July 6th, 2012. Limenelo linali tsiku lomaliza limene ndinaonera zolaula. Ndakhala ndikufuna kuuza nkhaniyi kwa nthawi yayitali, popeza ndikhulupirira kuti izi zitha kuthandiza wina kapena kuwapatsa chiyembekezo. Ndikukhulupirira kuti mlandu wanga ndi wovuta kwambiri pa intaneti yomwe imapangitsa kuti erectile iwonongeke.
Ndinayamba kuyang'ana zolaula ndili ndi zaka 12. M'masiku amenewo, zolaula za pa Intaneti zinali zachilendo; inali 2001 kapena, ndipo ntchito yanga inali ndi zithunzi zochepa ndi mafupipafupi achidule a 15. Kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula panthawiyo kunali kofala, ndipo ndinkasewera kwambiri.
Ndinali ndi chizolowezi choyamba cha "kugonana" ndi munthu weniweni ngati wamng'ono mu sukulu yapamwamba ali ndi zaka za 16. Ndinalandira ntchito yamanja kuchokera kwa iye ndipo pamene ubalewo unapitirira, kugonana kwa m'kamwa kunayambanso. Izi sizinandibweretsere vuto lililonse ndi ED. Chofunikira kudziwa pano, chinali chakuti sitidagonane kapena kuyeserera kugonana chifukwa cha zifukwa zachipembedzo. Panthawi yonseyi ndinapitilizabe kuonera zolaula. Pambuyo pa chibwenzi kwa zaka zinayi, tidatha. Kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula kwanga kunapitilira panthawiyi.
Kuthamanga kwa 2012, kumene ndinakumana ndi mkazi wina. Miyezi iwiri mu chiyanjano, ife tinayesera kugonana, koma ine, sindinayambepo kugonana, sindinathe kuzigonjetsa. Ine ndinayimirira iyo ku nkhaŵa, ndipo ndinasiya izo pa izo. Izi zidapitilirabe, ndipo posakhalitsa zidathetsa chibwenzicho pomwe adayamba kuganiza kuti "ndiye vuto lake." Ine ndidalibe tanthauzo kuti izi zidachitika chifukwa chiyani! M'malo mwake, ndikukumbukira ndikupita kunyumba kuchokera kunyumba kwawo patadutsa kangapo ndikuonera zolaula ndikuyesetsa kuti nditsimikizire kuti nditha kuyimitsa. Zachidziwikire kuti nditawona zolaula ndidatha kuyimitsa. khalani chete mosavuta. Poyesera kuti ndidziwe kuti helo umachitika bwanji, ndinasanthula ndipo ndinapeza tsamba lotchedwa "Bongo Lanu pa Zolaula." Ichi ndiye chinthu chachikulu chomwe ndidapeza.
Ndidaphunzira zonse zokhudza kulumikizana kwa ubongo ndi kutsimikiza mtima komwe ndidachita kuubongo wanga mwakugwiritsa ntchito zolaula nthawi zonse. Pogwirizana ndi kuti sindinayambe kugonana musanakhalepo, "wiring" pazinthu zomwezo sizinali zogwira ntchito monga munthu amene adanena kuti anali atagonana kale, zinafotokozera zambiri za chifukwa chake ndinali ndi vutoli. Ndinapitiriza kuphunzira zambiri. Ndinaphunzira kuti ndiyenera "kubwereza" ubongo wanga kuti ndikhale womasuka (kutembenuka) kuti ndizigonana. Ndaphunzira kuti popeza sindinagonanepo kale, kuyambiranso ntchito kumatenga nthawi yayitali kuposa masiku onse. Ndinaphunzira kuti kubwera kwa malo osungiramo mafilimu ndi mazana ambiri a "zibwenzi" zogonana ndizingowonongeka mozama mtima wanga.
Tsiku lomwelo pa July 6th, 2012, ndinauzanso bwenzi langa. Ndimadziwa kuti anyamata ambiri pano sakudziwa kapena amaopa kuchita izi. GUYS, ndikukuuzani pakali pano: TIYANI ZONSE PA PHIRI. Inde zokambiranazo zinali zochititsa manyazi komanso zosavuta, komaliza, zinayenera kuchitika kuti ubale ukhale woona mtima ndi umene ungapitirize. Chibwenzi changa chinali kumvetsa bwino, makamaka pamene ndinamupatsa chiyanjano ndi YBOP.
