Pambuyo pake ndidapanga masiku 90 ndiye nali ulendo wanga. Ndakhala ndikupepesa kwazaka 10 zapitazi. Panopa ndili ndi zaka 24 ndipo sindinaganizirepo kawiri za zatsiku ndi tsiku. Popeza ndinali wachichepere nthawi zonse ndimakhala ndi intaneti ndipo ndimakhala ndi pmo pafupifupi tsiku lililonse ndikamaliza sukulu.
Sindinadziwe kuti mchitidwewu udakhudza moyo wanga.
Tsiku lina ndinali pa youtube pomwe ndimaonera tsiku ndi tsiku kanema yemwe wachinyamata amatchedwa "golide jekete luke" okhudzana ndi maliseche. Iye anafotokoza mwachidule zomwe zili pa ypob.com. Nditangoonera kanema wake ndidapita ku ybop ndikuwonera makanema onse ndipo ndidazindikira kuti amalankhula za ine. Pang'ono ndi pang'ono ndimasangalatsidwa ndi zolaula nthawi zonse ndipo ndimayang'ana zinthu zomwe zimandinyansa! Osakhala ndi chidziwitso chazonse za dopamine. Ndikuseweretsa maliseche pokhala chinthu chovomerezeka pagulu sindinaganizepo kuti ndichabwino. Tsiku lomwelo ndinadziuza kuti ndinali nditatha zolaula.
Sindinakhalepo wosungulumwa ndinali ndi chibwenzi kwa zaka zingapo kusukulu yasekondale ndipo ndimakondana ndi ena pambuyo pake. Ndikayang'ana m'mbuyo ndikuwona momwe zidabweretsera ubale wanga ndimangowona azimayi ngati chopinga ndipo kugonana ndi chinthu chokha chomwe ndimafuna.
Chifukwa chake ndingolemba masiku anga a 90:
Masabata awiri oyamba - Masabata awiri oyambilira ndinamva kukoma kwambiri mu testosterone yanga. Ku masewera olimbitsa thupi ndinamverera modabwitsa ndipo zotsatira zanga zinali zabwino. Zinali zovuta kupewa koma ndimangokhala kutali ndi kompyuta kuti ndisokoneze zinthu zina. Ingochotsani pamomwe mumakonda kuchita kapena kupeza zomwe zimayambitsa.
Masabata otsatira a 6 - FLATLINE ichi chinali choyipa kwambiri chomwe chimamveka ngati winawake "wakoka pulagi" munthu wanga wamwamuna adamva kuti alibe moyo ndipo wamwalira zinali zowopsa! Ndinapitiliza kuwerenga zolemba za flatline kuti ndikhale olimbikitsidwa kuti ndipita kutuluka. Ndipo ndidatero! Ndili ndi maloto anga oyamba onyowa mzaka zambiri ndipo zinali zodabwitsa ndiye ndidabwerera mwakale. Chifukwa chake chonde osapereka pamunsi zitha.
Masabata a 4 omaliza - ndinali ndi maloto ena atatu okhathamira ndipo ndimapita ku bwaloli komwe ndimatha kupitiliza masiku 90!
Momwe zidandithandizira-
- Ndikhulupirira kuti ichi ndichinthu chomwe muyenera kuchita ndikukhulupirira kuti mukhale bwino chifukwa chake. Ngati mupita kukayikira nokha kuti simungathe kuchita bwino ndikulonjezani ngati ndingathe kutero inunso mungathe.
- Ndinaima ndikumangotaya masiku anga ndikungodonthetsa kenako ndikumenya ndi kugona pansi ndikutopa.
- Ndinayamba kuwerenga mabuku
- Ndili ndi layisensi yanga yogulitsa malo
- Ndinayambanso kuphunzitsa makalasi ochitira masewera olimbitsa thupi. Zinthu zonse zomwe ndimanena nthawi zonse kuti "Ndimafuna kuchita" tsopano ndazichita.
Ndili womasuka kumasuka ndi anthu motero ndidauza pafupifupi anzanga onse kuti ndimachita izi. Pafupifupi onsewo ankaseka kapena kutsutsana nane. Kundiuza kuti zinali zopusa osati zabwino pa thanzi langa. Kapena anganene kuti ndizosatheka. Ngakhale ndinali ndi zoyipa zonsezi ndinkaona kuti ndiyenera kuuza ena chifukwa cha momwe zasinthira moyo wanga. Mnzanga m'modzi adalumikizana ndipo posachedwa adapeza ntchito yolipira yokwanira ndipo adapeza nthawi yochulukirapo. Sindimayang'ananso fap monga chiyambi chabe cha ulendo wanga monga munthu watsopano komanso wabwino. Ichi ndi chiyambi chabe cha moyo wabwino kwambiri!
Chonde chonde anyamata chonde mangani nacho ngati ndingathe kutero inunso mungathe! Ngati muli ndi mafunso mumasuka kuwombera imelo. Kumbukirani anyamata mukhala olimba mukadzapereka izi mupeza zinthu zodabwitsa zomwe moyo umapereka!
LINK - Ulendo wanga wa tsiku la 90
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