Zaka 23 - Masiku 71: Mndandanda wautali wazopindulitsa ndikusintha

Ripoti la Tsiku 71: Kutalika nthawi yayitali, nthawi yoyamba kutumiza

Mbiri: Ndine munthu wazaka za 23, ndikuyamba kuyang'ana zolaula pafupi ndi 13-14

Pazaka zomwe ndawonapo kugwa komwe ndimayendetsa ndikufuna kugona ndi akazi "enieni"

Sindinakhalepo ndi vuto kupeza atsikana koma atsikana omwe amandifuna nthawi zambiri sanali omwe ndimawakonda, ndipo ndikapeza mtsikana wokongola ndimayamba kusankha zinthu zazing'ono za iye ndikupanga kuti ndalakwitsa. kuganiza kuti anali woyamba kuchita bwino.

Ndagonapo ndi atsikana osiyanasiyana a 15 kuyambira kuyambira koleji koma sindinasangalale nawo kwenikweni pokhapokha ndikamwa kapena kumwa mankhwala osokoneza bongo. Ngati sichoncho ndimagonana makamaka chifukwa ndi zomwe anthu amayenera kuchita, ndimadziwonetsa kuti ndalowa ndipo nthawi yomweyo

Ndili ndekha ndimalingaliranso za kufunsa atsikana ena kuchokera kuzomwe ndimakhala ndikukula / maubale anga pomwe izi sizinali zokwanira kutembenukira ku zolaula

Pamwambapa, ndinkaonera zolaula kangapo patsiku ... ndimayamba kuyang'ana pafoni yanga ndisanadzuke

Mndandanda wazopindulitsa ndi zosintha kufikira pano: (sizili kulamulidwa)

1 - Nditha kukhala ndi zokambirana zabwinobwino osayenda ndikulingalira za kuyanjana konseko mobwerezabwereza, m'malo mwake ndimangochoka ndikubwerera kukalingalira zilizonse zomwe ndimapita kukachita.

2 - Kuchokera komwe ndikuwonera dziko lapansi tsopano, sindikukhulupirira kuti ndakhala nthawi yayitali ndikuwonera zolaula ... sindikufuna kutaya mphindi ina pa izo

3 - Zolinga zanga za nthawi yayitali zimamasuliridwa mosavuta kukhala ntchito za tsiku ndi tsiku, ndipo sindikumva ngati ngati ndikungotaya nthawi mpaka tsikulo litha

4 - Ndilibe chikhumbo chofuna kuyang'ana zolaula kapena fap (pakadali pano) makamaka chifukwa ndimangoziwona mosiyana tsopano, Ndimatha kudzifunsa "ndichifukwa chiyani ndingachite izi, ndipeza chiyani zomwe zingandithandize kukhala wabwino? ”

Zolinga zanga ndizomveka, ndipo ndasiya mantha ndi kudzikayikira komwe kumachepetsa kwambiri zochita zanga. Mwachitsanzo: Ndinkakonda kukhazikitsa zinthu molingana ndi:

"Nditha kupeza ntchito koma sindikhala ndikupanga ndalama zokwanira ndipo ndikungowononga chifukwa sizigwirizana ndi ntchito yomwe ndikufuna, ngakhale nditawononga zaka zambiri, sindingathe kupezanso bwino Kuchokera apa ”

Tsopano malingaliro anga apano ndi:

"Ntchitoyi idzakhala njira yabwino yolumikizirana ndi anthu atsopano ndikugwira ntchito molimbika pompopompo uku ndikupanga maluso ena atsopano, sindili malo anga achitetezo ndipo ndikuyenera kukhala achangu, kuphatikiza nditha kugwiritsa ntchito izi kupeza ntchito yabwino osakwana chaka chimodzi, ndimagwira ntchito yanga yayitali komanso zolinga zanga ”

5 - Sindimakonda kwambiri anthu oopsa, komanso anthu omwe siabwino kwenikweni paulendo wanga wopita komwe ndikufuna kupita. Sindimadana ndi aliyense wa iwo, chifukwa chake ndimawafunira zabwino zonse, miyoyo yathu idangofunika kuti tisiyane. Ndisanadzimve chisoni kuti sindilembera mameseji anthu ena kubwerera, kuwaitanira anzawo anzanga. Ndimapewa mikangano ndikuyesera kusangalatsa aliyense. Tsopano ndimalankhula zamaganizidwe anga ndikupempha ena kuti atero nawonso, ndimangopita kukasemphako ndikakambirana nawo nthawi yomweyo.

6 - Ndimatha kudziletsa paliponse ndipo ndimadzipeza ndikuganiza zinthu ngati “chabwino mphindi 10 kenako osayimbanso mpaka ntchitoyo itaperekedwa ndi kutumizidwa” Ichi ndi chizolowezi / chizolowezi chomwe ndaona anzanga onse "ochita bwino" . Sindikudandaula ndi zolemba za instagram zochokera ku ex / zitsanzo / zolaula zanga kapena zolaula pa twitter / snapchat

Pepani chifukwa choyambapo ndi utali wautali chonchi, ndikulonjeza kuti ndidzakweza mulingo wina nthawi ina.

Ndikulakalaka inu anyamata ndi atsikana zabwino zonse paulendo wamisala uno ...

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