Ndidayamba izi miyezi ingapo yapitayo, ndawona zotsatira zochepa, ndikuyambiranso pronz kawiri. Pambuyo polephera kudzutsa mobwerezabwereza (ndikuwononga $ 400 pa escort haha si nthawi yanga yabwino kwambiri yomwe inali yochititsa manyazi kwambiri pamoyo wanga).
Ndidazindikira kuti ndili ndi ED yambiri yamaganizidwe ndi malingaliro. Ndikadapanda kukhala wokonda zolaula pa zaka zazing'ono chonchi, ndikadakhala kuti ndidataya unamwali wanga zaka zapitazo. Mipata idalipo koma sindingathe kuvuta kwa msungwana weniweni chabe pronz.
Ndili ndi zaka 21 tsopano, pafupifupi 22 ndipo ndatsala pang'ono kutha miyezi iwiri ndikulowa nawo pantchito yanga yatsopano: sipadzakhalanso zakumwa zoledzeretsa (konse), sipadzakhalanso mphukira, ma shrooms, makamaka osatinso pronz lol. Pa boma latsopanoli,
- Sindinamvepo bwino m'moyo wanga.
- Atsikana ku koleji ndi kwina kulikonse amawonekera kwambiri.
- Ndimadzipeza ndekha ndikumayang'ana azimenz PAKUTI.
- Zili ngati libido yanga ibwerera ku overdrive. Ndichimodzi mwazomwe zimamvekera bwino kudziwa kuti kugonana kwanu kwenikweni kwabwerera; Atsikana omwe sindikanamva chilichonse pa zolaula tsopano zimawoneka ngati zosangalatsa.
- Ndimasunga zokambirana bwino kuposa kale.
- Ndidazindikira zomwe ndikufuna kukhazikika, ndi zomwe ndikufuna kuchita ndi moyo wanga.
- Anthu amayamba kucheza nane. Ndakhala ndikukula mipira kuti ndichite chimodzimodzi (nthawi zonse ndimachita manyazi ndi mafuta).
- Atsikana amawoneka kuti akundikopa.
- Ziri ngati kusangalala kwa moyo kwabwerera.
- Zopindulitsa zanga zikuyenda bwino pa masewera olimbitsa thupi. Sindinakhalepo bwino.
Ndipo posachedwapa, ndakhala ndikutenganso nkhuni zam'mawa, koma ndinali kukhumudwitsidwa chifukwa cholumikizana kwanga kudakhala kwanthawi yayitali ndipo ndikadali kotere. Koma usiku watha ndinali ndi maloto omveka bwino ogonana, ndipo idakhala loto loyambirira lamoyo wanga, zomwe zandipangitsa kuti ndilembe motere (pepani ndikudziwa, koma ndiyenera kuuza wina za lipoti lol).
Ndikudziwa kuti ndili panjira yochira koona ndipo nditha kunena ndi chidaliro chonse kuti nofap iyi ndi yeniyeni. Zotsatira zake ndi zenizeni. Ndipo ndikuganiza kuti anthu ambiri amafunika kuti adziwitsidwe za zolaula. Mpweya umene umapanga m'maganizo mwanu pa moyo weniweni ndi chinthu chowopsa, ndipo ndine wokondwa kuti ndapeza dera lino. Zakhaladi kusintha kwa moyo.
Kulimbana ndi azimayi enieni komanso njonda, momwemonso kulibe, malo kapena ayi. Chifukwa chake, izi * sh * t zimagwira ntchito!
LINK - Sanakayikire… .. Tsopano ndatsimikiza kotheratu.
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