Anthu okondedwa!
Ndakhala ndikuwerenga zolemba ndi zolemba kuchokera kwa ogwiritsa ntchito angapo kwa milungu ingapo. Poyamba sindinkafuna kugawana nawo nkhani yanga, ndimaganiza kuti sizofunikira chifukwa zilipo zambiri. Koma mwina nkhani yanga ingathandize ena, omwe ndi atsopano mu izi, kapena omwe angaimvetse. Kapena zitha kuzithandiza. Kotero apa zikupita.
Monga ambiri a ife, ndidayamba ndidakali mwana, ndinganene kuti 12 kapena 13. Zachidziwikire, ndiye, kuwona mabere a mayi wina wokongola kunali kokwanira. Sindingatchule kuti zolaula, popeza sizinali zogonana, zithunzi zokhazokha za atsikana amaliseche. Pang'onopang'ono zinayamba, ndipo ndikutha kukumbukira bwino kanema wanga woyamba zolaula. Kuganizira za izi kumandipangitsa kuti ndikumbukire chidwi chakuwonera, sindimakhulupirira zomwe ndimawona! Msungwana yemwe adawonetsedwa amafanana ndi mtsikana yemwe ndimamukonda kusukulu koma sanafune kudziwa chilichonse chokhudza ine. Chifukwa chake, tsopano ndikudziwa kuti ndimatha kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula kuthawa mavuto anga komanso kudzipulumutsa ndekha pakulimbana ndi nkhawa, koma nthawi imeneyo chinali china chake "aliyense adachitabe".
Polephera kupeza msungwana weniweni chifukwa cha zovuta zanga, zolaula zinali paradiso womaliza, kuwona atsikana okongola omwe anali ndi anyamata omwe ndimadziwa kuti amawoneka oyipa kuposa momwe ndimakhalira, ndikusangalala nawo, kukhala ogonjera kwathunthu, zinthu chabe m'manja mwa iwo ziphuphu. Panalibe kukanidwa zolaula, mtsikana aliyense akhoza kukhala "wanga", ndipo ndikapeza kompyuta yanga yolumikizira, ndinali "woyang'anira kwathunthu" makanda amenewo. Ngati ndimafuna msungwana wowonda, apo iye anali, blonde, apo iye anali, brunette, wachabechabe, wamng'ono, wamtali, Asia, Russian, wakuda… mukudziwa momwe ziliri. Malingaliro ndi masewera otsutsana kwambiri, chifukwa chake, kuchepa komwe mumakhala nako pazochita zanu zogonana zenizeni (kutanthauza atsikana enieni), ndiye kuti muzilamulira kwambiri mdziko la ukonde (kutanthauza kukulira Mitundu yamanyazi ndi kugonjera).
Chifukwa chake wakhumudwa chifukwa palibe mtsikana m'modzi yemwe angakufufuze, chifukwa chake umabwezera zomwe zimawononga zolaula. Koma si momwe inu mulili. Mukuganiza kuti "ndikadakhala ndi bwenzi, sindimafuna kumuchitira izi", koma, chifukwa chiyani zinthu izi zimandidzutsa? Kodi ndine wokwawa? osokonezeka? Chifukwa chake manyazi, malingaliro a kudzidalira kwathunthu amayamba, momwemonso bwalo loipa. "Sindingapeze msungwana aliyense -> Zolaula -> Kukhumudwa, kunyansidwa -> Zachidziwikire kuti sindingapeze msungwana aliyense, ndine nyongolotsi yotsika kwambiri, wopanda chochita china chabwino kuposa kuwonera zinthu zomwe ndimadana nazo koma zomwe zimandipangitsa ine, kwa maola, pafupifupi tsiku ndi tsiku… -> Zithunzi zolaula, kukonza kwatsopano ".
Mukupita kwa zaka, ndimaganiza kuti ndinali ndi kupuma, kutaya mtima, komanso kusokoneza thupi. Ndinalinso wamwano kwambiri, popeza ndinayenera kubisala kudzikweza kwanga.
