Ndakhala ndikuwona tsambali kwakanthawi tsopano ndikungowerenga nkhani zopambana ndikuyembekeza tsiku lina kuti ndidzathe kulemba nkhani yanga, kupatsa ena chiyembekezo chomwe chikulimbana ndi vutoli, kuti zinthu zikhala bwino. Chifukwa ndikudziwa kuti ndimafunikira, ndimakhala pano tsiku lililonse! Poyamba.
Panali nkhani zochepa zopambana zomwe sindimatha kuzimvetsetsa kotero zidandidetsa nkhawa kuti sindidzachiritsidwa. Ndine wokondwa kunena Lero ndi tsiku lomwelo ndikhoza kulemba nkhani yanga yopambana. Sindikufuna kuti izi zikhale zazitali koma ndikufuna kuyambira pomwepo osasiya chilichonse.
Ndikuganiza kuti ndidayamba kuwonera zolaula mu grade 7 kapena grade 9 sindingathe kukumbukira. Ndine 22 tsopano ndiye mwina ndakhala ndikuziwonera kwazaka 7 tsopano. Sindinkaganiza kuti ndimamwa mankhwala osokoneza bongo panthawiyo mpaka nditasiya kuonera zolaula koma ndidzalowanso m'gululi. Chifukwa chokha chomwe ndidayamba kuonera chifukwa amzanga anali kundiseka chifukwa sindinkawayang'ana ndipo adapeza kuti ndizodabwitsa kuti sindinachokepo kotero ndinayesa ndipo sindinakonde poyamba kenako ndinayesa ndinabweranso kanthawi pang'ono kenako ndinangoyamba kuchokera pamenepo.
Sindimachita izi poyamba koma ndikafika zaka zakumapeto kusukulu yasekondale ndimazichita kwambiri kenako ndimatenga ngati sabata limodzi kapena awiri ndikumayambiranso. Ndinkamenya ndikadzuka m'mawa komanso ndisanagone pafupifupi tsiku lililonse ndipo ngati sindikugwira ntchito kapena kusukulu ndiye ndinkachita kamodzi kapena kawiri pakati ndisanagone. Poyamba ndimagwiritsa ntchito dzanja langa kenako ndidatopa nazo kenako ndimayamba kugona pamimba ndikuyamba kugwedeza bedi chifukwa zimamveka ngati ndikugonana ndipo zipsinjo zimamveka bwino. Ndinkatha kuseweretsa maliseche pamene sindinakhazikike zomwe zinali zoyipa kwambiri kwa inu. Ndinkamenya kwambiri kuti dick wanga apweteke. Ndikapeza ntchito zowopsa sindimatha kumva kuti dick wanga wakhumudwitsidwa
Zonse mwachangu ndinayamba kugonana ndili ndi zaka 19 zonse zinali zachilendo koma sindinazichite kawirikawiri chifukwa ndimakopeka kuti ndipatse wina pakati ndikuchita zina zotere motero ndimangotola zolaula pogonana zinali zophweka ndipo ine samayenera kugwira ntchito kuti agonane.
Ndiye pamene ndinali 21 ndinali ndi gf ndipo anali namwali kotero kuti sitinkagonana panthawiyo kotero kuti ndinali kumenyabe nthawi zonse koma osati mochuluka monga kale koma ndinali ndikuchitabe. Ndinkamupatsa ma boners mozungulira kwambiri ndipo tinkachita zinthu koma sitinkagonana. Pambuyo pake muubwenzi wathu anali wokonzeka kugonana tsopano tidachita kawiri ndipo chilichonse chinali changwiro. Ndinapita maulendo anayi nthawi yachiwiri yomwe tinachita ndipo usiku womwewo ndinaganiza zosiya kuonera zolaula chifukwa sindimamva bwino ndikakhala ndi mnzanga. Ndimakhala ngati ndikumanyenga popeza tikugonana tsopano ndi zina.
Kotero ine ndinayima ndiye patatha masabata awiri kapena atatu ife tikupsyopsyona ndipo osati apo ine ndinakhala wovuta ndipo pamene iye anapita kuti andipatse bj ine ndinapita mofewa zomwe sizinandichitikirepo ine ndisanasokonezeke ndi kuda nkhawa chifukwa sindinadziwe zomwe zomwe zimachitika kenako adandifunsa ngati ndimanjenjemera ndinati eya zomwe ndinali chifukwa panali nyumba ya ppl ndipo timazichita mchipinda chapansi.
