Mofanana ndi anthu ambiri pano, ndinayamba kuonera zolaula ndidakali mwana. Poyamba zinali zoseketsa, koma kenako zidakhala zazikulu. Ndisanazindikire, ndinali nditazolowera. Zinakhala chizolowezi chatsiku ndi tsiku kuti ndimadzuka ndikuyamba zolaula. Nthawi iliyonse yaulere yomwe ndimapeza ndimatha, ngakhale makolo anga anali panja panjira. Ndinali wamanyazi kwambiri ndikamatha msinkhu, ndipo ndidakhalabe wachinyamata (ndili ndi 22 tsopano). Pakadali pano zolaula zanga zidakula mpaka 1 Terabyte, ndipo ndimadziwa makanema onse pamtima, mayina a ochita zisudzo ndi ena.
Sindinakhalepo ndi chibwenzi, ngakhale ndinali kutali woipa. Ndikamapita ndi anzanga nthawi zambiri anali atsikana omwe amabwera kwa ine kudzayamba kukambirana m'malo mozungulira, koma nthawi zonse ndimatha kuwakana kapena kungotsamwa chifukwa mwanjira ina ndimayembekezera "bwino". Panali nthawi zina pomwe anzanga adandifunsa ngati ndikufuna kupita kunja, koma ndidawayankha kuti "Sindikumva kwenikweni", kungokhala kunyumba ndikutha.
Pomaliza tsiku lina ndikuwerenga zina mwamaulendo omwe ndinkaona nthawi zambiri ndinawona ulusi wopanda zolaula. Ndidangotchera pa chidwi ndipo poyamba ndimaseka kuti zolaula zitha kukhala zosokoneza. Kenako, nditawonera makanema angapo a YouTube pamutuwu ndidayamba kuzindikira kuti zambiri zomwe zidanenedwa zokongola kwambiri zili ndi moyo wanga.
Ndinaganiza zoyesa No Porn, ndinataya chiyani? Ndine 22 ndipo sindinakhalepo ndi chibwenzi ngakhale ndimayang'ana.
Sabata yoyamba inali yovuta kwambiri. Nditayamba kuonera zolaula ndinayenera kuchita china chake kuti ndisamangoganizira za zolaula. Ndikulingalira kuti izi ndi zomwe amasuta kapena omwe ali ndi vuto lililonse. Ndizovuta kwambiri m'maganizo.
Pambuyo pa masabata a 3 ndidayamba kuwona kusintha kwamakhalidwe anga. Sindinakhale womasuka pakati pa anthu, ndimatha kuyang'ana ndi azimayi, kucheza nawo. Ndipamene ndidasankha kuchotsa zolaula zanga zonse kwanthawi zonse. Kawirikawiri kuchotsa ngakhale kanema 1 kunali kovuta kwa ine, koma kuchotsa kusonkhanitsa kwanga konse kunalibe vuto pazifukwa zina.
Ndakhala wopanda zolaula masiku 75 tsopano ndipo ndakhala ndi atsikana ambiri m'masabata angapo apitawa kuposa m'moyo wanga wonse. Ndili ndi tsiku loti ndikhale ndi msungwana wokongola kwambiri yemwe ndamuwonapo mpaka pano. Ndisanaganize kuti msungwana ngati ameneyu sangapite kukapeza wina wonga ine, koma chinthu chonsechi cha No-Porn chandisintha kukhala munthu.
Ndimakopabe nthawi zina, koma mwina ndi 2 ~ 3x pa sabata, ndikungogwiritsa ntchito malingaliro anga. Ndikukuwuzani, ngakhale kukula kumakhala bwino mukangogwiritsa ntchito atsikana enieni komanso malingaliro anu.
Ndinkaganiza kuti Porn zilibe vuto, koma tsopano ndazindikira kuti zanditengera zaka zambiri m'moyo wanga zomwe ndiyenera kuzipeza tsopano. Kulimba mtima komanso chidwi chosintha moyo wanga ndichinthu chokhacho chomwe chimandipangitsa kukhala wolimba kuti nditha kukana, kudzilola kuti ndibwererenso sichinali chisankho mwa ichi.
