Chabwino anyamata. Sindinadziwe kwenikweni ngati ndikufuna kulemba lipoti kapena ayi, koma ndimaona ngati ndili ndi vuto lanu. Ndikufuna ndikuuzeni za ine musanadziwe, ndikupanga masiku a 100 ndi momwe ndikumvera tsopano. Ndatumiza kale ichi koma ndayiwala za nthawi, popeza ambiri a inu ndi American ndimaona ngati mukuyenera izi.
Pamaso pa NoFAP - Pansi pamiyala
2011: 5'7, 125 lbs, wazaka 19. Ndinali chizolowezi cha zinthu zambiri. Masewera, zolaula, mowa, udzu, amphetamine, lsd, lsa, shrooms, mankhwala aliwonse a psychedelic kwenikweni. anandithandiza kuiwala. Mayi anga adandithamangitsa ndili ndi zaka 18 chifukwa "ndimafunika kuphunzira kuyimirira ndekha", chifukwa chake ndidasamukira chipinda chodyera bwino mumzinda womwe uli kutali ndi kwathu komwe sindimadziwa aliyense. Ndili ndi ndalama zochepa zolipirira 9 mpaka 5 muofesi yakomweko yopanga $ 4 / hr ndi anzanga akuntchito ndi abwana omwe amangofuna kulemera. Sizinali zokwanira kulipira ngongole. Mosakayikira ndinali ndi malingaliro ofuna kudzipha ndipo ndinali wokhumudwa kwambiri. Ndinali pansi pamiyala, mozama kwambiri momwe mungathere. Ndidataya chikhulupiriro pazonse. Ndidayesa kudzipha - kawiri.
Chilichonse chinasintha pambuyo poyesanso. Ndidadzuka kuchipatala chakomweko, mnzanga adandipeza. Sindikudziwa zomwe zinachitika, koma china chake m'mutu mwanga chadandaula. Chokhacho chomwe ndimafuna chinali moyo. Mwinamwake mtundu wina wa imfa yapafupi? Sindikudziwa. Ndinasiya kusamalira chilichonse choyipa pamoyo wanga koma chopweteka, zinali zovuta. Kutentha kwambiri. Ndinapita patsogolo pang'ono, koma zinthu zinayenda bwino pang'ono. Ndidali wokonda chilichonse kugula malingaliro anga adachoka pa "chilichonse ndichopanda pake" kupita "Sindingachite izi kwamuyaya, china chake CHIyenera kusintha" nthawi idadutsa ndipo mwangozi ndinakupezani anyamata.
25th August 2013 - Kubadwanso Kwinakwake!
Sindinaganizepo kuti zolaula, makamaka PMO zitha kukhala zoyipa. Ndimaganiza kuti aliyense achita ndipo aliyense adzakhala bwino nazo. Ndinapeza subreddit iyi ndikuwerenga nkhani zopambana ndipo ndinadabwitsidwa ndi momwe zinthu zazing'onozi zingakusinthireni. Uwu ndiye mfuti yanga yoyamba ndikuwombera ku NoFap ndipo ndimaganiza ndekha kuti nthawi yovutayi, yonse kapena ayi, NoFap kapena imfa. Ndili ndi zaka 21 tsopano ndipo ndikufuna kuyambitsanso masewera anga otchedwa moyo. Ndinafunika kusiya zizolowezi zanga, nyumba yanga yosokonekera, ntchito yanga yosakhazikika, kupeza anzanga, kupeza chochita pamoyo, kusintha mawonekedwe anga ndipo mwina, tsiku lina ndidzapeza msungwana yemwe amandikonda monga momwe ndimamukondera. Ndidadziuza ndekha kuti ndizabwino kuchita, chifukwa chake ndibwino kuti ndiyambire mawa, osati Lolemba lotsatira, osati mwezi wamawa. ngakhale ola limodzi. Palibe "ndudu yomaliza", palibe "chakumwa chomaliza". Ine ndinayamba pomwepo, pakali pano.
Ndinasiya kusuta, kumwa mowa, kugwiritsa ntchito mankhwala osokoneza bongo komanso zolaula tsiku lomwelo ndinasiya kusuta. Ndinagulitsa zotonthoza zilizonse ndimasewera aliwonse omwe ndinali nawo, ndagulitsa PC yanga yokondedwa ndikugula laputopu ya xp200 - yabwino pantchito, nyimbo ndi intaneti koma palibe khadi yazithunzi kotero kuti sindingathe kusewera masewera ngati ndikufuna. Ndidadzigulira umembala wa masewera olimbitsa thupi, ndikupita kwa dokotala wapa khungu kuti athetse ziphuphu zanga, kuwerenga zambiri zophika ndi zakudya ndikusiya mitundu yonse ya soda ndi aswell. Ndidasintha moyo wanga.
