[Masiku XXUMX palibe P, 25, palibe MO, mafunso angapo]
Hei aliyense, wamwamuna wazaka 22, anali kuseweretsa maliseche kuyambira koyambirira kwambiri, mosalekeza komanso amakonda kuyambira 12 kapena 13. Anayamba kukhala ndi zolaula zolaula zaka zikamapita, pamapeto pake amangoyang'ana bdsm yolimba yazaka 5 zapitazi ( osati 100% ya nthawiyo koma mwina 90%). Ndinali wotsika kwambiri, ndikudalira kwambiri atsikana ngakhale ndimamenyedwa kwambiri, pamapeto pake ndinapunthwa patsamba lino ndikusiya zolaula pomwepo. Ndinali nditasiya kuseweretsa maliseche mozungulira 2 kapena masabata a 3 kale, ndinali nditazindikira kuti zitha kuyambitsa ED (zomwe sindinazindikire kuti ndinali nazo kuyambira nthawi yanga yonse yokhudza maliseche zinachitika popanda erection). Ndikutsimikiza kuti kuwonongeka kwa maliseche kumachiritsidwa, nditangoyambiranso ndinabwereranso kangapo ndipo ndinali wodzitama ndi mbolo ya 100% koyamba kwa zaka zambiri, ngakhale ndimayenera kulingalira za bdsm kuti ndiyipeze. Ndikuganiza kuti tsopano ndikuyamba kunyalanyaza, ndinali wopatsa chidwi kwakanthawi koma osatinso, kuphatikiza kukhala ndi "mbolo yakufa".
[Tsiku 29] Sindilibiretu kuganiza zachiwerewere, monga masiku ena kale. Nditadzuka ku tulo tofa tulo kwambiri, ndimatha kupeza bwino kwambiri pongogwira modekha komanso ndi thandizo la kegel. Zinatha zoposa 5 mphindi nditayima kukhudza. Ngakhale masana onse akumva kukhala kosatheka kukhala ndi erection, libido sakhalapo ngakhale mbolo yanga imawona kuti ndiyanzeru
[Masabata a 5] Chifukwa chake ndakhala ndikupita milungu isanu ndi 5 popanda PMO, ndimakhala ndi nkhuni zam'mawa zamasiku onse komanso zosankha zochokera kwa atsikana (ngakhale makamaka pa basi, oddly), masiku ano m'masiku angapo apitawa adangopeza nkhuni zam'mawa kamodzi ndipo zidali zopanda mphamvu. Mphamvu yanga ikuwoneka kuti ndiyotsika kwambiri. Kumbali ina, komabe, malingaliro omwe anali kulowa mumutu mwanga nthawi zonse amawoneka ngati atatha! Kodi ndingakhale ndikudziyang'ana pambuyo pa nthawi yonseyi? Ndiyenera kunena kuti ndizovuta kuti ndiziweruza libido yanga popeza sindinkachita zachiwerewere moyo wanga wonse wa PMO.
[Masiku 40 koma osatha kuzimvetsa] Ndakhala masiku 40 opanda PMO ndipo dzulo ndimamva bwino. Ndikutsimikiza kuti ndakhala ndikunyengerera koma libido yanga sinakhale yoyipa kwambiri ndipo mphamvu yanga yakwera. M'maganizo chilichonse ndichabwino. Chifukwa chake ndidaganiza zokawona komwe ndimakhala mwakuthupi. Ziwalo zoberekera zinali lendewera pansi komanso zazikulu, zimawoneka ngati chizindikiro chabwino, zimawapatsa zikwapu zingapo.
Palibe. Tinapita molimbika komanso mwachangu. Palibe. Atayima pamenepo. Ndinali kuseweretsa maliseche moyo wanga wonse, chifukwa chake ndikuganiza kuti mbolo yanga imatenga nthawi yayitali kuti ichepetse, komabe. Palibe kanthu ?? Patatha masiku 40 ?? Ndine wokhumudwa tsopano. Osataya mtima koma munthu adzayamwa kuti ubongo wanga ukhale wolimba komanso mbolo yanga itagwedezeka kwathunthu ...
[Sabata 7-Sindikudziwa komwe ndidza] Ndangomaliza kumene sabata la 7, ndikumva bwino koma ndaphonya pang'ono masabata angapo apitawa omwe ndikuganiza kuti mwina andibwezera pang'ono. Ndinali ndi kangapo sabata limodzi ndi theka lapitalo kumene ndinadzuka ndi nkhuni zam'mawa ndipo, mwachibadwa, ndinayamba kuzipukuta pa bulangeti langa (ndinkakonda kuseweretsa maliseche). Sindinakhaleko nthawi yayitali ndisanadziyimitse, mwina zikwapu zingapo, koma nditatha nthawi yachiwiri ndinazindikira kuti kusokonekera komanso kusowa chidwi komwe kudachotsedwa pamutu panga. Zinandivuta kwambiri kuti ndisaganizirenso, vuto lomwe linali litatha kale. Ndikumvabe "nyongolotsi zamaubongo" ndipo chidwi changa sichinabwerere komwe chinali, koma ndikuchita bwino.
[Tsiku 64, loto loyamba lonyowa!] Chifukwa chake pazaka zanga zonse za 22 sindinakhalepo ndi maloto onyentchera, m'mawa uno ndinali ndi 2! Ndimamva bwino ngakhale kuti mutu wanga ndi wosasangalatsa. Ngakhale ndawerenga kuti maloto onyentchera angayambitsenso kuyambiranso pang'ono, kodi ndiyenera kutenga izi ngati chizindikiro chopita patsogolo? Ndili wokonzeka kuyambiranso tsopano, pambuyo pake, ndipo kwa zonse zomwe ndikudziwa (sindinathe kugonana kwenikweni, mwatsoka) ndachiritsidwa kale.
