Ndakhala ndikuwonera zolaula nthawi zonse kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 18, ndipo [ndikuyang'ana kumbuyo] adasokonekeradi kuyambira 19-24 [tsopano]. Ndizo zaka 5 za moyo wanga, zowonongedwa powonera anthu ena pazenera akugonana wina ndi mzake m'njira zosiyanasiyana zodabwitsazi - kuti tsopano ndikuyang'ana moyenerera ndikuwona kuti ndi mwana wobiriwira wokongola.
Pomwe zolaula zanga zinkapitilira koleji yonse, pang'onopang'ono ndidayamba kugwidwa ndi zovuta zambiri, ngati zoyipa zachilendo, zomwe tsopano [ngakhale pang'ono pang'ono] sizimanditembenukiranso ndikaganiza za ichi, chomwe ndi chimodzi mwazomverera zazikulu za onse - kudziwa kuti zokonda zanga zikubwereranso kuzinthu zabwinobwino, wobadwa padziko lapansi komanso munthu wobadwira.
Sindingathe ngakhale kufotokoza zopindulitsa zomwe zatuluka paulendowu mpaka pano. Kutchula ochepa omwe amadziwika:
- Pali mphamvu zochulukirapo komanso zamagetsi [chifukwa chosowa mawu abwinoko?]
- Kulimbitsa chidaliro, makamaka pamawonekedwe azikhalidwe & ndi anapiye
- Nthawi yochuluka m'manja mwanga yochita chilichonse chomwe ndikufuna kuti sindikuwonera zolaula ndikudzipatsa mankhwala omwe amandimasula nthawi yomweyo, osakhala bwino
- Kulumikizana ndi malingaliro kwa mkazi omwe sindinamvepo kwa zaka zambiri… kuchokera kusukulu yasekondale
- Mpumulo wosasimbika womwe ndimamva wina akamagwiritsa ntchito kompyuta yanga ndipo sindimva kukwiya chifukwa chofufuza zolaula pamenepo
- Zizolowezi zina zatsopano, monga kusinkhasinkha [kuyesera kupanga zinthu za tsiku ndi tsiku], kuthamangitsa atsikana, kusewera masewera olimbirana [Ndikuwona kuti mpikisano wamtunduwu umathandizira kulimbitsa kudzidalira kwanga ndikuchepetsa nkhawa zilizonse zomwe ndikhale nazo… ndikhulupirireni, basketball si masewera anga]
- Ndipo monga momwe zimakhalira pamutu uno - njira yatsopano yowunikira mkazi. Iwo ndi okongola basi, ndi okongola, ndipo amasewera. Ndipo ndimakonda kuwayang'ana ndikusilira kukongola kwawo komanso kugonana kwawo, chifukwa ndife anyamata, ndizomwe timachita - koma ndizoposa pamenepo. Ndizosatheka kufotokoza kuti kusiya kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula kwandipangitsa kuti ndizindikire mkazi komanso nthawi yomwe ndimakhala nawo limodzi m'njira zambiri zabwino
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Mzere womwe ndimawakonda kwambiri womwe ndawona pamsonkhanowu nthawi zonse wakhala ndikusintha momwe munthu amaganizira, kuti adziyese yekha monga: "Sindine wolaula. Si gawo langa. ”
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ZOCHITIKA - Kubwereranso kamodzi miyezi 4 yapitayo, tsopano zakhala izi zikuchitika mobwerezabwereza
Ndiyesera kuti nkhani yanga iziyenda bwino.
Kwenikweni ndinayamba kuchita zolaula chifukwa ndinazindikira momwe zolaula zimasinthira moyo wanga. Ndakhala ndikuziwona mosadukiza [kasanu + 5 pa sabata] kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 17-18, pafupifupi zaka 6 zapitazo. Kuyambira pamenepo, ndinapanga chibwenzi / chibwenzi chogawana zongopeka chifukwa ine ndi bwenzi lakutali panthawiyo timakambirana zogonana ndi anthu ena ndikuzijambula / kujambula zithunzi ngati njira yothetsera wina ndi mnzake.
Kwenikweni ndinathetsa chibwenzi changa, ndipo malingaliro opitilira zolaula adapitilira, ndipo pano tili zaka 6 pambuyo pake, ndipo adakalipo.
Pafupifupi miyezi 10 yapitayo ndinazindikira kuti ndinali wokonda zolaula pomwe sindinathe kuyanjana ndi mtsikana yemwe ndimakhala naye, ndipo ndidapita kunyumba usiku womwewo ndikuyamba zolaula. Ndipamene zidandigunda - ndili ndi vuto.
Nthawi zoyambirira za 3 zomwe ndimayesa kusiya sizinachite bwino, ndipo nthawi ya 4 ndidakhala masiku 100. Zomwe zimakhudza malingaliro anga & thupi zinali ZOFUNIKA. Ndikuganiza kuti ndinafikako mwa kusinkhasinkha b) osagwiritsa ntchito kompyuta yanga c) kuwerenga d) kugwiritsa ntchito njira monga kuyimbira mnzanu, kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi, kudya, kumwa, ndi zina zotero kuti muchepetse zofuna zawo
Koma pazifukwa zina zopusa ndidabwereranso tsiku la 100, zinali ngati miyezi 5 yapita tsopano. Pakati pa nthawiyi, ndinali ndi chibwenzi chomwe ndinkakhala ndi moyo wogonana naye ... komabe pachiyambi sindinathe kuzimva, koma tsopano ndazindikira kuti ndichifukwa cha nkhawa yakugonana, mwina osakanikirana ndi zolaula.
Koma tsopano, chibwenzi chake chabwerera kwawo, ndipo ndakhala ndikulimbana kuti ndisiye zolaula kuyambira pamenepo [anasamukira pafupifupi miyezi 2 yapitayo].
Nthawi yoyamba yomwe ine ndi iye tinayesera kuchita zogonana pomwe sindinathe kuzilimbitsa, ndinalumbira kuti sindidzayang'ananso zolaula. Ndimakumbukira momwe ndinali wokhumudwitsidwa, ndikutsimikiza kuti ndinalira ndili ndekha usiku womwewo. Manyazi amenewo ndi okhumudwitsa. Sindifuna kudzakhalanso kumeneko, ndipo sindidzakhalaponso.
Ndiyenera kusiya zolaula izi, zikuwononga moyo wanga. Ndikusintha 25 pafupifupi miyezi 4, cholinga changa ndikuti ndikwaniritse nthawi imeneyo. Ndikudziwa kuti ndidzakhalabe ndi zolimbikitsana - ndinali ndi zolimbikitsabe nditakwanitsa masiku 100, koma sizinali kanthu poyerekeza ndi zomwe ali mukamakhala kuti mumakonda.
Ndimangofuna kulowa kwa inu, PornFree.
Zikomo chifukwa chokhala kumeneko. Ndipo khalani okongola.
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