Zaka 22 - Zosangalatsa, zosakhumudwa kwambiri & nkhawa, zowunika kwambiri, kuwunika, PE zapita

Mwambiri, ndine wokondwa, wotsika pang'ono, wopanda nkhawa (ndimavutika ndi zonsezi m'mbiri ya banja langa), ndimaganizo, moyo wabwino, etc. Mukuwerenga zosintha zina, mumawerenga zonse.

Ndimamva kukhala wokhutira kuti sipangakhalenso cholumikizana pakati pa omwe ndili pagulu ndi omwe ndili pandekha. Ndikumva kupotoka kwambiri. Ndikumva kuti ndikudzilamulira ndekha. Osandilakwitsa, milungu ingapo yoyambirira, zinali zovuta kugwiritsa ntchito mphamvuzi ndikupewa kukambirana ndi atsikana onse omwe ali pafupi nane. Ndakhala ndi atsikana ambiri omwe ndimalankhulabe nawo pafupipafupi, motero ndikosavuta kuyamba kutumizirana zolaula. Ndikumvetsa bwino tsopano. Usiku watha ndimacheza ndi munthu amene ndakhala ndikugonana naye kangapo konse ndipo ndimakhala ndikulakalaka kuti ndibweretse zinthu zakale, ndipo ndikudziwa kuti akadapita nazo, koma ndimaganiza ndekha "osangonena kugonana naye. ” Sindikutsutsana ndi kugonana paulendowu, koma ndichidziwikire kuti ndikufunafuna china chosiyana ndipo sindikufuna kuchita zizolowezi zakale.

Nditha kuwerenga mabuku tsiku limodzi kapena awiri tsopano. Sindinakhalepo ndi chidwi choterechi. Nthawi zonse ndimafunikira kupuma. Nthawi zambiri mumapita pakompyuta ngati mumangopita pa Facebook koma nthawi zina zolaula. Ndikuganiza kuti izi zimachitika chifukwa kompyuta ndi bwenzi lathu popeza limatipatsa zogonana ndipo ubongo wathu umafuna kucheza ndi gulu ili.

Ndimatha kudzuka mosavuta. Ndikuganiza kuti kumeneko ndi kukhumudwa komwe kumachoka.

Ndinajowina reddit kuti nditumize pafupifupi mwezi umodzi nofap. Ndidayamba kufufuza, mwachilengedwe, ndikugwera nsfw_gif zomwe ndidadziuza kuti sizinali zolaula kwenikweni. Izi zinali zowononga kwambiri. Sindinabwererenso, koma ndimakhala nthawi yochulukirapo ndikuwonera ma gifs ndikuganiziranso za nofap. Ndine wokondwa kuti ndidayigonjetsa. Ndinganene kuti ndili ndi masiku 10 opanda. Izi zimapangitsa nofap kukhala yosavuta kwambiri chifukwa sindimakhala wovuta nthawi zonse.

Chizindikiro chakukula chimangowoneka chachilendo tsopano. Ndizosangalatsa kupenda masiku 60 apitawa ndikuganiza momwe kukula kwake kudaliri izi zisanachitike komanso zikuwoneka zosamveka bwanji tsopano. Ndimamva kuti ndine wamphamvu komanso wonyada.

Osagonana munthawi imeneyi, kapena kupsompsonana pazomwezo. Ndine munthu wowoneka bwino, ndipo ndimasowa chibwenzi, koma ndine wokondwa kukhala ndi kudziletsa kotere. Ndikuganiza kuti zandikulitsa m'njira zomwe sindinadziwepopo kale.

Zabwino zonse.

LINK - 60 Masiku

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UPDATE (DAY 95)

Ndiye za tsiku 70 ndidapeza bwenzi labwino. Nthawi zina, titayamba kupusitsana, ndimakumana ndi pe. Komabe, tsopano ndikumverera ngati kuti zikuyang'aniridwa. Nofap wandilola kuti ndizisangalala kwambiri ndizogonana. Sindibwerera.

LINK - njira zosavuta kuzisintha (gf)

 

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