Potsiriza ndinapeza njira yochotsera zolaula zanga, PIED & OCD. Nditha kunena ndekha kuti zolaula zanga ndizomwe zidali zoyipa kwambiri, sichinali chizolowezi choyipa chomwe ndimafuna kuthana nacho, anali mnzanga watsiku ndi tsiku, ndimaganiza za 24/7 za zolaula ndi kugonana (koma sindingakhale nazo chifukwa wa PIED).
Mwinamwake ndinayamba kukula mozungulira 11-12 ndipo tsopano ndili ndi zaka 22. Pafupifupi zaka 2 ndimaganiza kuti ndimagonana chifukwa zolaula & zolaula zimandisangalatsa kwambiri, zomwe zinali zopanda pake kuyambira moyo wanga wonse sindinamvepo ndikudzutsidwa ndi mwamuna , ndiponso sindinakopeke ndi wina aliyense pa moyo wanga.
Kotero ine ndinapeza chinthu ichi cha nofap zaka 2 zapitazo ndipo zinthu zonse zinalongosola bwino mavuto anga onse kotero ine ndinayesera mobwerezabwereza koma ndinalephera nthawi iliyonse. Ndinali ndi mikwingwirima mpaka masiku 70. Koma sizinali zoyera konse "ndimayang'anabe pazithunzi za bikini pa facebook, instagram kapena nsfw pa 9gag ndi zoyipa zonsezi kuti zingondipatsa" kuthamangira "pang'ono kuti zikhale zosavuta.
Chaka chatha mu Okutobala ndidadziwana ndi msungwana watsopano ndipo chibwenzicho (china) chinalephera chifukwa cha PIED yanga, ngakhale ndidakwanitsa kugona naye katatu (koma ndimatsala pang'ono kumwalira ndi poyizoni ya mankhwala osokoneza bongo…) ndimayesetsa kupewa chilichonse chokhudza iye chifukwa ndimadziwa popanda vuto linalake kapena zovuta zomwe sindingathe kuzimva.
Izi ndizo zomwe ndimadziwa kuti sindimakhala moyo mwanjira iyi ndipo ngati ndikulephera nthawiyi ndidzipha kudzipha chifukwa panalibe chifukwa choti ndikhale ndi moyo ndi chizoloŵezi choipa chimenechi.
Chifukwa chake ndimawona zizolowezi zanga, moyo wanga watsiku ndi tsiku, zoyambitsa zanga komanso momwe ndidangolekerera ndikuyambiranso. Sindikuganiza kuti mutha kuthana ndi vuto loledzera ngati langa lomwe lidayamba ndili mwana ndikupanga zanga zolaula ndikulimbikitsa. Ndimadziyesa ndekha wophunzitsidwa bwino, ndimagwira ntchito kuyambira 16, ndimadya bwino kwambiri, ndimakhala ndi magiredi abwino, chipinda choyera, ndimadzisamalira ndindzina, koma izi zinali zosiyana, ndidapita pa mzere kenako ndimamva ngati wosiyana munthu amene ndimamulanda ndikuwonera zolaula ndikutha ndipo pambuyo pake ndimamverera ngati nkhandwe ikubwerera mwakale nditakhala ndikuganiza kuti: "WTF ndidangochita?".
Chifukwa chake ndimadziwa kuti ndiyenera kuthana ndi vuto langa lodana ndi zolaula. Kodi ndingapeze kuti zolaula? Pa intaneti! Chifukwa chake ndidatenga gawo lalikulu, ndidagulitsa foni yam'manja yomwe ndimaganiza kuti ndimafunikira kwambiri. Thats bullshit chipangizochi ndi chakupha moyo wanu wamagulu ndi mphamvu yanu, mukungoyang'ana pazenera nthawi yonseyi mukuchita zinthu zopanda pake. Gawo lotsatira linali kuchepetsa kugwiritsa ntchito intaneti kotero ndidayankhula ndi omwe amandipatsa intaneti ndikukhala ndi "chitetezo cha ana" komwe mungachepetse nthawi ndi kuchuluka kwa kugwiritsa ntchito intaneti. Ndinkachepetsa mphindi 30 patsiku, ndikuisunga ndi mawu achinsinsi omwe ndidataya pambuyo pake.
Chifukwa chake mphindi 30 pa tsiku ndimagwiritsa ntchito chimodzimodzi: kuyunivesite & maimelo ndikuwerenga nkhani zina. Ndikhulupirireni kuti ndichinthu chabwino kwambiri chomwe ndakhala ndikuchita. Palibenso facebook, instagram & whatsapp kuyang'ana nthawi zonse ngakhale mukudziwa kuti palibe chatsopano komanso chosangalatsa. Osabwereranso ku zolaula zolaula popeza ndili ndi zambiri zoti ndichite mu mphindi 30 zomwe sinditopetsa ndikudina masamba osasintha.
Ndine wopindulitsa kwambiri nthawi zambiri kale ngakhale kuti nthawi zonse ndimaganiza kuti "bwerani tikukhala mu 2014 intaneti ndiye dziko lapansi komanso lofunika kwambiri" sindimafunikira.
Ngati muli ndi vuto la kubwereranso kuyesa, simukulimbana ndi chizolowezi choledzeretsa pamaso panu 24 / 7. Wachidakwa sangathe kukhala wong'onoting'ono ndi furiji yodzaza mowa komanso vodka ngakhale munthu yemwe ali ndi vuto la zolaula yemwe ali pa intaneti nthawi zonse.
LINK - Intaneti ndi mdani wanu (PIED, OCD, nkhani zovuta zowonongeka)
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