Ndine bambo wazaka 23 ndipo ndakhala ndikuwonera zolaula pafupipafupi kwa theka la moyo wanga. Ndimachokera ku Europe ndipo zimapezeka kuti - intaneti imatha kubweretsa zinthu zoyipa komanso zabwino m'makontinenti story Nkhani yanga ndiyofanana. Nditangopeza tsamba lanu lawebusayiti, ndidadabwitsidwa ndi kuchuluka kwa kufanana komwe ndidapeza pakati pazomwe ndakhala ndikuchita ndi chiwerewere chomwe mukufotokoza.
Kufuna kwanga kopanda zolaula komwe kunapangitsa ED kunayamba pang'ono kuposa chaka chapitacho. Nthawi ina ndinabwereranso kwakanthawi, koma ndinabwerera m'njira yoyenera. Zakhala zovuta, koma molimbika komanso kuthandizidwa ndi bwenzi langa komanso tsamba lanu, ndikupangitsa kuti zichitike. Ndiloleni ndigawe nkhani yanga, kwa ine - miyezi itatu yoyamba inali chiyambi chabe. Ndikukhulupirira kuti mawu olimbikitsa afikira aliyense amene akumenya nkhondo pompano - gwiritsitsani, khalani olimba!
Ndinayamba kuona zolaula ndili ndi zaka 10. Nthawi zina ndinkangoonera zolaula zolaula zomwe zinkasewera usiku kwambiri pa TV. Ndikukumbukira kuti ndimakonzekera kupulumutsa ndalama kuti ndigule chojambulira makanema kuti ndizisunge 🙂 Koma posakhalitsa panalibe chifukwa. Popeza ndinali ndi zaka 13, ndinkalumikizidwa ndi intaneti yoyenera. Zabwino kwambiri kuyambira pamenepo, ndimakonda kuwona zolaula. Nthawi zina anali kamodzi kapena kawiri pa sabata, nthawi zina 2-3 patsiku. Nditha kuonedwa ngati wachinyamata wocheza, ndimasewera masewera ambiri ndikucheza ndi ana otchuka. Thupi langa nthawi zonse limakhala lokhala bwino. Ndinalibe mwayi ndi mtsikana ngakhale. Palibe kukayika m'malingaliro mwanga kuti zimakhudzidwa ndi zolaula. Kuyika mtedza wanga pafupipafupi kumatanthauza kuti ndinalibe choyendetsa. Nditatembenuka 20 kapena kupitilira apo, zolaula zabwinobwino sizinandichititse chidwi kwambiri. Nthawi zambiri ndimakhala zolaula kapena zachiwerewere - zomwe ndimachita ndikamawerenga. Ndinachita manyazi nthawi yomweyo nditatha. Sikuti ndimatsutsana ndi amuna okhaokha, ndimangodziwa kuti sichinali chilakolako changa chogonana.
Ndinkakopeka ndi akazi m'misewu, koma mwina sindinathe kupeza yoyenera. Nthawi zina ndimakumana ndi mayi wabwino tikumwa khofi, koma zonse zimatha asanayambe. Sindinagonanepo mpaka chaka chatha, pomwe ndidakumana ndi bwenzi langa lapano. Patapita kanthawi zidakhala zachikondi… Mukuganiza zomwe zidachitika. Kuzizira kwamwala ED. Sindingathe kufotokoza momwe amunawo anamvera. Ndinali wokhumudwa ndipo ndinayesetsa kupeza mayankho. Kenako ndinakayikira kuti zitha kukhala zolaula. Ndinaganiza zosiya zolaula kangapo, koma ndimaganiza kuti "ndingatero bwanji?". Tsopano chifukwa changa chinali chokwanira. Ndinayiyendetsa ndikupeza tsamba lanu. Zonse zinali zomveka.
