Ndinayamba kuseweretsa maliseche ndili ndi zaka 14, Chidziwitso changa choyamba chogonana chinali tsoka - sindinathe kuchipeza. Kuyambira pamenepo moyo wanga wakugonana wakhala ngati ndikuponyera ndalama, nthawi zina ndimatha kuzimva, nthawi zina sindimatha.
Ndinayamba kuganiza kawiri ndisanatenge atsikana kukagona chifukwa amalola kunena, osavutikanso ndikamaona mkazi wamaliseche pamaso panu, zomwe zidandikhudza kudziona kwanga komanso mwamanyazi. Ndinayamba kuyeserera koma ndinayambiranso kangapo. Lero ndangofika lero 90 lero. Kwakhala ulendo wautali koma ndikuuzeni kuti zakhala zofunikira.
Awa ndi ma id omwe ndikufuna kugawana nanu anyamata, ndizomwe zidandigwirira ntchito: lembani foni mufoni yanu, ndipo tsiku lililonse mukadzuka lembani nambala ya omwe mukumenya, ngati muli pa tsiku la 12 zikuyenera onani chonchi: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12. Mukupanga tcheni tating'onoting'ono ndipo mungaganizire musanaduke mukayamba kutalikitsa ndi kupitilira apo. Sindikupanga izi ndikukumbukira ndikuziwerenga koma sindikukumbukira dzina la njirayi, yesani, mutha kuzichita pamachitidwe anu osiyanasiyana, ndili ndi tsiku lomwe ndimagwiranso ntchito masiku.
Chifukwa chake tsopano ndikuuzeni za zokumana nazo zanga, masiku oyamba a 50 omwe ndikuganiza kuti ndi ovuta kwambiri, nthawi zonse ndinali wodekha. Nditha kupeza ma boners osasinthika ndikukhala ndimatanda a m'mawa omwe amawonetsa kuti NF ikugwira ntchito koma chikhumbo cha JO chimakhalapo nthawi zonse. Ndinayamba kukhala ndi maloto onyowa koyamba m'moyo wanga.
Patsiku 52 ndinayesa kugonana ndi mtsikana yemwe ndinali naye pachibwenzi - ndinabwera mwachangu nthawi yoyamba koma nthawi yachiwiri ndi yachitatu zinali zabwino kwambiri. Pamaso pa nofap ndinali ndi PE ndipo nditadumphira koyamba zinali ntchito zosatheka kuti ndiyipezenso. Ndimakumanabe ndi PE yomwe ndimayigwiritsa ntchito ndimagwiritsa ntchito kegel koma chifukwa palibe fap yomwe nditha kupeza ndikumaliza mphindi zochepa nditapumula zomwe zandipangitsa kukhala womasuka pakugonana. Ndikumuwonabe mtsikanayo, sindivutikanso ndi ED chomwe chinali chifukwa chonse chomwe sindinayambirenso kusangalala kotero ndili wokondwa nazo.
Ndiye ingomatirirani, ndikhulupirireni kuti simudzanong'oneza bondo, sindidzayambiranso kuonera zolaula. Pangani chikalata pafoni yanu ndikuchitsatira. Khalani ndiulendo wabwino ndikuthokoza pakuwerenga.
KULUMIKIZANA - Ingogunda tsiku 90, mulungu adalitse NoFap. Nayi nkhani yanga AMA
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