22 / m kuchokera kumpoto kwa Norway. Choyamba ndimafuna kuthokoza pagawoli ndi anthu onse odabwitsa omwe amapereka tsiku lililonse, anyamata ndinu opambana. Iyi ikhala nthawi yanga yoyamba kutumiza chifukwa ndi nthawi yake kuti ndibweze kena kake.
Ndidakhumudwa pa Epulo. Kalelo ndidakumana ndi mavuto a ED ndi pafupifupi msungwana aliyense yemwe ndinali naye. Ndimaganiza kuti pali cholakwika ndi dick wanga, ndipo ndidayamba kuyesa mitundu yosiyanasiyana ya zowonjezera za nitric oxide kukonza magazi, magazi a mbuzi zamiyendo chifukwa cha PDE5 inhibitor ndi zina zotero. Msonkhanowu ndi yourbrainonporn adatsegula maso anga kuti ndikuwona vuto lenileni, zolaula, komanso momwe zimakhudzira ubongo wanga.
Sindikupanga zongotengera zolaula zanga, koma zinali zitakulirakulira gawo lomwe ndimatha kunyansidwa nalo litatha. Moyo wanga wogonana unakulirakulira pofika zaka ndipo pofika Epulo sindimatha kumvana ndi mtsikana yemwe ndinali naye. Ndiko kumverera kovutirapo kwambiri, kusakhoza kufikira icho kwa mtsikana wokongola pafupi nanu. Malingaliro anga ogonana anali atawonongeka.
Nditapunthwa nthawi yayitali ndinasankha kuyesa kubwereza kamodzi pamlungu kwa mwezi umodzi. Mwezi utatha, ndidaganiza zokhala zonse. Kulira kwanga kutalitali kwambiri zitatha masiku 28. Ndinapitiliza chibwenzi mkati mwa nthawiyo ndipo ndinazindikira kuti malingaliro anga ndikukopa kugonana kwenikweni m'moyo weniweni amayi abwerera. Ndinakumananso ndi omwe amatchedwa "opambana" munjira yakulimba mtima, nkhawa pang'ono, komanso kumva bwino. Kanema wanga wa 90-masiku adayamba JNUMXth, masabata angapo zitachitika ndidakumana ndi bwenzi langa latsopano. Ndidali ndimavuto ena ndi PIV, koma ndikukhulupirira kuti idachitika makamaka chifukwa cha nthawi yolowa.
Patsiku 80 zonsezi zidasintha. Ndikukumbukira ndikupita kuchipinda changa cha GFs ndikumamumenya 4 nthawi zambiri (ma 10-15 mphindi nthawi iliyonse) usiku umodzi. Zomangira zanga tsopano ndi daimondi zolimba komanso zokhalitsa, sindingathe kunena momwe ndimayamikirira kuti ndapeza gulu la nofap.
Osabwereranso ku PMO, nthawi iliyonse yomwe ndimayesa ndimayang'ana kumbuyo nthawi zomwe Im ndimagwira dono langa pafupi ndi mtsikana wamaliseche. Sizinachitikanso.
LINK - Masiku XXUMX. PIED adachiritsidwa
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