Nthawi ina yomwe tidzaziziliranso ndimavutikanso ndikuyesera kuti ndimuike kumaliseche kwake ndipo ndinapita mofewa kwinaku ndikuvala kondomu ndipo ndimangomva chisoni pakadali pano ndikusokonezeka komanso kuchita manyazi chifukwa ndili wachinyamata kwambiri kuti ndikhale ndi mavuto awa . Izi zitachitika adandifunsa ngati pali china chake cholakwika, sindinadziwe choti ndinene panthawiyo chifukwa chake nditamuyendetsa kunyumba ndinamuuza kuti ndinasiya kuonera zolaula ndipo ndikuganiza kuti ndiye chifukwa chake.
Sanayankhe kalikonse kotero ndimayesa kulankhula naye ndikumufunsa kuti bwanji amangokhala chete. Ndinayamba kukwiya chifukwa ndinamutsanulira china chake chakuya kwambiri ndipo sananene chilichonse. Chifukwa chake ndikuganiza kuti ndimakhala wokhumudwitsa kuyesera kuti ndipeze yankho ndikudziwa komwe anali ngati idk zomwe mukufuna kuti ndinene za ur ur not working.
Kenako ndidangokhala chete chifukwa chomwe chimandipweteka kwambiri kenako usiku womwewo adandiuza kuti mtima wawo udagwa ndikadzayambiranso chifukwa zomwe sizinachitikeponso. Ndicho chifukwa chake ndikuganiza kuti ndimagwiritsa ntchito zolaula chifukwa ndimayang'ana zolaula sindinapeze izi. Ndipo nditangoyima ndidayamba kuwona mavuto. Ndipamene ndimadziwa kuti ndimamwa.
Chifukwa cha izi ndidawona makanema ambiri a Noah Church ndi Gabe Deem ndipo ndipamene ndidaphunzira za zolaula. Ndinangosiya kuonera zolaula ndekha sindinazindikire kuti pali sayansi yonse yokhudzana ndi zolaula zaubongo. Ndiye zonse zinayamba kumveka kwa ine. Kenako ndinapita patsamba lanu la yourbrainonporn kuti mumve zambiri ndi Google kenako ndikadzapezeka pagululi ndikadzayambiranso ntchito.
Koma zivute zitani nditazindikira kuti zinthu zatsopanozi zidakhazikika nane ndi mwana wanga wamkazi ndipo ndidamuuza zonse zomwe ndidaphunzira ndipo adapepesa za izi zisanachitike chifukwa zinali zambiri zoti atenge ndipo samadziwa momwe angachitire . Ndinamupepesanso chifukwa chomupangitsa kuti athetse vutoli chifukwa sayeneranso kuvutika chifukwa ndimakonda zolaula. Ndinkangomva chisoni kuti tinagonana kawiri kokha kenako mavutowa adayamba kuchitika. Ndimamva ngati ndamulanda moyo wabwinobwino wogonana.
Chifukwa chake tidakambirana ndipo ndidamuuza zonse zomwe ndidaphunzira kuti adawonera kanema m'modzi ndipo adati andithandizira 100% popeza ndimamupangira ine ndekha. Amadziwa za kuyambiranso ndi kuyambiranso zinthu. Kuchotsa zolaula sikunali koyipa kwambiri ndipo ndimachita manyazi kwambiri nthawi yoyamba ndipo ndimadandaula kuti msungwana wanga angandinamizire pomwe ndimayambiranso ndipo ndidadwala zomwe sizimandichitikira ndipo ndimakhala mpaka mochedwa cuz sindimagona.
Ndinalibe mayesero obwerera ku zolaula mwezi woyamba. Chifukwa chake mwezi woyamba sindinathe kulimba ndipo dick wanga anali wocheperako komanso wozizira komanso wopanda nkhalango zammawa. Kenako mwezi wachiwiri udabwera ndidakhala bwino ndimalimba koma zimatha nthawi zonse ndikavala kondomu ndipamene ndimafufuza zambiri za zomwe zimachitika ndipo amatcha kuti nkhawa yogwira ntchito ndimaopa kuchita izi chifukwa ndimafuna kuti ndimupatse zogonana zomwe zimayenera koma nthawi zonse ndimakhala ndikuda nkhawa kuti ndipeze boner ndikusamalira.
