Poyamba, ndili ndi zaka 22 ndipo ndakhala ndikuchita maliseche kuyambira ndili ndi 9 (ndinayamba molawirira) ndipo ndimazichita tsiku lililonse.
Nditapita kusukulu ndimangokhala mpaka 5: 00 ndikuyang'ana makanema olaula kuti nawonso atengere, Kugulitsa kumeneku kudawononga mwayi wanga wopeza maphunziro abwino, sindinathe mpaka ku High School.
Ndisanayambe ulendowu, ndinayesa kangapo ndikusiya zizolowezi zanga ndipo nthawi yayitali kwambiri yomwe ndinakhala ndi masabata a 2, ndimayang'ana pa intaneti momwe ndingalekerese kuseweretsa maliseche, ndipo zonse zomwe ndimawerenga anali anyamatawa akunena kuti "Akhristu achikazi okha ndi omwe sachita , Ndi zabwinobwino & zathanzi kuchita, amuna enieni amatha ”Ndidakhala ndi chibwenzi chakale chimandiuza" Amuna sangakhale opanda icho "Zonsezi zidandikhumudwitsa ndipo ndikadabwereranso kuzikhalidwe zanga zakale. Ndinkadziwa mkatikati kuti PMO akuwononga moyo wanga, ndinali ndi mantha, ndinali hypochondriac, ndimakhala wotopa nthawi zonse komanso wokwiya, sindimatha kuganiza bwino nthawi zonse ndipo ndimakhala wamantha ndikungopita kusitolo chifukwa nkhawa zamagulu.
Tsiku lina nditadzimva ngati helo wangwiro nditatha zolaula & kuseweretsa maliseche, ndinayang'ana pa intaneti momwe ndingalekerese maliseche ndipo ndinapeza NoFap reddit, Ndipo ndikuuzeni - Malo awa andipatsa mawonekedwe atsopano Zonsezi, sindinamvekenso kukhala wosungulumwa podziwa kuti panali ena ambiri kunjaku komanso omwe anali kusiya chizolowezi ndikuzindikira momwe PMO angakukhumudwitsireni.
Ndiye ndimamva bwanji pambuyo pa masiku 90 opanda zolaula komanso maliseche? Ndikumva ngati munthu wosiyana, munthu wabwinoko, ndine wokondwa kwambiri tsopano. Sindikudyanso chakudya, ndili ndi njira yogona yofananira, ndikugwiranso ntchito yachiwiri ndikadzuka masiku 6 pa sabata. Sindiopanso kuyankhula ndi atsikana, ndakhala ndikucheza mwachangu ndi atsikana ena koma osapitilira pamenepo. Koma mukudziwa chiyani? Kupeza mtsikana si cholinga changa # 1 panonso, Ngati zichitika bwino! ngati sichoncho - sindikutuluka thukuta!
Ndikadali ndi zilakolako zamphamvu zogonana, Komabe ndikudziwa kuti nditha kuzilamulira tsopano ndipo ndizotheka. Inemwini ndimalinganiza kuti sindidzawonanso zolaula kapena kuseweretsa maliseche kachiwiri, sindikufuna kubwerera ku moyo wotere. Tikuthokoza kwambiri nonse a inu pano!
LINK - Lipoti la tsiku la 90
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