Ndinayamba PMO ndili ndi zaka 12 kapena 13. Ndinaganiza zosiya fap ndi zolaula nditayamba kuyang'ana zolaula komanso chifukwa "ndalephera" kugonana kawiri ndi akazi osiyana a 2… (Imodzi mwa iyi inali nthawi yanga yoyamba ndipo ndimaganiza kuti yalephera anali kuyambitsa kupsinjika).
Nkhondo yanga idayamba zaka 4 zapitazo… (Inde ndizovuta) Ndidalephera nthawi iliyonse chifukwa ndimakhazikika komanso nthawi zina ndikamakhala wachisoni koma nthawi ino yakhala yosiyana! Makolo anga ndi chidakwa ndipo ndikukuwuzani kuti ndizovuta tsiku ndi tsiku, koma popeza ndikuchita nofap sindisamala za makolo anga ... Ndizomvetsa chisoni kuti ndikudziwa koma nofap yandiphunzitsa kuti ndisiye kuwononga nthawi yanga ndi zinthu zomwe sizili bwino ine monga:
- Mowa (sindimatha chaka chimodzi)
- Ndakhala ndikuyamba kusewera masewera apakanema ochepa mwezi uliwonse (40-50 hrs masiku 15 apitawa malinga ndi nthunzi mpaka 20 hrs)
- Ndasiya (koma osati kwathunthu) kuluma misomali (kutanthauzira Chingerezi)
- Ndasiya anzanga chifukwa anali oopsa kwa ine, ndakhala munthu wodziwa choonadi komanso ulemu kotero ndasiya kudzimvera chisoni (pali ntchito yambiri ndi akazi mulimonsemo). Ndayima kuti ndikhale wotsatira ndikupanga zonse kwa anthu omwe sasamala za ine. Ndataya "abwenzi" ambiri, koma oyipa 😀, okhawo abodza abodza omwe alibe mipira yolingalira zomwe amachita ndi zomwe ali. Inde ndine alpha tsopano koma sizilibe kanthu chifukwa ndine wokondwa ndi anthu omwe AMAFUNA ubale wanga. Sindikusamala zomwe ena amaganiza za ine, ndimachita zomwe ndikufuna tsopano. Miyezi iyi idandiphunzitsa kuti ndine yekhayo amene samandikhumudwitsa.
Nanga atsikana ??? Ndakumananso ndi fapstronauts ambiri omwe ndakhala ndikukopa kwambiri anyamata kapena atsikana
Mwachitsanzo masabata awiri apitawo: mu phwando, mtsikana andifunsa kuti ndimpsompsone mnzake (WTF?). Ndidamupsompsona mnzake usiku wonse ndipo adandifunsa nambala yanga yafoni. Ndikufuna kukhala ndi msungwana yemwe ndimamukonda kotero ndasiya kuyankhula naye. Mkazi amandiyang'ana motsimikiza koma sindikudziwa ngati ndichifukwa cha nofap kapena chifukwa chakuti ndine wotsimikiza / wokondwa kwambiri ndi magnetism…
Ndili ndi libido yambiri. Ndimakhalanso ndi nkhuni za tsiku ndi tsiku komanso zam'mawa (ndimakhala ndimalo olota a 2 masiku awa 90). Nditha kukhala wankhanza ndikawona mtsikana wotentha mu masewera olimbitsa thupi .Mipira yanga ndi yayikulu. Ndimakonda kwambiri nyimbo, ndimaganiza kuti ndimatha kumvera nyimbo tsiku lonse 😀. Maganizo anga asinthanso! Sindikukhudzidwa kwambiri. Sindikudziwa momwe ndingafotokozere koma ndimakhala wankhanza m'malo mokhumudwa china chake sichili cholakwika. Sindikufunika kulira ndipo ndikuganiza kuti zingakhale zovuta. Sindikumvera chisoni (Izi sizabwino nthawi zina).
Ngati wina aliyense ali ndi mafunso 😀, ndingasangalale kuwayankha. Ndikufuna kuthokoza reddit iyi ya nofap yomwe yandithandiza kwambiri
Chidziwitso: Chingerezi si chilankhulo changa ndipo ndimayesetsa kukhala wabwino =)
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