Ndimachokera m'dziko lachiSilamu komwe kumagonana ndi chinthu chovuta kwambiri. Mulimonse momwe zimabwereranso pamutu ndikupanga zinthu zazifupi. Ndakhala ndikuchita zolaula kuyambira zaka zam'mbuyomu za 10. Ndine 22 pompano. Ndakhala ndikukumana ndi zowawa zonse zomwe zolaula zimapatsa aliyense.
Palibe maloto onyowa, palibe nkhuni zam'mawa, abwenzi (ngakhale amuna), palibe msungwana yemwe angalankhule naye ngakhale pa fb. Ndinali woopsa ku ED. Ndinayesera kugona ndi mahule awiri m'mbuyomu koma ndidalibe kumugona ndipo zidandichititsa chidwi kwambiri choti sindimagwiranso ntchito padzikoli.
Ndidayamba masiku a NoFap 38 ndikudzipereka kwathunthu ndipo ndikhulupirireni chilichonse chomwe ndanena ndichakuti chidzakhala chenicheni.
Ndili ndi anzanga abwino, akulu omwe angandifere. Ndili ndi ma gf 3 ovomerezeka. Mmodzi yemwe ndidalandira kuchokera ku fb, m'modzi ndi bwenzi la mnzanga, ndipo m'modzi amachokera kumisonkhano yosawerengeka. Ndinali ndi chibwenzi changa munthawi imeneyi patatha nthawi yayitali. Ngakhale ndimakhala ndi nkhawa zambiri ndimakhala ndikupsompsona ndi kukumbatirana. Msonkhano wina ndi mtsikana yemweyo ndipo tinali ndi zovuta zolimba ndipo adandigonana. Nthawi yachitatu yomwe tinakumana pabedi inali yodabwitsa; tinapsompsona ndikukumbatirana kwa nthawi yoposa ola limodzi ndipo adandipatsa zophulika ndikundiseweretsa maliseche komabe sanathe kundimasula, ndinali wovuta nthawi yonseyi, ndipo adati mudamwa mankhwala aliwonse? Ndidati nah ... sindinamumenyetse chifukwa anali kusamba.
Ubwino wina ndikuti tsopano ndiyamba kudzikonda, ndayamba kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi ndikudya zoyera (makamaka masamba, wopanda shuga ndi mafuta). Ndikudziwona wokongola tsopano, osati zonyansa zopanda pake. Moyo wanga uli ngati wasintha kotheratu.
Mwinamwake ine ndikadali wovuta kwambiri pamene zanga zanga sizamphamvu ndipo zolimbikitsa zimangobwereka. Koma tangoganizirani zomwe lero ndakhala ndikulota maloto anga oyambirira a moyo wanga. Ndine wokondwa kwambiri kuganiza zokwatira muzaka zotsatira za 5.
Ndikukukondani NoFap ndi aliyense pano amene wandithandiza.
LINK - Tsiku 38 ndipo moyo wanga wasintha kwathunthu.
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