Nayi nkhani yanga mwachidule. Ndine wamwamuna wazaka 23 ndili ndi thanzi labwino. Ndinayamba PMOing ndi intaneti yothamanga kwambiri ndili ndi zaka 15. Ndidakula mwachangu ndikuyamba zolaula, zolaula, transgender zolaula, zolaula za akazi, kugonana pachibale, ndi zina zambiri ... sindinadziwe kuti ndimadzivulaza kwambiri. Sizinali mpaka nditataya unamwali wanga ku 20. Ndinali ndi zovuta kukwaniritsa ndikukhalabe ndi erection kudzera mukulumikizana konse. Zinandipweteka kwambiri ndikudzidalira ndikupanga mantha ogonana.
Ndidakwanitsa kuyang'ananso pang'ono ndi azimayi ena, koma ndizotsatira zomwezo.
Ndinapitiliza kukhala PMOing, kuwonjezeka kwafupipafupi, kutalika, ndikukwera mpaka kuzinthu zosokoneza kwambiri. Patatha pafupifupi chaka osagonana, ndinayesa kugonana ndi mtsikana wokongola. Ndikhoza kungopanga 20% ya erection ndipo zimangokhala kwa mphindi. Kwa nthawi yoyamba m'moyo wanga, sindinathe konse. Zinandipweteka kwambiri m'mutu. Ndidataya bowo la kukhumudwa kwa chaka ndi theka. Ndinayamba kuonera zolaula za sissy, ndipo nthawi zina ndimachita maliseche. Ndimaganiza kuti mwina ndimagonana, koma zolaula sizinandichitire ine.
Ndimachita manyazi pambuyo pa gawo lina lachiwonetsero, ndinayamba kugwedezeka chifukwa chomwe ndinasokonezedwera m'mutu. Ndidapeza izi zokhala ndi gawo lanu ndikuyambitsa nofap. Pambuyo pobwerera pang'ono, ndinali nditapanga 90 tsiku langa. Munthawi imeneyo ndasiya kulakalaka zolaula zilizonse, makamaka zolaula zopitirira muyeso (ndikunyansidwa nazo tsopano). M'masiku a 87, ndinali ndi deti langa loyamba nthawi yayitali. M'masiku a 96, ndinali ndi jogi yanga yoyamba kuyambira nofap. Sindinakhale ndi mavuto konse, zomwe zimandidabwitsa chifukwa nthawi zambiri ndimakhala wotopetsa nthawi yondikwana ndipo ndasiya kulimba. Ndipo masiku a 113, ndidagonana ndikuchita bwino kuposa momwe ndidachitiramo. Ndidakhala ndimphamvu yolimba nthawi yonse.
Kungakhale kuti nawonso ndikuuzanso, mwina ndili ndi zina zowonjezeranso kuti ndichite, koma ndikudzidalira kuti ndipambana. Ndinganene moona mtima kuti sindidzawonanso zolaula kapena kuseweretsa maliseche. Ndilibe zero chofuna chilichonse. Ndikumva ngati ndapatsidwa mwayi wachiwiri m'moyo. Sindinakhalepo wosangalala chonchi. Ndikufuna kuti anthu ambiri adziwe kuopsa kwa zolaula. Pali anthu ambiri omwe sakudziwa chifukwa chake ali ndi ED. Ingodulani zolaula ndikulola kuti ubongo wanu uzichiritse wokha!
LINK - Masiku 114… Ndikuganiza kuti ndachiritsidwa…
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