Zaka 22 - Nditangosintha malingaliro anga zotsatira zidayamba kusefukira

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Kuyambira pomwe ndinayamba kutenga NoFap mozama mu Januware kupambana kwanga ndi azimayi kwa SKYROCKETED! Ndine zomwe ndimawona kuti ndimaganizo anzeru kwambiri. Koma pali zovuta zamatsenga za harry potter zomwe zikuchitika pano. Mwinamwake ayi koma ine ndiribe kufotokozera kapena kusamala chimodzi. Zikugwira.

Ndizo zonse zomwe ndimafunikira kudziwa. Moyo wanga wasintha kwambiri m'mbali zonse koma pazomwe ndikufuna ndikungolankhula zakusintha kwa atsikana popeza chinali cholinga changa chachikulu kupita ku NoFap. Ndiyenera kunena kuti cholingacho chidasinthiratu kwa atsikana. 🙂

Kuyambira Januware 2017 ndidagonana ndi atsikana 6 odabwitsa ndipo ndasiya njira ya 3 (zithunzi kuti zitsimikizire lol) ndikupita patsogolo kwa ena 3-4 ndipo pano ndili pachibwenzi ndimagulu a 'mtsikana wotentha' (Blonde , nkhope yabwino, thicc ndi chiuno chaching'ono). Izi zingawoneke ngati zambiri kwa ena koma kwa ine ndizazikulu pazifukwa zingapo.

  1. Munayamba kusewera masewera a PC ndikusakatula mawebusayiti ngati 4chan 24 / 7 zosafunikira kunena kuti zizolowezi ziwirizi zimayendera limodzi ndi zosokoneza za PMO komanso kukhumudwa
  2. Ndili ndi moyo wabwino kwambiri / abwenzi onse omwe amakoka 100% solo
  3. Mavuto azaumoyo sindingamwe mowa ndikupita kumabala / makalabu osakwiya komanso ndekha (Kuphatikiza kuphatikiza nkhawa)
  4. Kudzidalira kwambiri chifukwa cha mavuto azaumoyo ndine wowonda kwambiri komanso wamtali
  5. Ndimagwira ntchito pafupifupi 100% anyamata samapita ku uni kotero palibe zodulira zomwe zandizungulira pokhapokha ndikapita pagulu zomwe ngakhale sizikupezeka ndimakhala mumzinda wawung'ono. Ndikuwoneka bwino koma ndili ndi akazi abwino zomwe sizimapangitsa zinthu kukhala zosavuta.

Chodabwitsa ndichakuti ambiri mwa atsikanawa ANANDIYANDIKIRA ndipo adachokera komweko. Kapenanso amandiyang'ana ndikupereka zisonyezo zamphamvu za chidwi ndikudziika pafupi kwambiri kotero kuti ndimayandikira. Ndili ndi nkhani zokongola zomwe sinditumiza chifukwa ndizopusa kwambiri kotero kuti ndimawona kuti anthu angaganize kuti ndikupondaponda. Kuyandikira pamzere wolimba wa NoFap kumamva kuti 50% ndiyosavuta. Waaayy samachepetsa nkhawa, njira YOSAVUTA nkhawa. Ndinazindikiranso kuti ndimakonda akazi kwambiri. Mphamvu zomwe amatulutsa, mutha kuzizindikira pamzere wabwino. Fungo lawo, momwe mawu awo amamvekera pachilichonse chokhudza iwo ndi oledzeretsa, amatsenga af. Sindinamvepo motere za atsikana omwe ali ndi makanema olaula ndiye zowonadi. Pamaso pa NoFap sindinadandaule kukumana ndi atsikana. Ngakhale ndimafunadi. MAGANIZO anali pomwepo koma panalibe CHOCHITA mpaka NoFap itadzaza dzenje langa ndi mphamvu. NoFap idandipatsa chidwi chodutsa nkhawa zanga kuti ndipite ndekha, SOLO, ndekha kukakumana ndi atsikana @ Mabala, malo ogulitsira khofi, malo ogulitsira, kulikonse komwe ndimakhala tsiku ndi tsiku. Zimandipatsa chidaliro chachilendo cha mtundu wa IDGAF chomwe chidandipangitsa kuti ndisiye kusatetezeka ndikundisiya ndili ndi chimwemwe.

Ndili ndi mtendere wamumtima podziwa kuti sindiyenera kuda nkhawa zakufa ndekha kapena kusungulumwa. Ndikumva kuti chifukwa ichi NoFap idandiwonetsa kuti nditha kupeza atsikana ndikunena kuti ndizosavuta. Ndikumva ngati ndili ndi chinsinsi chopeza atsikana. Sindingakwanitse kusunga zinsinsi ndichifukwa chake ndidawona kufunikira kolemba izi. Monga momwe mwawerengapo maulendo 1000 NoFap sakusinthani zinthu. Ndizomwe mungasankhe kuchita ndi zabwino zomwe zimakupatsani zomwe zingasinthe.