Chifukwa chake mosazindikira, pomwe ndimayesa kupita kwa msungwana weniweni, uku kunali kulingalira ndikulankhula naye: "Ndiwe wokongola kwambiri (popeza zolaula zimakweza miyezo yako ndikupangitsa kuti uziwoneka bwino kuposa china chilichonse), ndiye palibe njira mwayi ndi inu. Ndipo ngakhale ndikudziyesa kuti ndine munthu wabwino kwambiri, simukudziwa zomwe ndachita kwa atsikana ena (kutanthauza zolaula), mwina mungadane ndi ine Mukadatero, ndichifukwa chake ndimayenera kunamizira kuti ndine wolimba mtima zabwino, ndiyenera kubisa china chake chokhudza ine chomwe ndimadana nacho, koma chomwe chimandilamulira munjira iliyonse ”.
Chifukwa chake ndinali ndi nkhawa yayikulu, malingaliro ofuna kudzipha amasambira m'maganizo mwanga, malingaliro odana ndi makolo anga pondiyika mdziko lino, pondipangitsa kuganiza kuti ndinali woyenera pomwe ndinali munthu wopanda zolaula yemwe samatha kupeza china chilichonse kupatula zolaula, pomwe atsikana onse okongolawo amadzawonongeka mosadziwika. Ndilibe chilichonse chotsutsana ndi anthu omwe amachita BDSM mofunitsitsa, koma monga tonse tikudziwa, atsikana achi Russia azaka 18 omwe amachitiridwa ngati makondomu mwina sangakhale nawo pachisangalalo chilichonse. Pali chifukwa chomwe simukuwonera atsikana aku Scandinavia mu zolaula zamtunduwu, SAKUFUNA ndalama. Chifukwa chake ambiri amachokera kum'mawa kwa Europe kapena zigawo. Tsopano ndikakumbukira maso osalakwa akuyang'ana kamera (akundiyang'ana) kwinaku akuchita manyazi kuti dziko lonse lapansi liziwona kwaulere, sindingapewe kumva mawu ake, akunena kuti "mukundichitiranji izi? kodi sukufuna kundikonda? ”
Chowonadi chokhudza zolaula kwambiri ndikuti, mukudziwa kuti mukutenga zovuta zanu chifukwa chakuvutika kwa msungwana wosalakwa yemwe mwina amafuna kupita ku koleji, yemwe mwina akanakhala mnzanu wa m'kalasi, bwenzi, bwenzi ... koma pomaliza kupereka "mwankhanza blowjobs ”kwa okalamba omwe amawoneka ngati zigawenga zosokonekera.
Mumawononga chithunzi cha ukazi mkati mwanu. Ndipo mumachita mosangalatsa. Simungadane bwanji pambuyo panu?
Kotero ndinataya unamwali wanga kwa hule (ndinali ndi ED kawiri ndi atsikana enieni koma oledzera ndikuledzera). Sindikumva chisoni, chifukwa zidandipangitsa kukhala wamantha ambiri ogonana, ndipo anali hule wokwera mtengo kotero sindimanyansidwa naye. Koma, ndikadapereka chilichonse kuti nditaye unamwali wanga kwa msungwana wokongola yemwe ndimakondana naye kusukulu ...
Moyo wanga unali wosokonezeka. Ndinkangokhalira kusuta chilichonse ku yunivesite, kumamwa masiku anayi, asanu pasabata, kusuta fodya tsiku lililonse, kuwonera zolaula kangapo patsiku, kuwononga ubale wanga ndi abale ndi abwenzi, ndikukhala ndi HOCD, ndikukwiya kwambiri, kudana nawo dziko lapansi, ndinasiya kupanga nyimbo, kulemba, kuwerenga… Kupeza chibwenzi chinali chinthu changa choyambirira, koma ndimafuna bwenzi lowoneka zolaula, msungwana aliyense weniweni anali "woyipa kwambiri" kwa ine, ndipo ndinali wamantha nthawi yonseyi, ndimangoganiza za kugonana nthawi iliyonse akawonekere. Ndine wazaka 23.
