Ulendo unayamba Dec 2016. Ndinapeza chida changa komanso zomwe ndimafuna kuchita ngati ntchito. Njira zosinthira zina zomwe zasintha moyo wanga kwambiri. Sindilinso mnyumba yopanda kubereka komanso yosaganizira za momwe moyo uliri wovuta, koma makamaka pita ndikugwira ntchito yomwe ndikufuna.
Ndikakhala kuti sindisamala za atsikana, ndimadzigwira ndekha komanso zilakalaka zanga ndisanaganize zopereka nthawi yanga ndi mphamvu zanga kwa ena.
Yunivesite yandipatsa maphunziro oti ndipite ku Europe ndikutenga nawo gawo mu pulogalamu yatsopano. Ndikupita kukadutsa kontinenti yatsopano ndekha ndipo ndikuyembekeza kukula kwambiri.
Ndizodabwitsa kuti zabwino zambiri zosakhudza d! Ck zanu zitha kukhala ndi moyo wanu.
Im 21. Kutalika kwakutali kwambiri kunali 54 ndiye kuti ena onse anali 20 ndi 30.
Poyamba ndinali waulesi. Pomwe nthawi zonse ndimafuna gf, ndimaganiza kuti ndikufunika wina kuti azisangalala. Nthawi zonse anali wamanyazi.
Basiclly ndimakhala ngati china chake chikusowa, ndimadzimva kuti ndilibe kanthu. Ndikuganiza kuti chilengedwe chonse chimandimenya kwinaku ndikunena kuti zina ziyenera kusintha.
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Lero linali tsiku langa loyamba kubwerera ku University. Masiku apitawa akhala oyipa kwambiri kwa ine, adawonera P kangapo. Sanali kuyembekezera kupita ku Uni chifukwa cha zovuta izi.
Koma ndinali ndikulimba mtima ndikadayamba kalasi. Mtsikana adalowa mkalasi ndikukhala patebulo langa, ndipo ndimangokhala ndikumverera. Mtundu wamomwe mumamverera komwe mumamverera ngati mukuyenera kuchitapo kanthu. Ndimakhala ndikumverera pafupipafupi koma nthawi zambiri zimabwera ndikutsutsana kwambiri ndipo malingaliro anga amandiuza, nooo musachite izi. Sizinali choncho nthawi ino, NDINADZIWA kuti zochita zanga zikulankhula mokweza. Ndinkafuna kumudziwa msungwanayu, panali china chosiyana ndi iye, mwina chifukwa ndinamva kuti ndi wochokera ku Colombia ndipo posachedwapa ndidayimba mndandanda wa Narcos, idk. Ndinangodziwa kuti sanali msungwana wamba komanso wokonda chuma.
Nditayamba, adapanga gulu lathu polojekiti yake, ndipo ndidapeza lingaliro la polojekitiyi ndikudzigawa ndekha ngati mtsogoleri wa gulu.
Kalasi inatha ndipo anthu adatuluka mchipindacho pang'onopang'ono, koma ndidakhala pampando wanga, ndikupita kukagwira gululo kuti ndionetsetse kuti ndife okonzeka ndikukonzekera kalasi yamawa akubwera. Amachitanso zomwezo, ndidachita chidwi ndi izi. Ndinakhala pafupi naye pampando waulere, amafuna kuti andiwonetse china chake chokhudzana ndi laputopu yake. Ndidamuwona akutseka zenera lotseguka pa laputopu yake, linali e-book lokhudza zamasamba, ndine wosadyera motero zidandigwira. Ndinamufunsa kuti ndi chiyani ndipo tinayamba kukambirana. Ine ndinali kulondola, iye anali wosiyana kwenikweni ndi wosangalatsa.
Monga lingaliro / lingaliro lomwe lidawonekera m'mutu mwanga pomwe adayamba kulowa mkalasi ndipo ndikudziwa kuti ndikufuna kulankhula naye ndikumuuza kuti akhale pagulu langa, lingaliro lina lidatulukira. Ndinkafuna kudya naye nkhomaliro ndikumudziwa bwino. Nditangomufunsa ngati ali ndi kalasi pambuyo pa izi ndipo anati ayi, kenako ndinamufunsa ngati akufuna kundiluma ndipo anati inde. Apanso ndinangochita mosazengereza monga ndimakonda.
Tinayenda ndikumangolankhula ndipo zimamveka bwino komanso mwachilengedwe, palibe kamodzi komwe ndidakhala ndi nkhawa. Titha kugawana nawo nthawi yakachetechete ndipo sindimamva manyazi kapena kumva kukakamizidwa kuti ndiyankhule kena kake kuti tisiye chete. Zinkawoneka ngati tadziwana kwa nthawi yayitali ndipo sikunali kamwana kena kamene ndidakumana nawo tsiku lomwelo.
Ili linali tsiku langa, mutu ukhoza kukhala kuti unkasocheretsa pang'ono. Ayi sindinadumphe kuchokera mundege, ayi sindinatenge mwana wakhanda kuchokera mumsewu. Ndimangofuna kudziwa mtsikana ndipo sindinadzifunse ndekha, ndinangochita.
Sindinaganizepo kuti ndingathe kuchita zinthu ngati izi mosavuta komanso momasuka. Ndinali munthu yemwe ndimathamangira kuchipinda changa alendo akabwera chifukwa ndimachita manyazi ndikungokhala ndi manyazi (omwe sindimadziwa kuti ndili nawo).
Sindikunena kuti NoFap ndiye chifukwa chokha chokula kwanga koma zidali chothandizira. Chothandizira chodzikongoletsa pazinthu zonse m'moyo wanga.
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