Ndili patsiku la 101. Ndinayamba kuonera zolaula ndikasungulumwa mu 2004 ndili ndi zaka 15. Ndinkamva kusungulumwa komanso kucheza ndi anthu panthawiyo. Pochitiridwa nkhanza ndi "abwenzi" kusukulu ndikuzunguliridwa ndi atsikana okongola omwe amayamba kugonana, kudzidalira kwanga kudayamba kuchepa ndipo ndidayamba kuwonera zolaula ngati njira yaulesi yopulumukira zenizeni.
Sindinakhalepo ndi vuto lililonse ndi zomwe ndimachita. Chinali chabe china chake chomwe chimandisangalatsa. Nthawi zambiri ndimayang'ana / kuwonera zolaula 2 kapena 3 tsiku lililonse kuchokera pamenepa.
Ndisanayambe kuonera zolaula nthawi zambiri ndimakhala ndimaganizo owoneka bwino opezeka ndi atsikana enieni. Chaka chisanathe, malingaliro osangalatsa awa anali atasowa limodzi ndi chidwi chofuna kudziyika ndekha kuti ndipeze atsikana enieni.
Zotsatira zake zinali pang'onopang'ono komanso pang'onopang'ono koma zimachitika. Mu 2004, ndalandila mphotho yakuwonjeza bwino kusukulu yasekondale pomaliza mayeso a 10. Pofika pakati pa 2005, sindinkadutsa chilichonse. Kuponderezedwa kwanga kunachepa, mayanjano anachepa ndipo ndinamverera wamanjenje. Anzanga anali atayamba kundikhudza kwambiri, ndipo ndikudzilimbitsa mtima, ndidamva kufunika kakuwaonetsera ndikukhala bwino.
Ndinangotsala pang'ono kumaliza chaka chomaliza cha kusekondale ndipo makolo okhumudwa komanso osokonezeka, ndinalowa maphunziro a ku koleji yaing'ono m'malo mopita kuyunivesite ku 2007. Sindingathe kukhala wolimbikitsidwa chifukwa sindimatha kuganiza bwino. Panali nthawi ino ndikukhulupirira kuti ndinayamba kuvutika maganizo. Mmawa uliwonse ndinkadzuka ndikumangokhalira kucheza ndi anthu, ndimakonza zokhumba zanga poyang'ana zolaula. Nthawi zonse ndimakhala ndi chizungulire komanso chisokonezo, ndimafuna atsikana enieni, koma moyo wanga unali wosokonezeka ndipo sindimadziwa chifukwa chomwe ndimadwala komanso kuthedwa nzeru nthawi zonse.
Mu 2008 ndidayamba kuwongolera moyo wanga ngakhale sindimadziwa choyambitsa. Chifukwa chokwiyitsidwa ndikulephera kwanga kwamaphunziro, ndidayamba kuwonetsetsa kuti ndimaphunzira tsiku ndi tsiku mosasamala kanthu momwe ndimadwala. Ndinazindikira kuti ndikachita masewera olimbitsa thupi kwambiri nditha kuchepetsa zizindikilo zambiri. Pakutha kwa chaka ndinali nditadutsa maphunziro anga onse ndikupeza 20kgs mu minofu.
Koma kukaikira kudatsalira. Ndinali ndimasiku osakwiya kwambiri ndikuyang'ana kumbuyo tsopano, popeza kulimba kwanga kunachitanso momwe ndimagwiritsirira ntchito zolaula. Pambuyo pakuvulala kokhudzana ndi kuponderezana, ndimayenera kuyimitsa zolemera. Zizindikiro zanga zam'mbuyomu zinandibweretsera mphamvu.
Pofika kumapeto kwa 2009, ndinali ndi mwayi wotaya unamwali wanga koyamba. Ndinali 21 ndipo anali mnzake yemwe samamvetsetsa chifukwa chomwe sindinatayire. Pa nthawi imeneyi ndinazindikira kuti ndinali wopanda mphamvu. Popeza ndinali wokhumudwa koma ndikudzilemba bwino, ndidapitilira. Pambuyo pake ndimazindikira kuti sindinali wopanda mphamvu nthawi zonse, koma nthawi zomwe ndimagonana sindimamva. Dick wanga amamva ngati mkono wako ukadakhala utagona usiku wonse. Zinali zosavuta kuti mphamvu zake zithe.
