Zaka 20 - Sindinali wotsimikiza, ndinalibe luso lotha kucheza ndi anthu, sindinkadzidalira. Zonsezi zasintha.

Ngakhale sindingathe kufotokoza zonse zomwe ndakumana nazo m'masiku 180 apitawa, ndikupatsani zomwe ndachita bwino kwambiri.

Izi zitha kukhala zazitali kwambiri, koma ndikhulupilira kuti zidzakutumikirani monga chitsanzo chenicheni cha zomwe kudzipereka pamoyo wanu pakukonzanso kungakuchitireni.

Ndikufuna kuyamba kulankhula za moyo wanga wogonana. Kupatula apo, tonse tili pano chifukwa tasiya kuwongolera.

Choyamba, ndikambirana zomwe ntchitoyi yachita kuti ndikhale ndi chidwi chokhudzidwa ndi mbolo, kugonana, komanso kutengeka.

  • Kulumidwa kwa Penis - Nditatha zaka 5-12x sabata iliyonse ndikuonera zolaula, mbolo yanga inali itatha. Dopamine adamva bwino, koma ziphuphu zidatayika. Ndiyenera kufa kuti ndigwiritse ntchito ndikumangokhalira kukwiya nthawi zina. Pambuyo pa miyezi ingapo nditayamba kukumana ndi azimayi ndikugonananso sindimatha kuvala kondomu ndipo ndimatha kumva ngati zophulika. Zachidziwikire kuti izi zinali zochititsa manyazi. Sikuti sikunangokhala kukangana kokwanira koma kumamveka ngati mtundu wolimbikitsa. Miyezi isanu ndi umodzi pambuyo pake ndilibe vuto lililonse. Kugonana tsopano ndikukwaniritsa 20x kuposa kuseweretsa maliseche. Ndimaseka ndekha ndikamatha nthawi zina ndimasiyidwa.
  • Kugonana - Kukula 5-12x pa sabata mwachiwonekere kunandichititsa kuti kugonana kwanga kuthe. Ndimaganiza kuti zinali zachilendo, koma chowonadi ndichakuti ndinali dopamine junkie. Ndinkapita kokasangalala kuntchito, kusukulu, kuchezera ndi abale, nthawi zina ngakhale nthawi yocheza ndi anzanga. Zinali zomvetsa chisoni komanso zomvetsa chisoni kwambiri. Pambuyo pa miyezi ya weening inemwini, ndimangolakalaka ziwalo 1-3x pa sabata. Inde, ndine wokondwa kugonana kangapo kuposa izi ngati zinthu zikukula ndikakhala ndi mtsikana. Zimatengera chiwonetsero kuti ndikwaniritse chidwi changa tsopano ndipo anzanga amakonda kwambiri izi.
  • Arousal Patterns - Monga momwe aliyense wokonda zolaula amadziwira, mukamaonera zolaula zambiri, ndizofunika kwambiri komanso zolaula zomwe mumayenera kudzimva nazo. Choyipa chachikulu ndimakhala kuti ndimakonda kugona nyama, kuwonera achibale pafupipafupi, kapena zolaula zina. Ndikudzudzula lingaliro lazambiri zopanda pake tsopano. Kugonana kwenikweni sikunandisangalatse ine. Pakamwa kapena mitundu ina yosagonana ndi abambo anali njira zokopa kwambiri. Anamupangira mkaziyo chinthu chosangalatsa. Pambuyo pa miyezi ingapo ya "detox yamaganizidwe", ngati mungafune, ndi anzanga angapo amoyo, ndataya mwayi wanga wamtundu wina wogonana. Ndimakopeka ndi vaginas tsopano. Zikumveka zoseketsa, sichoncho? Ndimasangalalabe ndi mitundu ina yakugonana nthawi zina, koma chibwenzi chokhala mkati mwa mkazi sichikhala chachiwiri. Zovuta, ndi njira, njira yabwino kwambiri tsopano. Izi mwachidziwikire ndizopambana m'moyo weniweni.

Ambiri a inu mwina mukunena kuti, "Zabwino kwa iwe, koma sindingathe kupeza mkazi kuti apulumutse moyo wanga." Ndipo imeneyo ndi mfundo yabwino kukweza. Chowonadi ndichakuti, inenso sindinathe. Zinanditengera kuyesetsa kwambiri kuti ndipeze mwayi ndi akazi.

Zikafika pa izi, chifukwa chomwe sindinapindulire ndi akazi chinali chakuti sindimadzikonda ndekha. Sindinkadzidalira, ndinalibe luso lotha kucheza ndi anthu, ndinkavala bwino, ndinkadana ndi ntchito yanga, ndipo ndinkadzidalira. Zonsezi zasintha.

Ndidawerenga pafupifupi mabuku khumi ndi awiri othandizira ndekha ndikukonzekera kuwerenga enanso ambiri. Ndawerenga pang'ono pa mafashoni ndipo ndikusintha mawonekedwe anga. Ndasinthanso ntchito kukhala ina yomwe ndimakonda ndipo ndayamba kuyang'ana kwambiri pa zibwenzi, zokopa, kukopa, komanso uzimu. Ngati mukufuna kudziwa zomwe ndawerenga ndikugwiritsa ntchito, ndikhala wokondwa kugawana nanu.

M'miyezi isanu ndi umodzi yapitayi ndakhala ndikugonana ndi akazi opitilira theka, ndakhala ndi akazi osachepera khumi ndi awiri, ndipo ndapeza chidaliro chofikira azimayi, kuwafunsa nambala yawo ya foni, kuwafunsa madeti, ndikuchulukirachulukira . Nthawi zonse ndimadzikakamiza kuti ndikhale wokongola.

Ndakulira ku Midwest zaka 20 zonse za moyo wanga, ndikuopa kuchita chilichonse chofunikira pamoyo wanga. Ndangosaina lendi m'nyumba ndipo ndalandiridwa ku koleji ku California. Ndikhala komweko kwa miyezi khumi kuti ndimalize digiri ya Associate ndikupitiliza kukula kwanga ngati Mwamuna.

Komanso, ndimachoka pafupipafupi kupeza 2.5-3.0 GPA semester iliyonse ku koleji kupita kwa onse a A ndi B imodzi mpaka semester ino. Kuchita bwino kumeneku mwina sikukhudzana kwenikweni ndikumenya zolaula zanga, koma ndikuganiza kuti kukhala ndi moto mwa ine kwandithandizanso kukulitsa chidwi changa chokwaniritsa ntchito yanga, kuphunzira, ndikuganizira kwambiri mkalasi.

Cholinga changa choti ndionetse zolaula zimangokhalira kulira. Uku sikukukokomeza. Ndiponso, izi ndi mwachidule kuwunika kwakukula kwanga ndi zokumana nazo. Ndimayesetsabe mosalekeza kuti ndikonze.

Pansi: Khalani pansi ndikudzifunsa:

  • Kodi ndikufuna chiyani pamoyo?
  • Kodi ndingakhale bwanji mtundu wabwino kwambiri wa ine ndekha?
  • Chifukwa chiyani ndikumverera motere? Kodi ndingatani kuti ndisinthe izi?

LINK - Miyezi isanu ndi umodzi yolaonera. Moyo wanga wasintha. Iyi ndi nkhani yanga. Mukuganiza ngati izi ndizoyenera kutsatira? Chonde, werengani izi.

By SenorWiggin