20 y / M. Ichi ndi chimodzi mwazomwe ndidatumiza pano, ndimachokera kumwera kwa America, ndiye englando yanga ndiyabwino. Izi zichitika mwachangu.
Ndabwera ku nofap ndikuwonera makanema pazodzikongoletsa (GoldJacketLuke, HelliotHulse, ndi zina). Moyo wanga unali woipa kwambiri ponseponse, namwali, wokonda masewera, kunyozeka, kukhumudwa, kukhumudwa ndikukhala mutu ndikuganiza zopusa 24/7 (zinthu zodzipha, ndimadana ndi moyo wanga, mphuno zanga ndi LOL yayikulu, ndine woipa , bulu wanga ali ngati bulu wamkazi, ndi zina zambiri).
Choseketsa ndichakuti sindimadziwa za mutuwu, koma tsiku lina ndidachita mantha, ndipo zinthu zonse zidatuluka. Sindikufuna ntchito yanga, ndiye ndimaisiya, ndikuyamba kusintha (kunali kuti kapena kudzipha), choyamba ndimayamba katswiri wazamisala, yemwe sanandipatse mankhwala, ndiye ndinanena bwino, popanda mankhwala ... izi zikhala zovuta kwambiri.
Tsopano, posalemekeza PMO, ndinali mmodzi wa odwala PMO kwambiri, tsiku lonse, ndimakonda kusewera, kugona, kumva bwino, kusangalala, kuganiza abale anga, abwenzi (atsikana), ndi zina zambiri, mkazi aliyense kuti ndinawona, idagwiritsidwa ntchito ngati fap. Kuyesa kwanga koyamba kunali kovuta, ndidapanga kuti ndikhale masiku a 14, ndipo nthawi yachiwiri ndi iyi, masiku a 90, sindingakhulupirire, ndimachita izi tsiku lonse, monga 3 o 4 nthawi patsiku, ngakhale zina.
Mapindu ake amawoneka: kuchepa kwa ubongo, nkhawa zochepa, ndimamva bwino komanso otetezeka, sindikumva kuti ndikulakwa (kuposa pamenepo, ndikumverera ngati ndikusamba m'masabata a 2, ndikumva kuti ndine wonyansa, ndi zina, ndikumverera kovuta), kumatha kuyang'ana anthu m'maso, ndimakhala ndi nthabwala zambiri, mphamvu zambiri, kumva bwino m'maphwando, ndi abwenzi.
Ndipo choyipa chomwe ndiyenera kunena kuti ndi Zotsika ndi Zotsika, tsiku lina ndili ngati masamba, ndipo tsiku lina ndimadzuka kwambiri kuposa Brazil mchilimwe, koma, ndimatha kuzisamalira.
Sindimaganiza kuti Nofap adzandibweretsera mayankho a mavuto anga onse, chifukwa chake ndimayamba kuchita zinthu zambiri ndi cholinga chimenecho, kusinkhasinkha 30 min masiku onse, kulimbitsa thupi TSOPANO mu Gym, kudziwa bwino, kuyamba kuwerenga mabuku ndi kuphunzira momwe ntchito yamamisala, oyesa matenda amisala poyesa kuletsa mutu wanga, chifukwa linali vuto loyamba, momwe ndimakhalira m'mutu mwanga, nthawi zonse m'mbuyomu kapena m'tsogolo, sizinakhalepo masiku ano.
Ndidali ndimaloto ochepa otentha, ndipo maloto amodzi okha a Wet, mu tsiku 80, inali nthawi yoyamba m'moyo wanga, ndimadzuka ndipo mfuti yamakina ili kuwombera, munthawi iyi ndidati NONONO IM TSIKU 80, koma anali kwambirioooo .
Ndizo zonse, sindinazolowere chisoni chotere chifukwa cha Chingerezi choyipa. Khalani omasuka kukonza.
KULUMIKIZANA - Lipoti la tsiku la ArgentoNofaper 90.
;