Moni, ndine wazaka 20 yemwe ndakhala ndikuseweretsa maliseche kuyambira 13, ndipo pomwe ndimayamba ndimakhala ndikukula kwambiri. Oposa 5 pa tsiku, ndiye izo dekhetsa. Kuyambira mwachibadwa ndinakhala af *** kin weirdo yemwe anali kusewera masewera apakanema masana ambiri ndikupita kusukulu.
Kwa zaka 3 molunjika. Ndikudziwa kuti ndili ndi chiberekero chachikulu, chomwe chimachokera kwa atsikana kupita ku trannies ndipo pamapeto pake, zolaula (ndikuthokoza mulungu ndinayimitsa posachedwa chifukwa sindimakopeka ndi anyamata. Kungothamanga kwa dopamine). Ku 16 ndidazindikira kulakwitsa kwakukulu komwe ndimachita ndikubwerera kunjira yolondola, koma palibe chomwe chidalipo kale.
Ndinali wovuta kwambiri kucheza ndi anthu, kenako ndinayamba ulendo wopita kuchipatala. Ndinakumana ndi anthu ambiri atsopano, ndimatha kuchita izi mosavuta, koma sindinathe kupeza anzanga kapena kupeza chibwenzi, china chake chinali CHOLAKWIKA.
Kenako ndidakumana ndi gulu lapaulendo. Ndimaganiza kuti ndimalephera kupeza atsikana, kotero ndidayamba kufikira atsikana ndikuganiza kuti izi zimangokhala nthawi yayitali mpaka ndizolowanso ndipo nditha kupeza bwenzi.WRONG kachiwiri.
Ndidayandikira atsikana opitilira 700 m'makalabu + akuyandikira mumsewu, ndipo ndidangopeza tsiku, lomwe lidalephera. Ngakhale KISS. Munthawi imeneyi ndidakhala ndikudzidalira kwambiri ndipo ndidataya gawo la nkhawa zanga, komanso zokumana nazo zambiri za atsikana ndi anyamata. Ndidapezanso luso langa lotha kucheza ndikudutsa anthu ambiri, koma sindinathe kupeza X yomwe imasowa mu equation.
Vuto langa lalikulu ndiloti ndinali ndizosavuta kudziwa anthu atsopano, sindinakhalepo ndi nkhawa zambiri pagulu. M'malo mwake sindinathe kupita patsogolo muubwenzi. Zinali ngati chotchinga. Ndikulumbira ndimadziwa anthu ambiri ndipo ndimafuna kucheza nawo, koma sindimadziwa momwe ndingachitire. Koma monga ndidanenera, china chake chidasowa mwa ine, sindinali wofanana ndi kale. Ndinaganiza kuti ndine wosiyana ndi aliyense ndipo ndinayamba kutaya chiyembekezo.
Inde, azimayi ndi njonda, NDAPeza ZOCHITSA X.
Ngakhale sizinachitike pa ine pomwe sizinali zabwino kwenikweni. Pambuyo pa masabata oyamba a 2 ndidakhala ndi masiku omwe ndimamva bwino kwambiri, kenako masiku oyipa amabwera. Iwo anali unyolo wa ma mmwamba ndi pansi. Koma munthu, maulendo anali odabwitsa. Zinali zakale ine koma zabwinoko. Ineyo + wosowa x + kwambiri. Masiku amenewo sindinkaopa kuyandikira atsikana. Awo anali masiku anga golide.
Kenako flatline idabwera pambuyo pa masiku ngati 40 opanda fota ndikumverera ngati chidutswa. Ndinalira kangapo. Zinakhalapo masiku ngati 33. Palibe libido, kapena kuwopa konse. Sanakhalepo ndi nkhawa chotere.
Pambuyo pa masiku amenewo a 33 (tsiku la 73 la zopanda fota). Pang'onopang'ono ndinayamba kumva bwino.Veeeeery pang'onopang'ono.
Tsopano ndikumverera bwino kuposa pomwe sindinayambe fap, koma sindinakwanitse.
Chizithunzi ichi chikuwonetsa munthu wopanda mawonekedwe osinthika, omwe ali ofanana ndi anga omwe ali ndi kusiyana komwe kuti pamaso pa flatline ndidakumana ndi zovuta zambiri. Pamenepo panali machitidwe osakhazikika.
Chifukwa chake sindibwereranso ku zolaula kapena zolaula. Mwachidziwikire, nditha kuchita zambiri 😀 Ndikadzachira kwathunthu. Pambuyo pake nditha kugwiritsa ntchito luso langa lodzitetezera komanso chidaliro chachitsulo chomwe ndidapeza ndikufikira atsikana ambiri ndikukumana ndi anthu ambiri atsopano. Izi zikachitika, ndidzakwaniritsa maloto anga opsompsona mtsikana ndikugonana. (zachisoni, ndicho cholinga changa kuyambira 16 yo, cholinga changa china ndikumaliza koleji, koma chimodzi chosavuta kwambiri (kapena chinali mpaka pano =))
Chifukwa chake monga ndanenera, uku akuyamba, sikuti mathero. Mutha kundifunsa mafunso aliwonse, ndidzawayankha mosangalala.
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KULUMIKIZANA - Masiku a 90. Izi ndi chiyambi osati zomaliza (imvani nkhani yanga)
by Andress1
- Kupita patsogolo pang'ono sikuyenda bwino. Ndinkachotsera kwathunthu chaka chimodzi molunjika, ndiye ndikuganiza kuti zitha kutenga zaka pafupifupi 2 kuti ndichiritse kwathunthu. Ndinkasinthanso kuona zolaula kamodzi komwe ndinkaonera zolaula kangapo miyezi yapitayi, koma ndimachita izi komanso. Pakadali pano ndimamva bwino kuposa momwe ndimakhalira, koma zoyipa kuposa momwe ndimakhalira pa zolaula.Iyi ndiulendo wautali kwambiri kwa ena a ife.
- Malo otsetsereka amabwera ndikupita, ndipo timelapse pakati pa flatline kapena ayi imayamba kufupika mukamapitilira. Khalani osamala, mutha kubwerera. Ndinaganiza kuti sindingagonjetsedwe ndipo sindidzabwereranso, koma ndidatero. Mukakhala pansi kwambiri ndizosavuta kuti musayang'ane zolaula ndikuyesedwa. Chofunikira ndikuti musataye mtima ndikupitilizabe ngakhale mutalephera, komanso osadya.
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