"Ndipo mukafuna china chake chilengedwe chonse chimakonzekera kukuthandizani kuti mukwaniritse" - kuchokera kwa The Alchemist wolemba Paulo Coelho
Wamwamuna wazaka za 24, wakhala akudzitchinjiriza tsiku ndi tsiku mpaka zolaula kuyambira ndili 12
Chifukwa chake ndili masiku a 141 malinga ndi kauntala wanga. Ndipo mwina nditha kutumphuka mtsogolo, koma zimamveka ngati PMO sadzakhalanso gawo la moyo wanga.
Ndinayamba ulendo wanga wodula PMO ngati chaka chapitacho, ndikugwiritsa ntchito tsambali ndi dzina lina. Zinali zovuta kuchita izi. Masiku ena akadali. Sindikudziwa ngati zingakhale zosavuta. Koma patadutsa masiku ambiri ndikakhala ndi erection, lingaliro langa loyamba sikuti ndikufunika kuti ndilichotse. Ndikungodziwa kuti zichoka, kuti sichinthu chachikulu chonchi.
Komabe, ndimangolumikizana ndi msungwana m'modzi nthawi ino, ndipo ndimakhala ndi mavuto ndikuchedwa kuthamangitsidwa ndikuledzera kwambiri, sindinathe kubwera. Koma sabata yatha ndidakhala ndi masiku 4, ndipo ndidagonana ndi awiriwa. Ndine wokondwa kunena kuti ndabwera pansi pamphindi ziwiri m'misili iwiri yoyambirira, ndipo m'mphindi zinayi m'mipikisano iwiri yomaliza. Ndikudziwa kuti nditha kupezanso chipiriro, sichinali vuto konse. Onse anali osangalala ndi kugonana, chifukwa tivomerezane: ambiri aife sitili miyala yamatumba, ndipo adabwera ndikamenyedwa mphindi minayi haha.
Koma ndikuganiza kuti chinthu chachikulu kwa ine chakhala kuti sikutanthauza kuganizira kwambiri zoseweretsa maliseche kapena kuyang'ananso zolaula. Ndinasamukira mumzinda watsopano. Ndakhala ndili pakama kwa miyezi inayi (ndili ndi mwayi wambiri kwa PMO ngati ndikadafuna 8)). Ndakhala ndikulephera mobwerezabwereza. Ndakhala ndikuyesera mobwerezabwereza. Ndikutsatira moyo wanga momwe ndimafunira, ndikuyandikira pazomwe zikutanthauza pamene ndingathe. Sindikungochepetsa PMO chifukwa ndikulingalira zochepetsa PMO. Ndikuchepetsa PMO chifukwa ndikuyesera kukhala munthu wabwino kwambiri yemwe ndingapindule naye komanso anthu. Izi zikuphatikizapo kusayang'ana zolaula kapena kuthawa, ndipo ndi chimodzi mwazinthu zomwe zimakhala ngati zikugwa nthawi imodzi.
Ndikukulimbikitsani kuti mupatse The Alchemist kuwerenga ngati mukufuna kudzoza. Ndi buku lalifupi. Ma audiobook onse nthawi zambiri amakhala pa YouTube.
LINK - Ndipo mukafuna china chake chilengedwe chonse chimakonzekera kukuthandizani…
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