Zaka 21 - masiku 150 ochiritsa ED

Ndili ndi ED osakopeka ndi zolaula. Chofunikira ndichakuti nditha kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula kuti ndiseweretse 98% ya nthawi yomwe ndimakhala ndikugonana kwa nthawi yayitali ya 4. Zinali zokwanira.

Choyamba, ndiloleni ndifotokoze momwe ndidakhalira nditazindikira YBOP, momwe mkhalidwe wanga ungafanane ndi wanu. Ndinali pafupifupi 21, ndipo ndinali wamaluwa mochedwa zomwe kwa ine zikutanthauza kuti ndinali namwali. Ndinakhala ndikuwonetsedwa ndi zolaula pazaka za 14 ndikukhulupirira, koma ndimangopeza mwayi wokhoza kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula pa intaneti ndili ndi zaka za 17. Chifukwa chake, ndakhala ndikugwiritsa ntchito chizolowezi cholimbitsa thupi kwa zaka 4, nthawi zonse.

Sindinayambe ndagwiritsidwa ntchito mozama ndi mawuwo. Ndinalibe zilakolako zake (kupatula chilakolako chodziseweretsa maliseche, zolaula zimangondipangitsa ine). Sindinagwiritse ntchito mopitirira muyeso - pafupifupi ine mwina PMO'd 2 mpaka 3 pa sabata. Mwachidule, ndimangogwiritsa ntchito zolaula chifukwa zimapangitsa kuti ziwonekere bwino panthawiyo, koma sizinandichititse kuti ndikhale ndi chizoloŵezi choledzera.

Kodi ndinapeza bwanji YBOP? Ndidawona kuti inali nthawi yoti nditaye unamwali wanga, ndidadzimva wokonzeka ndipo ndidaganiza kuti sindingabwererenso. Ndinali ndi atsikana ambiri omwe adandigunda chaka chatha ndipo nthawi zonse ndimachoka pazinthu zomwe zimayambitsa kugonana - ndimangotuluka, osandifunsa chifukwa chake. Ndangoganiza: chilimwe chino, ndikudziika ndekha. Chifukwa chake, ndidakumana ndi msungwana yemwe ndimamudziwa kwakanthawi ndipo ndimapeza ma boners pomwe timayamba, koma atangolimba kwambiri ndipo tinali tokha - nthawi yogonana ikamayandikira - ndimapita mofewa. Sanazindikire poyamba popeza anali ndi nthawi yake ndipo sankafuna kuthana ndi vutoli, ndipo ndinangoziona ngati misempha chabe. Patadutsa masiku ochepa, ndidapanga mfundo kuti ndikhale womasuka ndipo ndinali; tinali ndi nthawi yopambana. Sindingathe kukhala wovuta mokwanira. Sindingathe kufotokoza momwe izi zidandidabwitsa. Ndine wachichepere, ndili wathanzi, ndine wotsimikiza, ndipo ndine namwali wa a frickin - ndiyeneranso kukhala wosachedwa msanga, osalephera ngakhale kukhala wovuta ngati izi. Ndinadzikakamiza kuseweretsa maliseche m'mawa mwake atachoka (zopusa momwe zikumvekera tsopano), kuti nditsimikizire kuti zonse zimagwira kumeneko. Ndinafika pachimake, koma sindinali wovuta ngakhale pamenepo ndipo zinanditengera kuyesetsa kwambiri kuti ndikafike kumeneko. Ichi chinali chizindikiro chochenjeza kwa ine. Komabe, ndimaganiza kuti zinali zamaganizidwe, osati zamitsempha yam'mutu motero ndimaganizira za tsikulo ndipo ndidatsimikiza kuti ndiyesanso usiku womwewo. Ndinavutika mokwanira kuti ndigone, koma sindinali wovuta mokwanira kuti ndizisangalatsa aliyense wa ife ndipo sindinkamva chilichonse kumeneko. Ndinkaona kuti ndikusiya kugonja PANTHAWI yogonana, ndipo ndinazindikira kuti sindinkadziwa zithunzi zolaula kuti ndizikhala wolimba. Ndi maso otseka. Ndipo mwana weniweni wotentha pansi panga.

Chifukwa chake, tsiku lotsatira Google inali mzanga ndipo ndinapeza malowa. Ndidakhala masana masana ndikuwerenga zolemba kuchokera kwa inu anyamata ndikuzindikira ambiri aiwo. Ndinachotsa zolaula zonse pa hard drive yanga ndipo sindinawonere vidiyo ya zolaula kamodzi. Zinali 5 miyezi yapitayo. Zinali zoyesa, koma sindinayambenso kubwereranso chifukwa ndinazindikira kuchuluka kwa zomwe ndadzichepetsera, ndipo ndinakumbukira malingaliro osachita manyazi chifukwa chovuta kulimbikira pamoyo wanga.

Poyamba sindinachite maliseche kwa mwezi umodzi. Ndinkamva kuti libido yanga ikubweranso, ndipo ndinali ndisanayang'ane zolaula kotero ndinakonza pang'ono. Izi pamapeto pake zidakhala zowononga maliseche koma opanda zolaula. Sindinkachita izi ngakhale, pafupifupi kamodzi pamasabata awiri alionse. Izi zidachedwetsa kupita patsogolo kwanga, koma mpaka pano (masiku 2 pambuyo pake) ndimamvekanso. Ndinabwereranso kukawerenga magazini ya Playboy pafupifupi miyezi 150 yapitayo, koma sindinachite maliseche KUZithunzi, ndimangowalola kuti andidzutse kenako ndimachita maliseche osawayang'ana. Ndingayesenso kungogwiritsa ntchito zithunzi za mtsikana m'modzi kuti andidzutse. Komabe, sindinawone kufunika koti ndichite mwezi umodzi tsopano, pamene ndikumangirira chipewa ndikuseweretsa maliseche popanda zolaula ndizosangalatsa monga kale.

Ndilibenso nkhawa yomwe ED idandipatsa poyambirira ndikumva kuti palibe njira yomwe idzandichitikire nthawi ina. Ndakhala ndikulepheretsa pakadali pano, koma ndikadutsamo ndikadzapeza mwayi wotsatira, ndikusintha zolemba zanga ndi zotsatira. Limbikitsani! Ndipo anyamata okondwerera chaka chatsopano.

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