Lero ndi tsiku langa la 100th lopanda pmo. Nawa malingaliro. Sizophweka kapena zovuta. Sikovuta kuti musapezeke. Ndipo sikophweka kuti musapezeke. Ine sindimangochita izo, nyengo.
Sindikuganizanso za izi. Ndipo sichonso gawo la zenizeni zanga. Zachidziwikire, ndikudziwa kuti pali china chake ngati PMO, apo ayi sindikadakhala kuno, mwachidziwikire. Koma zili ngati ndikudziwa kuti pali china chake ngati mabowo akuda. Kodi ndizovuta kupewa mabowo akuda? Sindisamala. Sali gawo la zenizeni zanga.
Palibe chachikulu chomwe chasintha koma zimapangitsa zosiyana. Sindinasinthe moyo wanga. Koma kuletsa PMO inali gawo lokhazikitsa moyo wanga, kuwunikiranso zikhalidwe zanga - zomwe zili zofunika kwa ine. Ndi zazing'ono, zinthu za tsiku ndi tsiku zomwe zimapangitsa kusiyana konse. Ndizosintha kochenjera chabe koma kofunikira kwambiri. Panopa ndimadziona kuti ndine wofunika kwambiri chifukwa ndikudziwa kuti sindikutayanso nthawi ndi mphamvu zanga kuti ndiwononge ndekha. Ndine wamtendere ndekha. Ndizobisika ndipo ndizabwino.
Sindinakhale ndi maulamuliro apamwamba komabe ndikukhala ngwazi yanga. Ndikukhala ngwazi yanga ndikukhala wowonjezera zomwe ndikufuna kukhala. Gawo ndi sitepe, pang'ono tsiku lililonse. Palibe chachikulu. Koma kudziwa kuti ine ndiye amene ndikuwongolera moyo wanga, zimandipatsa chidaliro chonse chomwe ndimafunikira. Sindikudikira apamwamba. Ngati ali china chake chomwe ndimafuna ndimagwira ntchito kuti ndipeze. Sindidikira kapena kuyembekeza zamphamvu. Ndikudziwa kuti ndimakhala momwe ndimafunira, ndipo ndikudziwa kuti ndikwaniritsa zonse zomwe ndikufuna kukwaniritsa ndipo ndizomwe ndimafunikira kudziwa.
Sindinasanduke maginito okhwima ndipo sindikufuna. Sindikudziwa ngati liwu langa lafika pozama. Koma ndimakhala womasuka ndikakhala ndi ena, motero ndimalankhula momasuka. Azimayi samandiyandikira, ndipo sindinawone zizindikilo zilizonse zomwe zimandipangitsa kuti ndikhale wowoneka bwino nthawi yomwe ndimakhala PMOing pafupipafupi. Koma zili bwino, sindikufuna chidwi chawo. Nditayamba Nofap ndimakondanabe kwambiri ndi wakale wanga. Maganizo anga tsopano ndi osiyana kwambiri. Ndimamukondabe koma sindikusowa kapena kuyembekezera kuti adzandikondanso. Ndi zomwe amatcha "chikondi chopanda malire" ndipo ndizodabwitsa. Ndimakonda iye ndi wina aliyense, mosasamala kanthu kuti amandikonda kapena ayi. Ndimangokonda ndikusangalala nazo.
Ndikokwanira usikuuno. Lingaliro lomaliza:
Khalani lero lero ngati mukufuna kukhala moyo wanu.
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by monvoyage
INITIAL POST
Hei aliyense. Ndine 21, ndipo ili ndi tsiku langa lachiwiri opanda PMO. Ndimadwala chifukwa chogonana nthawi zonse chifukwa chodziseweretsa maliseche komanso kuwonera zolaula. Chifukwa chake ndidaganiza zoyambiranso. Cholinga choyamba kwa ine ndi masiku 2 (Komano ndiye kuti 30 ndi zina zotero ..). Ndayesera kale kangapo ndi zotsatira zabwino posachedwa, koma ndinabwereranso posachedwa - chifukwa zidasangalatsanso. Nthawi ino ndatsimikiza mtima pa izi. Ndikufunanso kuchepetsa nthawi yomwe ndimakhala pa intaneti ndikuwonera ma TV ndi zinthu - koma pakadali pano nofap ndiyofunika kwambiri. Ndipo ngati zonse zikuyenda bwino ndiyamba kugwira ntchito mozama pazomwe ndimakonda kugwiritsa ntchito intaneti.
Chochitika chimodzi chidachitika zaka zingapo zapitazo, pomwe ndidakumana ndi msungwana waku Australia ameneyu ndipo tidayamba chibwenzi - koma pomwe timagonana koyamba sindinapeze boner. "Kulephera kotere" ndizomwe ananena, ndipo adasiya kucheza nane usiku womwewo. Izi zidandipangitsa kukhala wosatetezeka kwenikweni pankhani yogonana komanso kukondana - ndipo ndikulimbanabe nazo.
Chifukwa changa ndicholinga choti ndikwaniritse zambiri ndikusiya chilichonse chomwe sichili chenicheni komanso chilichonse chomwe chimasintha lingaliro langa loona zenizeni.
Ndasiya kumwa mowa zaka ziwiri zapitazo, ndikusuta zaka zitatu zapitazo ndipo sindigwiritsa ntchito mankhwala osokoneza bongo (ndinkasuta fodya kangapo m'masabata apitawa, koma sindimakondanso - choncho ndinasiya kuchita izi) M'malo mwake, ndinasiya kumwa khofi ndi shuga woyengedwa. Ndikuphunzira ndikuchita bwino kwambiri (mwachangu komanso pamakhalidwe abwino) ndikuchitanso masewera (kuthamanga & masewera olimbitsa thupi) ndipo ndimakhala pagulu labwino.
Monga ndanenera, cholinga changa ndikulumikizana ndi zenizeni momwe ndingathere - ndipo china cha izi kwa ine ndichowona mtima. Ndinayamba kuchita zowona mtima masabata angapo apitawa ndipo ndipitilizabe kutero. Mwachitsanzo, ndimakhala ndikulankhula momasuka komanso mwachilungamo ndi Friend-with-Benefits momwe ndidanenanso kuti kuwonjezera pakumukonda ndimamvutikiranso wakale wanga. Kenako, adathetsa chibwenzi chathu chifukwa sakanatha kuganiza zakuti ndikhale ndi malingaliro a wina komanso mwayi woti nditha kumusiya mnzake. Kodi nditha kumuimba mlandu? Koma chinthucho ndikuti: sindimva chisoni nazo.
Palibe chifukwa choopera kuti zenizeni.
Ndidamaliza kulemba zochulukirapo kuposa momwe ndimafunira. Ngati mwawerenga mpaka pano: chonde ndikhululukireni chingerezi changa chifukwa sichachilankhulo changa. Ndipo zikomo kwambiri powerenga izi.
ndakatulo yabwino iyi yolembedwa ndi charles bukowski imandiwerengera izi: (makanema asinthidwa, alibe chochititsa) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=36CYMdFmDeQ
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