Ndinaganiza zomuuza mavuto anga ndipo ndinamuwona akundithandiza kwambiri. Koma ndinali kuvutikabe. Pambuyo pa sabata lopanda maliseche ndinayamba kukhala ndi zizolowezi zochotsa chizolowezi. Mutu wanga umapweteka, ndimakwiya, chidwi changa chofuna kuthamangitsa chinali pamalire. Ndidapeza mpumulo pakuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi, ngakhale kuthamanga kapena masewera olimbitsa thupi. Nthawi zina ndimagona msanga kuposa masiku onse, sindinali kuvutika kwambiri tulo ndipo nthawi zambiri ndimamva bwino m'mawa. Ndinadutsa nthawi imeneyi chifukwa ndinangopanga malingaliro anga. Nthawi zambiri ndimabwereza mawu a Rorschach akuti "Osadzipereka". Zinapumitsa kupsinjika kwanga ndipo izi zinathandizanso.
Zizindikiro zodzipatula zidatha patadutsa mwezi umodzi kapena iwiri, koma ED yanga inali isanathe. Zinanditengera nthawi yayitali kuposa miyezi 3 - mwina chifukwa ma pixels ndiwo okhawo omwe adandilimbikitsa kugonana kwa zaka 10 kapena apo. Nthawi ina zinali bwino ndipo tinagonana bwino, nthawi zina tinkalimbanabe. Ndamva kupita patsogolo kwenikweni kuyambira mwezi umodzi kapena kupitilira apo, osati mwakuthupi kokha, koma pomaliza… fungo, thupi lokongola la bwenzi langa, kutentha kwake, momwe zikopa zathu zimakhudzira ... Izi zimandithandizanso. Ndipo inde, ndinabwereranso kwa pafupifupi milungu iwiri. Ndikanakhala ndikutsegulidwa ndi zolaula za pa intaneti zomwe ndimatha kukhala popanda ngakhale kukhudza mbolo yanga. Inde, zolaula zinakula mofulumira kwambiri, nayenso. [Makhalidwe anga ogonana adatsika kwakanthawi, inde.] Izi zinali zowopsa, tsopano momwe ndimaganizira. Koma ndine wokondwa kuti ndinayimiranso. Zimangondikumbutsa kuti ndili ngati chidakwa. Sindidzakhalanso ndi zolaula. Kwa ine zili ngati poyizoni ndipo ndiyenera kukhala kutali. Sindikunena kuti ena ayeneranso kuchita zomwezo - ndikuganiza ndi ine ndekha amene ndimakonda kwambiri zolaula. Ndine wokondwa kuti ndikudziwa zofooka zanga. Ndipo ndikhulupirireni - lingaliro lotsegula masamba omwe ndimawakonda kwambiri lidandikumbukira kangapo mwezi uno. Koma tsopano popeza ndili ndi malingaliro ena ndipo ndikudziwa kuti nditha kuthana ndi zikhumbo zanga komanso kuti ndimakondana kwambiri ndi mkazi wanga - ndizosavuta kuposa kale.
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Ndemanga zinanso:
Kunena zowona, sindikuganiza kuti ndafika mpaka pano. Patha pafupifupi chaka chimodzi ndipo ndikuganiza kuti zitenga miyezi ingapo kuchokera pano kuti ndikafike pa "zolaula" zanga, zomwe ndimakonda kuwona zolaula ndi zina zotero. Mwina izi sizingachitike. Mwinamwake zolaula ndizo "zabwino kwambiri kuti zisakhale zoona" ngati chinthu. Kapenanso zikhala bwino 🙂 Sindikudziwa ndipo sizofunika kwenikweni kwa ine. Sindikhala nyenyezi yolaula ndipo bola ndikadakhala kuti nditha kugawana nawo nthawi yocheza ndi mnzanga, ndikuwonetsa kukwiya kwanga, zonse zili bwino. Sindikuyembekezera mwamphamvu. Sindiwerenga masiku mu kalendala yanga. Sindikuletsa makolo kulumikizana ndi intaneti. Ndinangopanga malingaliro anga, ndikumamatira (nthawi zambiri) ndikupeza zabwino 🙂
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