Ndidadzipeza ndekha ndikuganiza "Ndimazikonda akamawawononga".
Ndiyeno chinachake chinachitika. Kunali kukumananso kwa zinthu zambiri zomwe zidachitika mmoyo wanga m'miyezi yapitayi. Ndidawerenga ntchito yofunika kwambiri ya wafilosofi wofunika kwambiri (sindikufuna kuitchula, nditumizireni uthenga wachinsinsi ngati mukufuna kudziwa), ndinali ndi chidziwitso cha psychedelic, ndinapita kuchipatala, ndinali ndi tchuthi… ndipo pamapeto pake, ndinakhumudwa Ubongo Wanu pa Zolaula, wapeza za zomwe zimayambiranso. Linali "Tsiku 1" lotchuka.
Ndine wokondwa kwambiri kunena kuti sindinabwererenso kamodzi! Ndakhala ndikuchotsa maliseche kwa mphindi zochepa, koma nthawi zonse ndimakhala opanda zolaula. Chifukwa chake, ndiroleni ndikuuzeni za zomwe zidachitikanso pakadali pano:
Ndinaganiza kuti palibe kubwerera ku zolaula, ayi. Ndine wophunzira wowoneka bwino kwambiri yemwe amalankhula zilankhulo zinayi, amasewera zida zitatu, ndimatha kupangitsa magulu a anthu kuti amve nkhani zanga ndikuseka ... Sindingakhale womangidwa pazikhalidwe zanga. Chithunzi chachikazi mwa ine sichingakhale chithunzi cha zomwe dziko limandiuza (zotsatsa), zokonda zanga zogonana sizingakhale zomwe opanga zolaula amandipatsa, sindingathe kukhala nyani wa labu akuwonerera nyani- zolaula komanso kudzipangira mankhwala ndi chida chake chosangalatsa pomwe amadzichotsera ulemu pagulu lazachinyamata. Kodi mwamvapo nthano yokhudza kuseweretsa maliseche kukupangitsani kukhala akhungu? Ndi zoona. Mwina maso anu azigwirabe ntchito, koma simuthanso kuwona.
Basi.
Tsopano, patatha pafupifupi milungu isanu ndi itatu ya PMO, Ndine wokondwa kunena kuti ndine munthu watsopano. Atsikana ndifunseni. Zambiri (sindikufuna kudzitama pano, sindikukhulupirira kuti zimachitikadi). Ena a iwo amabwera kwa ine ndipo sindiyenera kuchita kalikonse. Ndipo tsopano alidi enieni, sindikuwona amphaka, bulu wabwino, "hule yemwe amawakonda", ndikuwona msungwana wokoma mtima yemwe angafune kupita kukamwa khofi wa ayisikilimu ndikuseka. Mwinanso china chake chidzachitika pambuyo pake… Sikuti ndatsitsa miyezo yanga, ndiye kuti tsopano, miyezo yanga siyotengera momwe msungwana alili wamwano komanso wotentha. Ikani izo. Ndikuwona kukongola m'njira zosiyanasiyana tsopano ... mawonekedwe enieni. Ndabwerera kupeka nyimbo, kuphunzira, maphunziro anga akula, ndili ndi mphamvu zochulukirapo, sindinamwe mowa kuyambira pomwe ndinayambiranso ndipo sindikufunanso, ndimadzisamalira kwambiri, ndimachita masewera olimbitsa thupi…
Ndikakumana ndi mtsikana tsopano, kugonana sicholinga changa. Palibe cholinga. Pakadali pano ndiye cholinga chokhacho, ndiye kukambirana kosangalatsa, kapena mwina kumwetulira kwachinyengo kumatha kupanga tsiku langa. Chithunzi cha chikazi mkati mwanga chinasintha kuchoka pa kuzunzidwa, kugwiritsidwa ntchito "hule" kukhala mngelo wa bata, mtendere wamkati ndi chisangalalo. Anima, Pepani.