Chifukwa chake ndidalankhula naye za izi ndikumuuza za nkhawa yanga ndipo ndidamuuza kuti ndikufuna kupuma poyesa kugonana chifukwa ndimangomva kuwawa nthawi iliyonse yomwe sindingakhale wolimba kotero timapumira 2 masabata pomwe sindinachite nawo ziwopsezo kenako tinabwerera ndikuyesera kuti tichite ndipo nthawi ino ndinatha kukhala olimba ndipo ndinakhala ndi nthawi yabwino. Ndidayesera kuti ndipite ulendo wachiwiri koma inali boner yofooka. Kenako tidazipanganso patadutsa masiku awiri ndipo tidapita choncho kwa sabata lina kapena awiri kenako ndidaganiza zopumulanso chifukwa ndinali wovuta koma sindinali wolimba monga ndimakhalira ndipo inali nthawi yopumuliranso milungu iwiri. Kenako ndinkatha kuzungulira maulendo awiri ndipo ndinali kupuma mofulumira poyamba.
Ndiye uwu ndi mwezi wanga wachitatu tsopano ndipo timapumulanso chifukwa anali ndi sukulu ndipo anali otanganidwa kwambiri kotero kuti sitinawonane kwenikweni mpaka dzulo kotero tidazichita ndipo ndinali wovuta kwenikweni pamaulendo atatu oyamba ndipo Wachinayi ndinali wolimba modekha ndipo ndimapita nthawi yabwino. Pambuyo pake ndinayambiranso kuchita maulendo anayi. Ndayiwala sabata isanakwane kuti ndinapita kwa madokotala kukayesa testosterone wanga koma sanaganize kuti ndikufunika kuti ndiwunike chifukwa ndinali wachichepere ndipo adandifunsa chifukwa chomwe ndimafunira kuyang'aniridwa, kenako ndidamuuza zonse za zolaula ndipo ndinangoti ull khalani bwino bola mukaleka kuonera zolaula pang'ono.
Ine ndikuti ndiwerenge zonse tsopano. Chifukwa chake nditayamba ulendowu sindinadziwe ngati ndidzakhale ndekha ndimaganiza kuti sindidzagonananso ndi gf yanga. Zinkawoneka ngati ndikusiya zolaula zidapweteka kwambiri kuposa zabwino panthawiyo. Koma ndidakhalabe nazo ndipo ndawona zotsatira zakusiyira ndipo ndizofunika. Msungwana wanga amandithandiza kupirira anali oleza mtima nane zomwe ndimamuyenera kwambiri chifukwa cha izi.
Zinthu zomwe ndidachita zomwe zandithandiza zinali zongosiya zolaula kwathunthu ndikubwezeretsanso ndi mtsikana ndikupumira kumapeto kwa orgasms ndipo ndidayamba kupita ku masewera olimbitsa thupi ndimaganiziranso kuti zidathandiza kwambiri ndipo ndidayamba kudya bwino.
Ndikulankhula zakubwereranso kwanga tsopano ndikuganiza kuti ndibwereranso katatu kapena kanayi. Yoyamba inali m'miyezi iwiri yomwe ndinali ndi nkhawa kuti ndasiya zonse zomwe ndimachita ndipo ndimaganiza kuti ndiyenera kudikira nthawi yayitali kuti ndigonane ndipo ndimaganiza kuti ubongo wanga ubwerera ku njira zake zakale koma sindikuganiza zinandibwezera kumbuyo tbh konse. Ndimabwereranso ndikumaonera zolaula ngati mphindi khumi ndikujambulitsa. Nthawi yachiwiri ndidatuluka wopanda zolaula ndipo ndidakokota pang'ono ndipo kachitatu ndidachitika miyezi isanu ndi itatu isanathe ndidangoyambiranso ndipo ndinayang'ana chithunzi mwachangu pa Instagram chachitsanzo mu bikini ndikudziwa kuti ndi lofewa koma mtima wanga anali kumenya mwachangu ndi zina. Ndidamva kuyesedwa chifukwa sindimamuwona msungwana wanga nthawi imodzi ndipo ndimapita kwakanthawi osachita maliseche kotero ndimangophwanya ndipo zimandidya nthawi iliyonse.
Paulendo wanga ndimakhala ndikutenga nkhalango zammawa ndipo ndinali ndi maloto awiri onyowa omwe ndimaganiza kuti sangandichitikire! Sindikuganiza kuti ulendo wanga watha kale tho. Noah adati kupita patsogolo kumatha kukhala kopanda tanthauzo kutanthauza kuti nditha kukhala ndi tsiku labwino sabata limodzi komanso loyipa kwa banja lotsatira mpaka ur ikubwezeretsanso koma sindikuwona izi zikuchitika pakadali pano ndikuyembekeza. Ndine wokondwa kuti ndawona kusintha kwakukulu kuyambira tsiku loyamba lomwe ndidayamba ulendowu mpaka pano.
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