Ndikufupikitsa chifukwa malipoti ambiri a masiku 90 amadzinenera okha kuti apindule. Kuyambira Nofap, ndayamba kumwa masana tsiku lililonse ndikuyamba pulogalamu yosinkhasinkha.
Chifukwa chachikulu chomwe ndidayambira ulendowu chinali chakuti zaka 2 zapitazo, ndidasamukira mumzinda watsopano. Sindinadziwe aliyense ndipo ndimayamba ntchito yatsopano yomwe nthawi zambiri imandichotsa m'malo anga abwino. Kwa nthawi yoyamba m'moyo wanga ndidayamba kuda nkhawa kwambiri. Izi zinali zisanandichitikirepo kale. Zinachulukirachulukira. Kunja kwa sitima, kuntchito, ndi anzanga komanso ngakhale tili ndi banja langa. Ndikanakhala ndi nkhawa izi pomwe ndimamva ngati aliyense wondizungulira ali m'mutu mwanga ndipo ndimangokhala pansi, ndimamva ngati imfa. Ndizovuta kufotokoza, koma zinali kuwononga moyo wanga. Anthu amandiuza nthawi zonse kuti ndimawoneka wotopa ndikamagona maola 8 usiku uliwonse. Sindinachimve, ndinali kudya bwino komanso kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi tsiku lililonse.
Pakadali pano moyo wanga ndimatha kukhala ndi PMO kamodzi patsiku ndipo nthawi zonse ndimaganiza kuti inali ntchito yathanzi. Ndinayamba kuyang'ana pa intaneti njira zodzichitira ndekha ndikuwerenga nkhani ya Bold and Determated kufotokoza zotsatira za PMO. Ndimalolera kuyesa chilichonse…
Zanditengera zaka pafupifupi 2 kuti ndikwaniritse masiku a 90, koma pamapeto pake ndidazipanga. Chifukwa chachikulu chomwe palibe-fap ndiyofunika kwa ine ndikuti nkhawa zanga zatha. Zabwino zonse zomwe zatchulidwa mumakalata ena zilipo. Koma chifukwa nkhawa zanga zatha, nditha kukhalanso moyo wabwinobwino… komanso kuti anzanga ndi abwino kuposa mphamvu iliyonse yapamwamba.
LINK - Lipoti la Tsiku la 90 - Kuda Nkhawa Kwanga
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