Zachidziwikire ndakhala ndikulakalaka, zoyipa, koma ndimangoganiza "haha, simukuyipukusa. Mutha kufunsa bola malinga ndi momwe mukufunira, ubongo wakale, koma palibe njira yoti zichitikire. Tiyeni tipitilize kuchita zomwe timachita pakadali pano ndikuyiwala zolakalaka zopusazo, zimandiseketsa ”. Ndakhala ndikuphwanya mbolo yanga m'mawa (sindinadziwe kuti nditha kuvutika nthawi yayitali mosavuta!), Ndikuyandikira, koma nthawi zonse ndimayima nthawi isanathe. Ndikusungira mwana wanga wamkazi, yemwe adzawonekere m'moyo wanga nthawi ikakwana. Ndikhoza kulingalira maliseche nthawi ina (osati tsiku la 90 lisanachitike), koma palibe njira yomwe idzakhalire ndi zolaula. Izi sizingatheke. Ndili ndi moyo wanga. Sindikutayikanso.
Kwa anyamata omwe amawerenga izi omwe abwereranso kapena sanayese kuyambiranso, chitani. Pambuyo pa masabata atatu mudzadziwa.
Sindingathokoze mokwanira Gary ndi Marnia. Sindingathe. Izi ndizodabwitsa. Ndimakondanso moyo.
Chabwino tsopano ndili patsiku 58, Ndikumvabe kuti kwakhala zaka zambiri kuchokera pomwe ndimakhala ndimaliseche ndipo nthawi zonse ndimakhala ndi nthawi yanthawi yomwe ndimafunitsitsadi. Zolakalaka zimayamba kuchitika, nthawi zina ndimawakankhira pomwepo, nthawi zina ndimaganiza zowasanthula koma pokhapokha ngati sangaphatikizepo zolaula kapena zolaula.
Ndinayesa kusiya zolaula kawiri m'moyo wanga m'mbuyomu, nthawi yoyamba yomwe ndinachita masiku 28 ndipo nthawi yachiwiri inali mwezi, koma nthawi imeneyo sindinadziwe chilichonse chokhudza kukonzanso zomwe ndikufotokozera. Ndinangoyesa kusiya chifukwa ndimadziwa kuti china chake sichili bwino. Sindinawone kusintha kulikonse kawiri konse, ndipo ndikadatero, sindinanene kuti asiya zolaula, kotero ndidabwereranso kawiri ndikukhalanso ndi zolaula kwazaka zambiri.
Nthawi (ino) ndasiya zolaula, tsopano ndi chidziwitso choperekedwa ndi YBOP ndi Reuniting ndi ma account obwezeretsanso mamembala ena, sindinabwererenso. Palibe kamodzi kuchokera pamene ndinasankha kusintha kosatha. Mukawerenga kulowa koyamba pa blog yanga mudzadziwa momwe zasinthira kuyambira pamenepo.
Koma izi ndizolowera kubwereranso ndi momwe ndazipewera, makamaka chifukwa ndikufuna kuthandiza ena. Chifukwa chake, nazi:
Kubwerera m'mbuyo kungayambitsidwe ndi zinthu ziwiri: 1) Hornyness 2) Zoipa, chisoni, kukhumudwa.
Chifukwa chake choyambirira chobwerera m'mbuyo kwenikweni ndi chikhumbo chosalamulirika chokhala ndi masewera olimbitsa thupi, osatha kuyendetsa chisangalalo chomwe chimafuna chisangalalo chapompopompo. Nthawi zambiri zimayamba ndi chinthu chosagwirizana ndi zolaula. Ndikofunikira kudziwa kuti zingwe zomwe zimakupangitsani kuti mubwererenso zingakhale gawo la moyo wanu watsiku ndi tsiku, monga kutsatsa, magazini, kuwonjezera pa tsamba lina la masewera, ngati mukudziwa izi, ndikosavuta kuzindikira zomwe zimakakamizidwa musanayambe mochedwa kwambiri.