Pokhulupirira kuti ndinali ndi vuto lalikulu lodzidalira ndikudwala kwambiri ndikumva mbewa kwambiri kuti ndimunthu, ndidalowa usilikari ku 2009 ndipo ndidatumizidwa kukaphunzira. Inayamba kutsika pambuyo masiku 6. Sindinazolowere malo omwe ndinali ndekha koma ndinayamba kukhala ndi zizindikilo palibe wina amene anali pafupi nane anali. Manja anga anayamba kunjenjemera, ndinayamba chimfine ngati zizindikilo ndipo ndinayamba kutopa kwambiri kuposa zachilendo. Ndinayamba kusowa tulo ndipo ubongo wanga unachepa mpaka ndinamva mulingo umodzi pamwambapa. Ndinayamba kuchita zinthu zopusa, zopanda pake kenako ndikumanjenjemera. Koposa zonse, Dick wanga kwa nthawi yoyamba mzaka anali wovuta kwambiri komanso wokhumudwitsa. Sindingathe kufotokoza chilichonse ndipo nawonso madotolo kumeneko. (Sindinawauze za dick wanga) Tsoka ilo, ndinali ndikudutsa zisonyezo zakudzichotsa ndipo mwina malo ovuta kwambiri kuwalandira. Oyang'anira anga amaganiza kuti ndine kamnyamata ndipo adandikankha mwamphamvu kuti ndibweretse zabwino mwa ine. Zinali zosatheka ndipo ndinayamba kuwonongeka mwakuthupi ndi m'maganizo. Madotolo adadziwa kuti sindinali pachinthu chilichonse, adandipeza ndi nkhawa yayikulu ndipo adanditumiza kunyumba kulephera.
Panali paulendo wapandege kubwerera kunyumba ndidayamba kuganizira zomwe zidachitika. Ndinadziwa kuti panali china chake cholakwika ndi ine. Kodi zinali zolaula, kuseweretsa maliseche, kusadzidalira komanso kucheza nawo? Mmodzi wa iwo? Chilichonse? Kodi ndinali wofooka mwachilengedwe? Sindimadziwa.
Kuyesera njira ina, ndidalowa digiri ku yunivesite ku 2010. Ndinayambanso kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi ndipo ndinathetseratu zolaula. Posadziwa zomwe zimamvekanso bwino, ndimakhulupirira kuti kukhala ndi zilakozi zopitilira ndi chikhalidwe chachilengedwe kwa munthu aliyense. Kuti ndikwaniritse, ndinangolota zolaula kapena zithunzi, zomwe zinali zatsiku ndi tsiku.
Munthawi yonse ya 2011, ndinali wopanda mphamvu koma ndimangophunzira. Ndinanyalanyaza mavuto anga, koma ndinayesetsa kwambiri kukhala ocheza nawo. Ndinasamukira ku yunivesite. Sanandipange kumva bwino. Mu 2012, ndimangoseweretsa maliseche kamodzi kapena kawiri pa sabata PAMODZI pa zongopeka, ndidaganiza kuti ndi nkhani yachidaliro ndipo ndalowa nawo gulu la ojambula kuti ndikomane ndikukopa akazi. Mwanjira ina kapena inzake ndimati ndione ngati chidaliro changa ndi kusowa mphamvu kungakonzedwe. Kumapeto kwa chaka cha 2012, ndidapeza zinthu zitatu nthawi yomweyo:
* "Kuyesa kwakukulu kwachiwerewere" Gary Wilson (TEDx) pa youtube - Ndinayang'ana mumlengalenga ndipo sindinathe kuyankhula kwakanthawi nditawawona.
* Zovuta zakuthupi sizingathetsedwe kudzera pa Viagra - Phukusi lidati 1 ndipo ndidatenga 3. Palibe chomwe chidachitika.
* Zachisoni, chisokonezo, kusowa kwa chidwi, kusowa kwachikhalidwe, zomwe zimalimbikitsidwa zikadatha kukhala, poyambira, chizolowezi cha zolaula. Ndinkakhala wachisoni ndili mwana chifukwa ndinali wamanyazi komanso wosadziimba. Kupanda chidwi komanso kuchepa kwaubwenzi ndi zolaula zolaula kumandisunga komweko.
Pambuyo pobwerera mobwerezabwereza, pa 20th November 2013, ndidayamba kuyeseza kwanga kopambana. Ndikukhulupirira kuti tsopano ndachiritsidwa pazinthu zambiri zowonongera zolaula.
- Tsiku 26 - lakuthwa konse kawiri
- Tsiku 28 lidasintha kawiri
- Tsiku 66 - Wet Dream, woyamba mzaka 9-10
- Tsiku 72 - Wet Dream
- Lota 86 Wet Loto
- Lota 89 Wet Loto
- Tsiku 89 Adasintha Kawiri
- Tsiku 90 Adachita Kugonana kopambana ndi malingaliro
- Tsiku 93 Lodzidzimutsidwa kupita kuzinthu zochokera kuzomverera zokha
- Lota 95 Wet Loto
Ndikadagonana tsopano zitha kuyenda bwino. Pali chifunga cha ubongo china koma palibe chomwe ndidakhala nacho. Kugunda kwapita ndipo ndimamva ngati ndili ndi mphamvu zambiri ndipo ndimatha kukhala maso nthawi yayitali. Akazi amawoneka bwino kwambiri. Ndikumva bwino kwambiri kuposa momwe ndakhalira nthawi yayitali.
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LINK - Zaka 24 - Palibe utsi wa ubongo, ma groggines, chidaliro chambiri
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