Cholinga changa ndi positiyi chinali chakuti osachepera 1 munthu amasangalala ndi izi ndikuchotsapo kena kake. Ngati munthu wanu 1 atumiza ndemanga zingapangitse tsiku langa. Ndakhala nthawi yayitali ndikutenga kuchokera ku Reddit iyi mumithunzi popanda akaunti. Nthawi yake ndimapanga akaunti ya Reddit ndikuthandizira mdera lino lomwe landipatsa zambiri.

BTW - [yachotsedwa] Chithunzicho ndi changa nditakhala maso 2 usiku motsatana. Ndimamva bwino tbh ngakhale kutopa kwambiri, sizikanatheka popanda mphamvu zamisala zomwe NoFap imandipatsa. Kudzikumbutsanso kuti ndiyang'ane pambuyo pake ndikudziwa kuti sindidzawoneka wolimba pambuyo pobwerera komanso kugona tulo usiku wonse. Sindikusamala kwenikweni kuti ndiyang'ane positiyi kuti ndilembere cheke / galamala. Pepani pepani.

Ndine 6'2 ndipo pang'ono pokha (;

Zikomo chifukwa cha mawu okoma mtima. Komabe, ndikukhulupirira moona mawonekedwe anga samathandiza momwe anthu amaganizira. Ndayang'ana motere moyo wanga wonse ndipo ndakhala ndikukumana ndi zotsatirapo zoyipa. Mwamsanga malingaliro anga atasintha kuchokera ku NoFap ndi kukula kwakukulu. Ndipamene zotsatira zake zidasefukira.

Zikuwoneka kuti ngakhale ndituluke kangati koyambirira kwa usiku kumakhala kovuta komanso kosasangalatsa. Sindingakhale womasuka kufikira nditatenthetsa. Zomwe ndikutanthauza ndikulankhula ndi aliyense komanso aliyense amene ali pafupi kucheza. Nthawi zambiri ndimayambira pamzere kupita kunja kuyambitsa nkhani zazing'ono ndi aliyense amene ali pafupi nane. Ngati mutha kukhala ndi mphamvu yayikulu komanso yolankhula bwino ndi anthu osawadziwa ndizovuta kwambiri kuti musapange anzawo. Ndikangolowa ndimakonda kuzisinkhasinkha, ndikamamwa zakumwa, zimakupangitsani kukhala omasuka kwambiri popeza aliyense ali ndi chakumwa. Nthawi zambiri ndimapeza madzi chifukwa sindimwanso. Pakadali pano muli ndi njira ziwiri. Mwina khalani pa bala ndikuyang'ana ndikumverera kovuta kapena pitani limodzi. Nthawi zambiri ndimayamba pang'ono ndikulankhula ndi gulu la anyamata owoneka bwino kuti apange 'Camp Camp' lomwe limakhala gulu la anthu omwe mungabwererenso ndikuyima nawo ndikucheza nawo pakati pama seti. Kumwa moona mtima kumapweteketsa anyamata ambiri masewera kupatula kungothandiza poyambira koyamba. Ndiwe wakuthwa kwambiri komanso waluntha ukakhala wosamala. Ndichidziwitso chokulirapo chodabwitsa pamaluso anu ochezera. Amakukakamizani kuti mukhale amuna kapena kuvutika. Moona mtima zimamveka ngati mtundu wovuta kwambiri wamadzi ozizira pongokhala wopanikizika wopindulitsa. Ndakhala ndi zotsatira zabwino ndikupanga anzanga ndikupanga gulu lochita izi. Limbikitsani kuyesera.

Ndakhala ndikulimbana ndi mzere wopanda pake kuyambira pomwe ndidayamba. Zimakhala zokha kwa ine nthawi zambiri zikafika zimangokhala osapitilira milungu iwiri. Ndizowona komanso zofooketsa kwambiri. Ndinayamba kuzungulira zaka 14 ndipo ndawononga zaka zambiri zaunyamata ndi zaka zanga zokulirapo. Osatinso. Ine ndikugonjetsa izo.

Moona mtima, ndinali ndi nkhawa yayikulu yokhudza PIED yanga ndipo ndinali kuda nkhawa kuti chisangalalo changa / nkhawa zitha kubweretsa mavuto kumeneko ndikuwakhumudwitsa. Ndinasankha kuteteza malingaliro anga kuti ndikhale ndi moyo wabwino. Mukudandaula? Eeh. Nthawi zonse nthawi ina. Kuphatikiza apo mtsikana wachiwiri sanali wowoneka bwino kapena mtundu wanga, ndine wosankha kwambiri.

Ndili ndi zaka 22 zakubadwa 23 mwezi wamawa. Nthawi zambiri ndimauzidwa kuti ndimayang'ana mozungulira 17 kapena 18 haha

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