Monga aliyense wa inu akudziwa, kusiya izi ndizovuta. Osati za inu osati ine. Izi ndimakumbukira tsiku lililonse:
- Izi ndizachabe, bwanji ndikuyesa?
- Moyo wanga wakale sunali woipa…
- anthu ambiri amagwiritsa ntchito mankhwala osokoneza bongo / utsi / chakumwa. ichi ndi chifukwa chomwe sindiri wokondwa
- Palibe amene angazindikire kusintha kulikonse, nanga bwanji ndimada nkhawa?
- Khama langa lidzalephera monga zonse zalephera m'mbuyomu
- umodzi umodzi womaliza / kumwa / kuwombera / kuwombera / kugunda kukhala sikulakwa, ndikutanthauza kuti m'modzi mwa masabata a 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 ndikugwiritsa ntchito moyenera! sichoncho?
Tsimikizani kuti ena a inu muli ndi malingaliro omwewa pakali pano. osakhulupirira, ndikhulupirireni. sikuyenera! Ndidakwanitsa kumenyera njira yanga kufikira masiku a 100, tsiku limodzi. Zinayenda mosavuta ndipo chidaliro changa chinakula. mbali iliyonse ya moyo wanga idayenda bwino. Tsopano ndinali kumva bwino. osakhala wokondwa kwenikweni, koma osakhala wokhumudwa ngati kale. Pamene tsiku langa lokwera limakwera, ndikadakhala ndi chikhulupiriro cholimba. Ndipo ndili pano, manambala atatu!
03. Disembala 2013 - Moyo wanga pompano
Chilichonse ndichabwino. Sindikudandaula chilichonse chosankha chomwe ndidapanga. MAonekedwe anga anasintha ndipo ndinapeza mabwenzi! 145 lbs tsopano, kutsata zamatsenga 150. Ndine wotsimikiza kuposa kale lonse. PALIBE chomwe chinganditsutse pakadali pano, malingaliro anga ndiwanzeru kuposa kale lonse. Mukudziwa zomwe akunena? Anthu owonongeka ndi owopsa. Amadziwa kuti atha kupulumuka. Izi ndi zoona 100% kwa ine. Ndidamenya imfa ndipo ndidapambana (kapena sindinataye ndinganene). Ndi chiyani mdziko lapansi chomwe chingandiletse? Kodi moyo ungandiponye bwanji kuti undigwere? Mantha tsiku lililonse - chiyani? kukanidwa? kupanikizika kuntchito kwanu? kudzikayikira? pff! Ndimaseka 'mavuto' amenewo! Ndataya nthawi yochuluka kale. Lero ndikukhala moyo wanga kwathunthu popanda kulola mantha kundiletsa.
Pakalipano, ndikukwaniritsa maloto anga. Ndinatha kusintha ndalama zanga zonse kuchoka pa $ 500 kufika pa $ 6k m'miyezi itatu yokha, ndipo ndinasiya ntchito yanga, yogulitsa nyumba yanga, ndinagulitsa zinthu zanga zonse. Ndidzauluka kupita kumalekezero ena adziko lapansi ndikuyesa mwayi wanga kumeneko. Pa lachiwiri la february chaka chamawa, ndipita ku Australia - ndipo sindidzabweranso. Palibe koma ndalama ndi chikwama chachikulu ndi zinthu zanga zonse. Uwu ukhala ulendo wa moyo wanga, Alexander Supertramp shit ngati mukufuna. Tiyeni tiwone zomwe moyo umapereka!
Ngakhale ndinkavuta kwambiri, ndinasintha moyo wanga. Ngati ndikadatha, inunso mungathe. Osayambira mawa, yambani TSOPANO. Ngati pali chilichonse choti muchite, chitani TSOPANO, Zimayamba ndikutsuka mbale, kuchapa, kuti polojekiti imodzi yomwe ikufunika kuchitika mawa kapena sabata yamawa. Mumva bwino kwambiri mukatha kuzichita. Muyenera kuchita zinthu zonsezi nthawi ina mtsogolo bwanji osatero pakali pano?
Lipotilo ndi lalitali kuposa momwe ndimayembekezera, koma ngati m'modzi wa inu awerenga ndikulimbikitsidwa kuti ayambe kusuntha, zinali zoyenera. zikomo powerenga. Ngati muli ndi mafunso, khalani omasuka kundifunsa CHINSINSI. Ndikuthandizani momwe ndingathere, ndikulonjeza.
Zabwino zonse, Cajus
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