Zaka 20 - Zotulutsa zambiri komanso zolimbikitsa, sizimasinthasintha, dziko labwezeretsanso mtundu ndi mawu

Ndikudziwa kuti sindine woyamba kukwaniritsa izi, koma ndine wonyadira kunena kuti ndidazichita koyamba. Chifukwa chake sizikunena kuti maubwino ake anali ochuluka.

Choyamba ndikusinthasintha. Nthawi zonse ndimakhala ndi masiku, osati abwino kapena oyipa. Ndinkamva ngati ndasiya kucheza ndi zomwe zikuchitika pafupi ndi ine komanso ngati kuti moyo wanga sunali bwino. Kuyambira kusiya, ndipo posachedwa kwambiri, dziko lapansi lakhalanso ndi mtundu wake wotayika ndi kumveka. Ndimamva bwino kwambiri ndipo ndimatha kuwayang'anira. Nthawi zambiri ndimakhala ndikusinthasintha, koma ndikatero ndimadziwa bwino kuthana nazo.

Moyo wanga wantchito ndikugwirabe ntchito ndikukula. Ndili ndi nthawi yambiri yogwira ntchito ndikumaliza kugwira ntchito, ndikupeza zolimbikitsa komanso tanthauzo m'moyo wanga zomwe zimandipangitsa kukwaniritsa zambiri. Ndine wokondwa kuthana ndi zovuta zatsopano ndikukumana ndi anthu atsopano, ndipo ndimakonda kucheza nawo.

Makhalidwe anga. Ndakhala ndi nthawi yoti ndizisinthe ndekha ndikukhala wabwino kwambiri momwe ndingakhalire. Ndaphunzira kukhala wosatetezeka, kuyesetsa kuchitapo kanthu, komanso kusaopa zomwe ena angaganize. Ndapanga ine yemwe amadzikonda ndekha komanso amakonda ena ndikukhala njonda.

Chodziwikiratu, kugonana kwanga. Ndi yaiwisi kwambiri komanso yachilengedwe kuposa kale lonse. Ndikulakalaka kugonana, ndi akazi, ndizolusa komanso zokonda .. Ndikuganiza zolumikizana ndikuyang'ana m'maso mwake ndikumutenga. Zithunzi zosafanizira zogonana zomwe zimachotseratu kukongola kwake. Ndili ndi udindo wolamulira zofuna zanga komanso ndekha.

Nofap sanandipatseko mphamvu, andipanga kukhala alpha, kapena andipezera atsikana ambiri. Zomwe zaloleza ndikwanitsa kuwongolera mbali ya moyo wanga. Inandipatsa chikumbumtima choyera komanso malingaliro abwino omwe amandipangitsa kuti ndikhale malo omwe ndingakhalire bwino.

Ngati muli ndi vuto pano, zimangokhala bwino. Sindingathe kuwerengera masiku omwe ndimaganiza kuti sindingathe, momwe ndimakwiya nthawi zina. Ndinasiyidwa kuthana ndi mavuto onse omwe ndidakankhira ndikuseweretsa maliseche motero ndidaphunzira kupirira. Sindikuwonanso akazi ngati zinthu zogonana koma ngati anthu omwe ali ndi malingaliro ngati anga. Ndikumva chisoni kwambiri kuposa kale ndipo pano ndikhozanso kukhala munthu amene ndimayenera kukhala naye komanso wina aliyense akuyeneranso.

Sindikutha. Nofap sinali yovuta kapena masewera kwa ine. Kunali kusintha kwa moyo wanga. Ndipo ndikungowona kuti zikuchira kuchokera pano.

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