[Chabwino, zikuwoneka ngati ndachiritsidwa] Nditatha kugonana bwino koyamba tsiku la 72, ndimaganiza kuti ndachiritsidwa. Koma panali kukayikirabe m'malingaliro mwanga. Sindinakhaleko nthawi yayitali, ndipo ndinali ndikudandaula kuti ndikumangidwako ndikulimbikitsidwa ndi ma kegels omwe sindinachite nawo (ndimakhala ndikuchita zambiri, ndipo zimayamba kuchitika zokha ndikakhala ndi mtundu uliwonse wa erection). Kuphatikiza apo, sindimapeza chilichonse mwazongopeka zongopeka izi. Chifukwa chake ndidasiyanso masiku ena 30, ndikuchepetsa ma kegels ndikuyamba kupanga ma kegels, kenako masiku 3 apitawo ndidagonana.
Ndikuganiza kuti ndinganene kuti ndachiritsidwa. Kukonzekera kunali kolimba kuyambira pachiyambi ndikukhalabe olimba nthawi yonseyi. Palibe thandizo kuchokera ku kegels. Adapita pafupifupi mphindi 45 mpaka atatopa kwambiri kuti sangapitenso! Iye amabwera kangapo, koma, mu cholakwika chimodzi chomwe ndimapeza, sindinathe kubwera. Ndikutsimikiza kuti ndikhoza kukhala ndi malingaliro kapena mwina ma kegels, koma sindinkafuna kujambula chilichonse. Mbolo yanga idakalipobe, mwachiwonekere, koma izi zidzasintha pakapita nthawi.
Chifukwa chake, kwa aliyense kunja uko akulimbana ndi kukayika kapena kuda nkhawa kapena mantha pazonsezi, tengani kwa ine: zigwira ntchito. Ndinali ndi chizolowezi cha 2-6 chokhala ndi tsiku kwa zaka 8-10. Ndinali ndi maliseche. Ndinachoka pazithunzi za atsikana omwe anali ndi ma bikinis kupita ku malingaliro a BDSM omwe ndimakhala mkaziyo. Ndinkangokhala ndi zonena zamisala zilizonse zomwe ndingaganizire. Ndinadutsa mbali zopunduka za moyo wanga, osakhala ndi chibwenzi, osagonana, komanso kumadzimenya nthawi zonse chifukwa chosachita izi. Ndine mnyamata wowoneka bwino ndipo ndimakopa azimayi ambiri m'moyo wanga wonse omwe samatha kudziwa zomwe zinali zovuta kwa ine pomwe sindingawatsatire. Nthawi zonse ndinkangokhalira kudandaula, ndipo izi zinali zofunikira, koma zidakulitsa ndikuwonetsedwa ndi zolaula. Mkazi adakhala zolengedwa zongopeka ndi mphamvu zonsezi ndipo sindinadziwe momwe ndingawafikire. M'maganizo anga, zonse zinali zophweka; Ndinasowa chochita koma ndinali wokhutira. M'moyo weniweni zonse ndizosiyana.
Izi zonse zasintha kapena zikusintha. Zonse mwadzidzidzi ndimamva zachimuna. Amayi samawoneka owopsa kapena opanikizanso. Ndimakopeka nawo mwa kungoyang'ana, osati kungoyerekeza kapena kuchita sewero. Zikuwoneka kuti ndiyofunika kuyankhula ndi kulumikizana pano, pomwe kale, zoyendetsa zanga zogonana zidasokonekera kotero kuti sizinali ndi vuto kwa ine kuti ndagona kapena ayi, kupatula kutengeka. Ndimakhalabe ndi nkhawa komanso wamanyazi. Kuyambiranso sikumachiritsa pompopompo, koma ndiye gawo loyamba pakupanga zonse kukhala bwino.
Kwenikweni zomwe ndikuyesera kunena ndikuti ngati ubongo wanga ungachiritsidwe, momwemonso wanu. Ndinkangogonana kamodzi nthawi yoyamba yomwe ndinalankhula pano ndipo ndinalibe chomwe chingatchedwe kuti erection. Nthawi ino ndakhala mpaka kalekale ndipo ndinali ndi mowa umodzi mwa ine! Chitani choncho. Ingodzikakamizani kuti muyang'ane cholinga. Ngakhale chidaliro chanu chitawombera kwambiri kotero kuti mumamva ngati simudzapeza atsikana aliwonse ngakhale mutakhala ndi erection yotani, dziwitseni nokha kuti zidzakhala bwino. Chifukwa zidzatero.
Kwa aliyense amene akufuna kudziwa momwe ndimadziwira kuti ndinali wokonzeka kugonana, chinthu choyamba chomwe ndinganene sikuti ndikudandaula zazomwe zimachitika zokha. Makamaka ngati muli ngati ine ndipo mudalumikiza ubongo wanu ku zolaula kwa zaka ndi zaka musanakumane ndi atsikana, mwina simupeza. Chimene chinandichititsa ine ndikupeza erection kwa CHOCHITIKA CHotheka cha kugonana. Ubongo wanga sunayang'ane atsikana otentha onsewa ndikundipatsa ndikumangirira chifukwa panalibe chifukwa chake. Koma ndikayamba kutumizirana mameseji onyansa, mwadzidzidzi mbolo yanga idayamba kusuntha. Izi zinali zotsatira zofanana. Ngakhale lero, ndimatumiza mameseji kwa atsikana, osachita chilichonse chogonana, kungoganiza kuti amakondana ndi ine. Ndipo panali moyo kunsi. Sindinakhale ndi erection yathunthu, koma ndiye sindinasowe imodzi! Ndipo idakonzeka pomwe ndimafunikira imodzi.
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