Zaka 23-30 zimayesa kufikira masiku 90: ndikulimba mtima, abwana akuti "Ndimakukondani"

Mapeto ake ndidazichita! Masiku a 90 otuluka nthawi zonse! Ndikufuna ndiyambe ndiyamika aliyense yemwe akutenga nawo gawo. Inu nonse mwapanga izi kukhala zosavuta!

Izi sizinali zophweka! Ndalephera pafupifupi 30 kuyesa kubwera kuno. Mzere wanga wautali kwambiri usanakhale masiku 32. Nditabwereranso masiku 32 amenewo, ndinayamba kumwa mowa mwauchidakwa kwa milungu ingapo, mwina kumapeto kwamasiku awiri. Ndinayamba kusasamala za nofap. Kenako semester idayamba ndipo ndimafuna kuthera nthawi yambiri kusukulu ndikuwonetsetsa kuti ndapeza ma A omwe ndimafuna. Ndinayimiranso. Nthawi ino pa hardmode pomwe ndidataya bwenzi langa lakale (palibe chifukwa cha PMO wanga. Sichinali chibwenzi chomwe chimagwira ntchito)

Komabe, masabata oyambirira a 2 anali osavuta, kenako zidavuta. Zovuta kwenikweni. Mwamwayi ine ndinali ndikugwira ntchito ndipo anali okongola. Komabe, nditatha masabata a 2 aja, ndidasainira Tough Mudder ya Okutobala. Ndidayamba pulogalamu ya kama ya 2 5k ndikuyamba kuchita masewera a 4 sabata sabata. Nditangoyamba kumene, zinakhala pafupifupi chilichonse chokhudza ine. Moyo wanga unali ntchito, sukulu, komanso masewera olimbitsa thupi. Ndinalibe nthawi yochita kusefa. Izi zidapangitsa kuti kunyalanyaza chidwi changa chilowere.

Zinthu zochepa zomwe ndidazindikiranso ndizomwe ndidadzidalira. Ndinayamba kupanga zisankho zanga kuntchito ndikudziwitsa chifukwa chake. Abwana anga anandiuza kangapo, "Ndimakonda 'iwe" watsopanoyu. Izi nthawi zonse zimakhala zosamveka. Ndimazindikiranso atsikana akandifunsa. Zimachitika kwambiri kuposa momwe ndimaganizira. Ndimangodziwa kwambiri.

Komabe palibe bwenzi pano, ndikuyembekeza kusintha chaka chamawa. Ndimaweruza ntchito yanga, sukulu, masewera olimbitsa thupi kuposa amenewo. Nthawi zambiri ndimakhala ndi nthawi yaulere. ZONSE! Kulankhula ndi anthu ndizovuta! Ndikulankhula ndi anthu ambiri chabe hade yakeyi. Ndimamwetulira kwambiri, sindimachita mantha kunena malingaliro anga, ndipo ndikuganiza kuti anthu amasangalala kucheza nane.

Sindinakhale ndi mphamvu zamatsenga zomwe zimabwera kwa ine monga anthu ena amanenera. Koma ndimamva ngati ndili ndi mphamvu zambiri zondilamulira. Chomwe chiri chodabwitsa, chifukwa ndimawona ngati chilichonse chomwe moyo wanga ukhala, zidzakhala chifukwa ndidasankha, osati chifukwa abwana anga kapena zokopa zina zandikankhira kumeneko.

Kwa iwo omwe akuvutikabe, upangiri wanga ndikuti, nthawi iliyonse mukagwetsa kavalo, bwerani ndi kukwera kwina kwa nthawi yayitali. Zabwino zonse kwa inu nonse!

Ndikhala wokondwa kuyankha mafunso aliwonse komanso onse.

LINK - Lipoti langa la tsiku la 90 pa hardmode. (mwachiyembekezo kudzoza kwina)

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