwa kuti ndiyenera kukweza magiredi anga kapena sindidzafika kusukulu ya med. Chifukwa chake ndidasanthula kwa maola ambiri ndipo mwanjira inayake ndidakhala pa yourbrainonporn.com ndi nofap pa reddit. Nditawerenga zomwe zinali pa yourbrainonporn.com zonse zinali zomveka, tsopano ndinali ndi chidziwitso chonse chomwe ndimafunikira kuti ndimvetsetse ndikuchotsa chizolowezicho. Pa nofap ndinazindikira kuti sindinali ndekha amene ndinali ndi vutoli ndipo ndinadziwa kuti nditha kusiya chizolowezichi ngati anthu ambiri angathe. Zinanditengera miyezi 5-6 ndikubwereranso 3-5 kuti mutsirize masiku 90 osagwiritsa ntchito zolaula.
Kuchotsa pazinthu zinali zoyipa ndimatha kuyang'ana kwambiri pamaphunziro anga ndipo ndidachita zoyipa mu Organic Chemistry zomwe sizinapangitse C mkalasi. Ndinalinso wotopa nthawi zonse. Kuchokera kumapeto kwa masiku 30 mpaka 40 ndipo ndinali ndi mzere wina wosanjikiza kuyambira masiku 70-84.
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• Ndine wokondwa kuti sindimakhala wokhumudwa
• Maphunziro akusintha
• Ndinapita kuchokera ku 26% mpaka 13% mafuta m'thupi paulendo wanga kudzera pa nofap
• Ndimacheza kwambiri
• Kuwala m'maso mwanga
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• Mphamvu zowonjezereka komanso kusumika maganizo
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• Mabwalo amdima amachepetsedwa
• Amayi amandiwona kwambiri ndichifukwa chake ndimavala magalasi a dzuwa ndikamayenda mozungulira masukulu (Ndimachita manyazi ngati momwemo)
AKAZI: Mukuwona kuti ine ndine Msilamu ndipo sindinayankhulepo zambiri pano chifukwa sindikufuna kukanikiza chipembedzo changa kwa wina aliyense koma m'chipembedzo changa sindiyenera kukhala pachibwenzi kapena kugona nawo ukwati usanachitike sanathamangitse azimayi omwe ndinapanga kwenikweni mzere pakati pa akazi ndi ine. Ndinaona kuti azimayi amandiyang'ana kwambiri koma ziyeneranso kukhala chifukwa ndimafuta ambiri amthupi. Ndikhulupirira kuti munthu akatenga kachidutswa kakang'ono pa nofap ndiye zimakhala zosavuta komanso zachilengedwe kukopana ndi akazi ndipo zimawoneka ngati zovuta kuti uwafikire. Komabe mukuyenera kukhala ololera ngati muli munthu wofuna kutchuka ndipo mukufuna 10 ndiye kuti muyenera kulingaliranso zomwe angafune mwa mwamuna yemwe mumamudziwa.
CHOLINGA: Pa chikhumbo ndikufuna kunena kuti ichi ndi chimodzi mwazabwino kwambiri zaubwino. Ndidawerenga mabulogu onena kuti zomwe sizimapanga zokha sizingakupangitseni kukhala wamwamuna wa alpha ndikuganiza kuti ndizowona, ndi maziko akulu mu njira ya munthu kuti akwaniritse zomwe angathe kukwaniritsa. Ndidawona kuti nofap idasinthadi malingaliro anga ndipo idandipatsa chidwi komanso chidwi chofuna kukwaniritsa zonse zomwe ndingathe kukhala munthu wamkulu. Mukudziwa kuti ndiyenera kuyambiranso, kuwerenga mabuku podzilimbitsa, kuti ndiyenera kukonza masukulu. Ndidazindikira kuti ngati ndikufuna kukhala ndi mkazi wokongola kwambiri ndiyeneranso kukweza masewera anga ndikukhala momwe mkazi wokongola angafunire mwamuna. Ndiye yeah nofap imakupatsani mwayi wokhumba mwina Napoleon anali ndi chikhumbo chambiri kwambiri chifukwa cha nofap yemwe amadziwa lol.
Chifukwa chake ndikupitiliza kuchita chifukwa ndimakhulupirira kuti nditha kupitiliza kuyenda bwino ngati ndikadali panjirayi. Ndidzadzifufuzanso nditatha masiku a 150 a nofap. Nthawi zonse zikomo kwambiri chifukwa chowerenga komanso zikomo chifukwa sindikanachita popanda inu. Khalani omasuka kundifunsa chilichonse.
LINK - Tsiku Langa la 90
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