Ndiloleni ndikupatseni chitsanzo, ndimuyimbira protagonist "Guy": chifukwa chake Guy ali ndi phazi ndipo amakonda PMO kupondaponda masamba, koma akubwezeretsanso pano, ali pa Tsiku la 30. Akuwonera kanema wawayilesi ndikuwona ndi kuwonjezera nsapato zazimayi. Sazizindikira konse, koma njira yobwereranso yayamba. Amaganiza kuti "o, amenewo ndi nsapato zabwino, mwina mkazi wanga angawakonde, ndipita kukayang'ana mtengo wake, pa intaneti". Akuzilingalira, ndikupanga chowiringula kuti apite ku sitepe yotsatira, yomwe ili pansi patsogolo pa kompyuta yake. Tsopano ali pafupi kwambiri. Akuyang'ana nsapato za mkazi wake ku amazon, ndipo pang'onopang'ono zilakolako zimayamba. Chifukwa chake amaganiza kuti "chabwino, ndili" basi "ndikawonera zithunzi za mapazi atsikana". Ndilo gawo lachitatu kale, ndipo kuchokera pamenepo palibe china chotsatira, chomwe chikuwona tsamba lomwe amakonda, kuseweretsa maliseche, kukhala ndi vuto, kubetcherana, kupatsanso mphamvu ku chizolowezi chake cholaula, ndikubwera pambuyo pamalingaliro, ndikumverera kukhumudwa, kupanda pake, ndi kulephera kachiwiri. Kumverera komweku kumamupangitsa kuganiza kuti "eya, ndinabweretsanso, choncho tiyeni tingomwa mowa wambiri". Tikukhulupirira kuti mawa likhala Tsiku 1 la Guy.
Koma zikadakhala zotani ngati, poyang'ana kuwonjezera kwa nsapato zazimayi ndikupeza lingaliro lofuna mitengo yawo pa intaneti, Guy adaganiza "dikirani, dikirani kaye, NDIKUFUNIKIRA kugula nsapato kwa mkazi wanga? pompano? POMPANO? zomwe ndikuchitadi? Ayi, ichi ndi chinthu chinanso. Zolaula zimalimbikitsa. Tiyeni tipite kumalo osungira zinthu zakale kukawerenga buku ”. Iye sakanakhoza kubwerera. Anatha kuzindikira chizindikirocho panthawi yake, ngakhale asanakhale patsogolo pa kompyuta, ndipo tsiku lotsatira sakanakhala Tsiku 1 kachiwiri, koma Tsiku 31.
KHALANI ODZIWA ZOKHUDZA, ZINTHU ZONSE ZIMAKHALA Khalani oleza mtima, simuyenera kukhala ndi zolaula, kapena zolaula pamtunduwu. Lamulani zomwe mukufuna, kupuma mozama komanso pang'onopang'ono mpaka zolakalaka zitatha.
