Ndimamva kuti ndiyenera kulemba lipotili, komabe sindingakulimbikitseni kapena kukupatsani malangizo othandiza paulendo wanu. Koma ndikumvetsetsa komanso malingaliro anga pambuyo pa zonse.
Ndinayamba kuseweretsa maliseche ndili ndi zaka 11 kapena 12. Ndine 20 tsopano, zomwe zimapangitsa zaka 9 kuseweretsa maliseche. Nthawi zambiri tsiku lililonse - kamodzi kapena kawiri patsiku. Nthawi zina kuposa pamenepo. Poyamba zinali zachilendo. Ndinayamba kuseweretsa maliseche ngati kuyesa (titha kuchita zinthu zosangalatsa ndi matupi athu, sichoncho?), Kenako ndidakhala ndi ndowe. Ndinkakonda kuseka anthu amene analephera kudziletsa. Kupatula apo ndinali kuseweretsa maliseche kokha 3 patsiku ndikadzuka ndikukhala kunyumba, chabwino? Tikukhulupirira kuti sindinayambe kumwa zolaula. Poyamba ndinalibe kompyuta, chifukwa chake zolaula zanga zinali zoletsedwa. Nditakhala ndi kompyuta yanga zinali zovuta kupeza zolaula zomwe ndimakondwera nazo. Ndinali wosankha, mukudziwa… Mapeto ake sindinavutike kuti ndiyifufuze, ndinangopanga malingaliro anga owoneka bwino. Ndikukhulupirira kuti ndikadakhala ndi zolaula nthawi. Ndinkangowonera zolaula kawirikawiri, komabe zokonda zanga zinali kupeza ... kinky. Zachilendo. Komabe, ndinazisiyiratu maliseche ndipo sindikuphonya.
Nthawi ina ya moyo wanga ndinapeza chinthu chodabwitsa (mwachidziwikire chomveka, komabe). Pamene ndimakhala ndikudziletsa maliseche kwakanthawi (tiyeni tinene - masiku 5 mpaka 7), kuthawa kunali kosangalatsa. Koma kupewa "kutalika" kwakeko sikunali kophweka. Ndipo sizinali bwino, koma sanandidandaule kwambiri. Ndidazindikira izi ndikubwerera ku bizinesi yanga, mwachitsanzo, kuseweretsa maliseche. Pambuyo pake, ndinapeza lingaliro - "Ndisiya kuseweretsa maliseche ndikuyamba kugonana!". Pazolemba zanu, sindinapambane kwambiri ndi atsikana, ndimakhala wotsutsana ndi anthu (kapena osakhazikika pagulu, kutengera malingaliro) ndikukhumudwitsidwa chifukwa cha izo. Nthawi yayitali yodziletsa sinatithandizire ndi vutoli, komabe ndidawona chinthu china chosangalatsa - ndinali ndi chidwi chofunsa kuyankhula ndi atsikana, kwa anzanga, kuti ndichite china chake kuposa kawirikawiri. Mu boner muli mphamvu! Ndinayiwaliranso, koma ndi nthawi ndinatopa ndi maliseche. Zinali zosasangalatsa, zotopetsa, zimawoneka zopanda pake (ndipo ndimakhulupirira). Ndinayamba kupirira nthawi yayitali komanso yayitali popanda. Zinkawoneka ngati zolondola. Posakhalitsa ndinazindikira / r / NoFap, werengani za anthu odabwitsa omwe amapewa kuseweretsa maliseche (ndinali wanker wonyada, ngakhale panali zovuta zina zomwe ndidakumana nazo) ndipo ndidaganiza zoyesa kwambiri. Tsopano ndili pano, miyezi 10 pambuyo pake, ndili ndi masiku opitilira 100 a NoFap ndipo ndimasangalala nazo.
Chasintha ndi chiani, ndiye? Poyamba ndaona zina mwazabwino, komabe mtunduwo udatha, kuphatikiza sindikudziwa kuti zotsatira za NoFap ndi ziti zomwe zachitika paulendo wanga, chifukwa cha zochita zanga, kusintha kwa chilengedwe etc.
Ndikuphunzira zinthu za ine ndi anthu ena pamlingo wodabwitsa. NoFap ndimtundu wotsegulira maso. Ndikuganiza momveka bwino. Ndinakumana ndi zongopeka zambiri za ine kapena dziko lakunja ndipo ndikupezabe zatsopano. Ndizovuta kumeza nthawi zambiri.
Kodi ndinayamba kucheza ndi anthu ena? Ayi. Chabwino, mtundu wa. Ndine wabwino pakulankhula kwakanthawi ndipo sindimawopa anthu. Ndinkakhala chaka chonse mnyumba yogona ophunzira, nanga sindingakhale bwanji wochezeka? Koma ndimamva ngati ndikulowetsamo zambiri, ndikulimbikira kwambiri. Ndimakonda anthu ambiri, koma nthawi zina sindimatha kuwapirira. Ndimakonda kukhala ndi nyama ndi zomera. Ndine wokondwa nazo.
Sindili bwino amayi. Ndimangophunzira, koma osatinso chiphunzitso, sindikuchita bwino pantchito imeneyi. Ndatsekedwa kwambiri. Ndikudziwa choti nkuchita, ndimachita bwino koma nthawi zina ndimangosiya popanda chifukwa chilichonse. Komabe ndidasiya kuyesera chilimwechi. Ndatopa ndikuganiza za zomwe ndingachite. Ndikugwiritsa ntchito tchuthi kwathu, zomwe ndizabwino ndipo sindichita zoposa kungowerenga, kulimbitsa thupi ndikuwonera makanema. Nyengo!
Ndinayamba zizoloŵezi zina zatsopano chaka chino - kuthamanga, kusinkhasinkha ndipo ngakhale Ngati sindili wosasintha sindinataye mtima. Ndimayesetsanso kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi, koma ndizovuta kuti ndizichita pafupipafupi. Kuphatikiza apo, pakadali pano ndilibe mwayi wochita masewera olimbitsa thupi, chifukwa chake ndiyenera kukhala waluso. Kuthamanga ndichinthu chabwino, komabe. Zimakhazikitsa malingaliro anga. Kuchokera pa zomwe ndakumana nazo ndikudziwa kuti ndikung'ung'udza ndikapanda kuthamanga kwakanthawi.
Ndikupitilizabe kuzengeleza. Ndikuyesera kulimbana nawo, koma kuzengereza ndichinthu chovuta. NoFap sichidzakonza zinthu zamatsenga m'moyo wanga.
Nditha kukhala zolimbikitsidwa pang'ono koma sikokwanira.
Ndine wosangalala kwambiri. Kuphatikiza apo, sindinatekeseke ngati kale. Mwachitsanzo ndimapirira kukanidwa kosavuta kuposa kale. Ndikaganiza za izi ndikufika kumapeto kuti ndiyenera kuphatikiza zowonjezera zambiri ndikadali wofunitsitsa. Zingakhale zosavuta kupitiliza. Kuyamba kalikonse tsopano kudzakhala kovuta monga kumakhalira nthawi zonse kwa ine. Koma sizabwino ayi… Ndine wokondwa kuti ndidayamba ulendowu. Sindikufuna chiwerewere pachilichonse ndipo ichi chinali kuyesera kwakukulu, komwe ndipitiliza, tsopano ngati gawo la moyo wanga.
LINK - Pa Report ya Masiku a 100.
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