Yanga siyomwe ndimapeza nyonga zazikulu chifukwa cha Nofap. Nofap, sanandipangire mulungu wina wogonana kapena maginito amwana wankhuku omwe amatha kuwombera zovala za atsikana mumtunda wa 1 mile. Ayi, palibe za izo. Palibe "msungwana yemwe adadza kwa ine, anali kuyang'ana pa ine nthawi yonseyi, kumangoseka ndikakhala pafupi naye, akufuna kukhala ndi ine" mwina. Ndikhala wowona mtima kwambiri kwa inu nonse.
Masiku omaliza a 38 akhala ovuta, inde. Kuwongolera zokakamira, kudziwongolera ndekha, ndi zina zambiri. Ndipo pomwe maubwino omwe amawoneka samachitika kwenikweni, amamva zinthu zina zomwe ndi 100% zenizeni, zomwe ndazindikira mwa ine ndekha.
Woyamba, mawu anga. Chabwino, sindinakhale wopambana. Koma chinthu chimodzi chomwe ndinena ndikuti, inde, mawu anga ndiwakuzama, ndipo amisili poyerekeza ndi pomwe ndinali pa Nofap (ndimamveka ngati kamnyamata kalelo, tsopano ndikumveka ngati zaka zanga zonga ie 23)
Kachiwiri, chidaliro. Sindikunama, sindinakhale munthu wotsimikiza mtima. Ayi. Sindimakonda kukhala pamalo owonekera, sindimakonda kukhala ndi chidwi ndi ine, sindimakonda kucheza ndi anthu, chifukwa ndimunthu wongokhala wopanda chidaliro. Koma izi zikuyamba kusintha. Ndikufuna kuti ndilankhule ndi anthu ambiri, sindingathe kukhala mumalowo (ndidanenapo nkhani kutsogolo kwa 5 kapena 6 ya anzanga ophunzira nawo dzulo dzulo, ena mwa iwo anali asungwana). Ndimaganiza kwambiri. Palibenso kukhala pa mpanda, ndikudziwa zomwe ndikufuna. Ndipo ndimachita izi, monga amuna ayenera kuchitira. Ponseponse, khalani olimba mtima, amphamvu komanso opambana.
Chachitatu, chotchedwa chokopa chachikazi. Chabwino, sindinganene kuti atsikana amandikopeka. Koma inde, popeza nditha kulankhula nawo tsopano, amakonda kukhala pafupi ndi ine. Ndipo akuwoneka kuti akusangalala ndi kucheza ndi ine, ndipo malingaliro awa ndiabwino.
Chachinayi, sindinanene kuti ndinapeza minofu yomwe imayambitsa Nofap ngati seramu yapamwamba kwambiri yomwe imakupatsani mwadzidzidzi anyamata oyipa, koma inde, kusintha kwakumaso kwa minofu kamvekedwe, ndimakhalanso wamphamvu. Ndipo sindichita masewera olimbitsa thupi kwambiri.
5th, mphamvu. Mphamvu zonse izi! Chabwino, ndimunthu waulesi. Masiku abwinobwino amandiwona nditagona pabedi panga, ndikumverera ngati wosowa chifukwa ndilibe mphamvu yochita zambiri. Mothandizidwa munyumba, khalani ndi vuto loyipitsa laubongo (kwathunthu, ngati wina yemwe ali ndiudindo angalowe mtedza). Chatsopano, kodi masiku otsiriza a 38? Nthawi zonse ndimakhala okonzeka kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi. Infact, nthawi iliyonse chikakamizo chikandigunda, ndimangodzuka, kutuluka m'chipinda changa, kuyenda mozungulira malo anga. Ngakhale ndimakhala mu hostel yanga, ndimangotuluka, kupita ku chipinda cha abwenzi, ndikumayimba nawo ndikulankhula mawu anga (ndikunena kuti mawu anga ndi akulu komanso amphamvu tsopano). Anzanga akuwoneka kuti akusangalala kukhala pafupi ndi ine tsopano. Ndipo mosiyana ndi nthawi zakale, sindimangotsatira iwo ngati zina zotayika. Ndimachita zinthu, ndipo zimapangitsa kuti azinditsatira nthawi zina. Ndipo kungomva kumeneku, ndikabwino.
Zifukwa zisanu pamwambazi zikukwanira kuti zindipangitsa kusiya kusewera bwino. Ndikukhulupirira kuti zomwezo ndi zofanananso ndi ma bros anga onse pano.
Cholinga changa cha Nofap, ngati ndichita zinthu moona mtima, chinali chilinganizo changa chomulanga. Kudziseweretsa maliseche ndi mdani yemwe ndakhala ndikutha kuugonjetsa kwa zaka zambiri. Ndipo pamene ndidachita, sindimamva bwino, ndimamvanso chisoni, ngati wotayika yemwe samatha kuyendetsa thupi lake. Ndidabwereranso kangapo, ndipo kumapeto ndidangotopa zofooka zanga. Ndidangoganiza kuti ndikhala bwana kuyambira lero. Thats pomwe ndidayamba mode zanga zolimba.
Izi sizili koyamba wanga. Ive anali ndi mitsinje yambiri ya pafupifupi 15 mpaka masiku a 20. Koma nthawi zonse ndimatha kubwereranso ngati nkhuku. Koma osati nthawi ino.
Zabwino mpaka upite. Limbikitsani!
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