Ndangofika masiku 50 a NoFap kachiwirinso lero. Ndisanalowe mmenemo, ndikufuna kuyika maziko a moyo wanga, ndikutsatira zokumana nazo ndi zotsatira.
Background: Panopa ndili ndi zaka 21 zakubadwa ku koleji. Ndidayamba PMO zaka 9 zapitazo ndili ndi zaka 12 mugiredi la 6th. Ndisanapeze zolaula ndikukumbukira ndili ndi anzanga angapo ngati atsikana, ndikutha kuyankhula ndi atsikana mosavuta kwa msinkhu wanga. Ndinayang'ana atsikana mosiyana nthawi imeneyo. Poyamba ndimaganiza zocheza ndi atsikana ndikungolankhula ndi munthu wina.
Nditazindikira zolaula zonse zidasintha mokhudzana ndi ine ndi anyamata kapena atsikana. Ndingayang'ane aphunzitsi anga akale momwe ndimagonana ... sindinathe kusiya kuwawonetsa maliseche kuti apulumutse moyo wanga! Kuphatikiza apo ndimakonda kulingalira za atsikana mkalasi mwanga. Pakati pa zaka 8 za PMO: Zolakalaka zanga zolaula zidayamba bwino, ndimakanema a X Rated HBO ndi Showtime usiku.
Nditangoyamba kuyang'ana zithunzi zolaula pa PSP yanga kumbuyo. Banja langa litakhala ndi intaneti yothamanga, ndinayamba kuwona makanema ambiri. Ndinayambanso kuyang'ana makanema osazungulira ngati ma tranny threesomes kapena ma midlines okhala ndi zingwe kuti nditsike.
Nthawi yomweyo, ubale wanga ndi atsikana udayamba kusintha. Ndinayamba kuwawona ngati zinthu zogonana osati china chilichonse. Ndinayambanso kuda nkhawa komanso kukhala ndi nkhawa nthawi zonse. Sindinkafuna kucheza ndi anzanga apamtima komanso anzanga apamtima. Ndinayamba kumva kutopa nthawi zonse, chipinda changa chimanunkha koopsa chifukwa chakumwa maliseche. Ndinazindikira kuti ndikucheperachepera, koma m'malo mothetsa vutoli ndimayamba zolaula kuti ndikhale wotonthoza. Ndinayambanso kukhala wosadzidalira pazinthu zambiri. Kuchokera pamawu anga, mpaka thupi langa, mpaka kukula kwa dick wanga, chilichonse chimamveka ngati sichinali choyenera kukhala ndi pussy.
Chifukwa cholephera kuyankhula akazi, ndinalibe chibwenzi changa choyamba mpaka kalasi ya 9th, ndipo zidatenga masiku 2. Kupsompsona kwanga koyamba sikunabwere mpaka pomwe ndinali 18 ndikuledzeretsa ndi msungwana woyipa kwambiri mchipanichi. Pambuyo pake ndidathedwa nzeru ndi mavuto anga, ndipo choyipitsitsa… sindinkafuna kusintha bola ndikakhala ndi zolaula kuti zindisangalatse.
Zomwe Zidalimbikitsa NoFap: M'chaka changa chachiwiri ku koleji nditatsiriza vuto langa loyamba la 90 tsiku la noFap, ndinali nditangofika zaka 20…
- Ndinalibe chibwenzi
- anali ndi atsikana a 0 pagulu langa pagulu
- anali asanagonane miyezi 14!
- zolaula zidakhala zododometsa
- mbolo yanga imatha kukhala yovuta kwambiri - amafuna kukhala pachibwenzi chenicheni ndi mtsikana
- ndinkafuna kusangalalanso
Munthawi yanga yoyamba ya noFap 90 tsiku: Pomwe ndidayesa izi koyamba, ndimabweranso nthawi za 3 ndisanamalize kumenya chizolowezi cha PMO. Poyamba zikhumbozi zinali zamphamvu kwambiri kuti nditha kuthana nazo, ndipo ndimangoganiza zokhazokha ndimayang'ana zolaula zanga zomwe ndimakonda. Poyamba, ndinayesera kuti ndisiye kuseweretsa maliseche koma ndimayang'anabe zolaula. Njira iyi sinagwirepo ntchito monga momwe ndimapangira kuti ndiyenera MO.