Chifukwa chachiwiri chobwereranso, monga ndidanenera kale, kusasangalala kapena kukhumudwa. Kukhala ndi malingaliro oyipa nthawi zambiri kumadza ndikofunikira kutuluka mumkhalidwe woyipa, ndipo zachidziwikire, chosiyana ndi kusasangalala komanso kukhumudwa ndichisangalalo. Mofulumira bwino. Tikakhala achisoni, timadziona kuti ndife achabechabe, ndipo malingaliro athu padziko lonse lapansi amasokonekera, mwanjira ina iliyonse imawoneka yotuwa, ndipo ngakhale zinthu monga kuganizira za omwe adapezeka ndi zolaula zitha kutipangitsa kuganiza kuti "eya, zabwino kwa iwo koma sindingathe, osauka ine, Ndine Masiku 40 pachinthu chobwezeretsachi ndipo sindinayikidwe ngati iwowo, izi sizikugwira ntchito. Ndidawona kusintha, koma palibe, ndikufuna kugonana TSOPANO… ”kenako timamwa mowa mwauchidakwa ndikuyambiranso. Chinsinsi cha izi ndikuti, tikakhala achisoni, pazifukwa zina timaganiza kuti tizikhala achisoni nthawi zonse, ndipo timaiwala kuti, ngati tidakhala osangalala kale, titha kukhalanso achimwemwe, popeza chisangalalo chimachokera mkati. Tikuganiza kuti dziko lapansi lidzakhala lotuwa kwamuyaya, nanga bwanji mungavutike kuyambiranso?
Muyenera kudziwa, nthawi iliyonse mukakhumudwa, ZIDZATHA, nthawi ina. MUDZAKHALANSO bwino, KHALANI OLEZERA Musalole kuti kudziona kuti ndinu osafunika kukulamulirani.
Tikukhala munthawi yomwe zonse zimakhala zachangu, chakudya chofulumira, magalimoto othamanga, mayendedwe amakanema ndichachangu, kulumikizana kwachangu (mwachitsanzo yerekezerani kulembera makalata mzaka za zana la 18 ndi kucheza pa intaneti), chifukwa chake tataya de kuthekera KODIKIRA ndi kuleza mtima. Koma ndikhulupirireni, kuleza mtima ndiwothandizirana naye kwambiri kuti musabwererenso, mwina kuposa kuposa choletsa intaneti kapena china chilichonse. Kuleza mtima kuli mkati mwanu, kotsekereza intaneti kuli kunja. Simusowa kuletsa intaneti yanu ngati mutha kukhala oleza mtima ndikuwongolera zomwe mukufuna kapena kudikirira mpaka chisoni chitatha. Ndipo chimodzi mwazinthu zomwe zimapangitsa kuti chisoni chikhale chabwino kwambiri ndikudziwa kuti mwatsala pang'ono kubwerera, koma simunatero. Mwapambananso.
Njira ina yopewewereranso mobwerezabwereza:
- Onani malangizowo a amalume Bob pa YBOP, kangapo, malinga ngati mungafune.
- Werengani zolemba zambiri zazolemba zina. Zolemba zazitali zimakupangitsani kudya nthawi ndikulingalira china chake.
- Tsekani maso anu, kupumira kwambiri komanso pang'onopang'ono, pang'onopang'ono. Kuthamanga kocheperako kumakhala kosiyana ndi kufunikira kwa chisangalalo chaposachedwa ndipo kukupatsani nthawi yoganiza.
- Onani pagalasi.
- Yerekezerani zamtsogolo, ndikupulumutsani. Ndiwosangalala, wachiritsidwa, safunikiranso kuwerengera masiku oyambiranso, chifukwa zonse ndi zakale. Akukudikirirani mtsogolo.
Ndikukhulupirira kuti cholowachi sichinaume ndipo chitha kuthandiza ena kuthana ndi vutoli. Anyamata, tonse titha kuchita izi. Ndipo kumbukirani, chinthu chokha chomwe tiyenera kuchita SIKUBWEREZA. Ndizo zonse zomwe zilipo. Ngati munabwereranso m'mbuyomu, lembani nokha momwe zidalili, momwe mumamvera, ndikuwunika zomwe zidayambiranso. Zidachitika ndi chiyani pakati pa nthawi yomwe munkachita homuweki komanso nthawi yomwe mudayamba kuzilemba pamaso pa tsamba lankhanza?
Dzidziweni nokha, khalani oleza mtima. Tsiku lina, muyiwala za kuwerengera masiku oyambiranso, popeza mwachiritsidwa. Ndikuyembekeza kudzakumana nanu kumeneko mzanga.
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