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Mofanana ndi anthu ambiri pano, ndinayamba kuonera zolaula ndidakali mwana. Poyamba zinali zoseketsa, koma kenako zidakhala zazikulu. Ndisanazindikire, ndinali nditazolowera. Zinakhala chizolowezi chatsiku ndi tsiku kuti ndimadzuka ndikuyamba zolaula. Nthawi iliyonse yaulere yomwe ndimapeza ndimatha, ngakhale makolo anga anali panja panjira. Ndinali wamanyazi kwambiri ndikamatha msinkhu, ndipo ndidakhalabe wachinyamata (ndili ndi 22 tsopano). Pakadali pano zolaula zanga zidakula mpaka 1 Terabyte, ndipo ndimadziwa makanema onse pamtima, mayina a ochita zisudzo ndi ena.
Sindinakhalepo ndi chibwenzi, ngakhale ndinali kutali woipa. Ndikamapita ndi anzanga nthawi zambiri anali atsikana omwe amabwera kwa ine kudzayamba kukambirana m'malo mozungulira, koma nthawi zonse ndimatha kuwakana kapena kungotsamwa chifukwa mwanjira ina ndimayembekezera "bwino". Panali nthawi zina pomwe anzanga adandifunsa ngati ndikufuna kupita kunja, koma ndidawayankha kuti "Sindikumva kwenikweni", kungokhala kunyumba ndikutha.
Pomaliza tsiku lina ndikuwerenga zina mwamaulendo omwe ndinkaona nthawi zambiri ndinawona ulusi wopanda zolaula. Ndidangotchera pa chidwi ndipo poyamba ndimaseka kuti zolaula zitha kukhala zosokoneza. Kenako, nditawonera makanema angapo a YouTube pamutuwu ndidayamba kuzindikira kuti zambiri zomwe zidanenedwa zokongola kwambiri zili ndi moyo wanga.
Ndinaganiza zoyesa No Porn, ndinataya chiyani? Ndine 22 ndipo sindinakhalepo ndi chibwenzi ngakhale ndimayang'ana.
Sabata yoyamba inali yovuta kwambiri. Nditayamba kuonera zolaula ndinayenera kuchita china chake kuti ndisamangoganizira za zolaula. Ndikulingalira kuti izi ndi zomwe amasuta kapena omwe ali ndi vuto lililonse. Ndizovuta kwambiri m'maganizo.
Pambuyo pa masabata a 3 ndidayamba kuwona kusintha kwamakhalidwe anga. Sindinakhale womasuka pakati pa anthu, ndimatha kuyang'ana ndi azimayi, kucheza nawo. Ndipamene ndidasankha kuchotsa zolaula zanga zonse kwanthawi zonse. Kawirikawiri kuchotsa ngakhale kanema 1 kunali kovuta kwa ine, koma kuchotsa kusonkhanitsa kwanga konse kunalibe vuto pazifukwa zina.
Ndakhala wopanda zolaula masiku 75 tsopano ndipo ndakhala ndi atsikana ambiri m'masabata angapo apitawa kuposa m'moyo wanga wonse. Ndili ndi tsiku loti ndikhale ndi msungwana wokongola kwambiri yemwe ndamuwonapo mpaka pano. Ndisanaganize kuti msungwana ngati ameneyu sangapite kukapeza wina wonga ine, koma chinthu chonsechi cha No-Porn chandisintha kukhala munthu.
Ndimakopabe nthawi zina, koma mwina ndi 2 ~ 3x pa sabata, ndikungogwiritsa ntchito malingaliro anga. Ndikukuwuzani, ngakhale kukula kumakhala bwino mukangogwiritsa ntchito atsikana enieni komanso malingaliro anu.
Ndinkaganiza kuti Porn zilibe vuto, koma tsopano ndazindikira kuti zanditengera zaka zambiri m'moyo wanga zomwe ndiyenera kuzipeza tsopano. Kulimba mtima komanso chidwi chosintha moyo wanga ndichinthu chokhacho chomwe chimandipangitsa kukhala wolimba kuti nditha kukana, kudzilola kuti ndibwererenso sichinali chisankho mwa ichi.