Pambuyo pake ndidapanga malingaliro anga kuti ndidatha kwathunthu ndi PMO, ndipo ndidatha kukhala kutali ndi zolaula ndikuyamba noFap streak. Zabwino ndi zoyipa za nofap streak zidaphatikizapo izi:
- Adakhala ndi chidwi sabata yoyamba
- Timayang'ana malo ena ogulitsa
- Tidakhala ndi maloto angapo onyowa m'njira
- Zachilendo IOI kulikonse komwe ndimapita
- Atsikana adakhala abwino kwambiri pazifukwa zina
- Ndemanga zabwino nthawi zonse
- Anzathu adawona kusintha kwabwino
- Ndinayamba kucheza ndi atsikana kumapwando ndikupanga atsikana osakwatiwa
- Tsimikizani padenga
- Zofunsira za PMO pafupifupi zidachoka patatha masiku pafupifupi 70
- Ndinayamba kutsitsa miyezo yanga
- Ankachita zilizonse zomwe zimakhudzana ndi winawake
- Amatchedwa kuyitana hule… koma sanatero
- Anagonana ndi mwana wankhuku yamafuta kangapo
- Adatumiza pics zosawerengeka
- Muli bwino kuyankhula ndi atsikana
- Broke youma kuzungulira tsiku 60
- Kuthana ndi mantha opanda pake ndi anyamata kapena atsikana
- Ndinazindikira kuti kulankhulana ndi atsikana ndikosavuta
- Mbolo idakhala yokhudza mtima kwambiri
- Kudya msungwana koyamba
- blowjob adamva ngati kumwamba padziko lapansi
- Ndinayamba kutenga mipata yambiri
- Tinali ndi ma flatlines angapo omwe amakhala pafupifupi masabata a 2 iliyonse
- Ndinasangalala ndi umunthu wanga - Ndinayamba kulenga komanso kuseketsa
- Anayamba kusewera
- Kukhala ndi chiyembekezo
- Muli m'moyo wabwino kwambiri
- Kumveketsa kopitilira, mutu wopanda pake
Ngakhale zotsatira zabwino zonse zomwe ndidakumana nazo panthawi yoyamba yopanda NoFap. Ndazimaliza masiku 93 chifukwa cha zomwe tsopano ndikuzindikira kuti ndizabwino, ndipo sindinadziwe ngati zinthu zidzakhala choncho. Kuphatikiza apo, ndinali nditasochera pagalimoto kuti ndipitilize chifukwa vutoli lidachitika! Chifukwa chake ndidayamba kukonzekera zolaula kuti mbolo yanga isazindikire, chifukwa nthawi iliyonse ndikagonana ndimangokhala mkati mwa mphindi 5. Ndikayang'ana m'mbuyo ndimanong'oneza bondo ndikuphwanya mzere wanga, chifukwa kubwerera ku zolaula kunapangitsa pafupifupi zabwino zonse kutha. Moyo wakale womwe ndinali nawo kale NoFap idabwerera mwachangu. Zinali ngati ndagwira ntchito yonseyo pachabe.
Pambuyo pa tsiku loyambirira la 90: Pambuyo pa 90 day streak ndidayamba kusewera kwambiri kuposa kale. Ngakhale zolaula zomwe ndimawonazi zinali zongopeka, popeza ndinali wokonda zolaula.
- Yoyambira MOing 2-3 kangapo patsiku
- Ndimakonda zolaula poyamba, koma ndinazolowera mwachangu
- Ndikudzidalira ndikulakalaka kuyankhula ndi anthu - Mbolo idayamba kuchepa
- Anamva kutopa kwambiri komanso mutu wamvula - Anali ndi vuto loyang'anitsitsa diso
- Umunthu unachepa
- Simunasewere masewera ndi atsikana kumaso, komabe ndimatha kugonana
- Zimakhala zovuta kuthana ndi maudindo tsiku ndi tsiku
- Iyenera kuyikidwa ndi atsikana osiyanasiyana a 4
Gawo ili loyang'ana zolaula kachiwiri linatha pafupifupi miyezi ya 3 ndisanayambe noFap kachiwiri mu Novembala 2014. Ndikuganiza kuti chifukwa chokha chomwe ndidagonana ndi atsikana a 4 ndichakuti ndidachitapo zambiri zolimba ndi atsikana awa nthawi yanga yayikulu. Zinangochitika kwa kulipira zonse nditaimitsa noFap. Nditatsimikizira ndekha kuti noFap inali njira ya moyo, osati kungogwirizana kwa mwezi wa 3, ndidayambiranso noFap streak kachiwiri.
Nthawi ya 2nd 50 + NoFap streak: Nthawi ino, palibe PMO yomwe inali yosavuta kwambiri kuposa nthawi yoyamba. Popeza ndidazichita kale, panalibe kukayika m'malingaliro mwanga kuti zitha kuchitika. Kuyambira lero izi ndi zinthu zosiyanasiyana zomwe ndakumanapo nazo.
- Cholimbikitsa kwambiri ku PMO masabata oyamba a 1-2
- Poyamba ndinamva kukwiya
- Adagona kawiri (msungwana yemweyo)
- Anaphonya chilimbikitso kuchokera ku zolaula
- Mboloyo siyabwino
- Khalani ndi mwayi wambiri pazolimbitsa thupi
- Muzimva kuti ndinu olimba komanso wathanzi monga munthu
- Muzimva bwino ndekha
- Izi zikuchitika pafupifupi masiku 40 a 50 atatha
- Nthawi zonse muziyesetsa kulumikizana ndi atsikana
- Anali ndi tsiku lopambana ndi msungwana wokongola
- Zinapangidwa ndi atsikana angapo mkati mwa masabata a 7
- Muli ndi kuchuluka kwa atsikana
- Pangani abwenzi atsopano, ndikulimbitsa maubale anu akale
- Ndinakhalanso wochezeka
- Amatha kuyang'ana mwamphamvu, mwachilengedwe
- Anthu amakhala omasuka kuzungulira ine
- Kupanga abwenzi ndi atsikana
- Unakhala wokhoza kucheza ndi atsikana
- Anthu akuwoneka kuti akukonda umunthu wanga
- Kukhala pafupi ndi banja langa
- Ndinayamba kulimbitsa thupi ngati wamisala
- Khalani ndi zibwenzi zakuya ndi atsikana pambali pa kugonana
- Khalani olimba mtima ndikamalankhula -
- Masomphenya olimba a kupambana mtsogolo
- Zabwino zonse zakuthambo zikuwoneka kuti zili kumbali yanga (zovuta kufotokoza)
- ndimatha kuzindikira zogonana mopitirira malire ndipo mmalo mokopeka ndi izi, ndimaziwona momwe ziliri.
- Chowopsa komanso chanzeru kwambiri m'madipatimenti amisala
- Amatha kuphatikiza ziwiri ndi ziwiri mwachangu
- Kumveka bwino m'malingaliro mwanga
- Ndinayamba kufunitsitsa kuchita bwino
- Khalani otsimikiza mtsogolo ndi dongosolo la Mulungu - Musakhalenso ndi chobisalira anthu
- Sindikudziwona ndekha ndikuyimitsa nthawi yapa moyo wanga wonse
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