Kotero ine ndinayamba kubwezeretsanso. Palibe PMO kwa miyezi 2 chinali cholinga. Panthawi imeneyi, ndinapita kwa dokotala kukafufuza ED. Adotolo adati zonse zathanzi zimagwira ntchito ndi ine. Izi zidangopitilizabe kutsimikiza kuti nkhani yanga ndi yamaganizidwe. Pambuyo pa miyezi ya 2 yopanda PMO, ndinayesera kugonana ndi GF.
Sindinathe "kuwukitsa." Ndidakhumudwa, koma nditawerenga za nthawi yayitali kuti munthu yemwe sanadziwe zogonana kuti ayambirenso kuyambiranso, ndiyenera kudziwa. Komanso panthawiyi ndinali kufunafuna chinachake kuti ndipulumutse ubalewu (Ndinkadandaula kuti pambuyo polephera izi, ndithudi ubalewu sukanatha nthawi yaitali). Ndinapita kwa dotolo ndikumufotokozera vuto langa. Ndinapempha mankhwala ngati Viagra kuti akonze izi. Sindinkayembekezera kanthu kuchokera pamene dokotala wapitala anakana mankhwalawo, koma atatha kufotokoza zonse kwa iye, adokotala adavomereza kuti Viagra ingandithandize panthawiyi. Patatha milungu iwiri titapita naye ku ukwati, tinatha kugonana, kawiri! Uwu unali woyamba wanga "O" m'masabata opitirira 10.
Ndikuganiza kuti panali zowonjezera komanso zolakwika zogwiritsira ntchito Viagra. Zinandithandiza mwamaganizidwe, komanso zimandithandizira kudalira. Nditatenga, ndimatha kuchita. Pomwe ine sindinatero, Yambiri nthawi imeneyo sindinathe kuyimitsa. Ndinayamba kuyamwa mpaka theka la mapiritsi, kenako wachinayi. Pang'onopang'ono, ndinatha kupeza chidaliro chambiri. Izi, kuphatikizapo kuti sindinayang'ane zithunzi zolaula kuyambira kumayambiriro kwa mwezi wa July, adandithandiza, ndikukhulupirira (nthawi zina ndimakhala ndi chilakolako chogonana komanso ndikuchitabe). Nthawi yanga yomaliza ya "kusayimilira" iyenera kuti inali February 2013. Panthawi imeneyo, ndikanati pafupifupi nthawi zonse zomwe ndingawoneke bwino, ndipo ndinkangoyenda pang'ono. Kuyambira mu February, sindinakhale ndi nthawi imodzi pomwe sindingathe kuzipeza
Ndazindikira nkhani iyi: Wina akakonza nkhani yawo, amasiya maforamu. Ichi chinali ine, popeza sindinayambe kutsegula malo awa kuyambira pamene ndinapambana. Pali ena ambiri kunja komwe ndikukhulupirira kuti achita chimodzimodzi; pali nkhani zambiri zopambana zomwe sinauzidwepo. Kwa ine, kubwezeretsa ku zizolowezi za Porn pogwiritsa ntchito njira yobwezeretsanso zikuwoneka ngati pseudoscience ndi chiyembekezo chosasinthika. Ine ndinachita izo chifukwa inali njira yanga yotsiriza. Malangizo anga kwa inu nonse ndikuyesera. Ngati mwachita zolaula pa ED, simunagonanepo ndi wina aliyense ndipo mudakulira pa intaneti zolaula zaka zambiri, ndiye ndikhulupilira kuti nkhaniyi ikupatsani kudzoza kuti pali HOPE!
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Hei mulingo wake unali 50MG. Ndinatha kulandira mapiritsi asanu. Kuyambira mu Seputembala ndidagwiritsa ntchito mapiritsi athunthu nthawi yoyamba. Pambuyo pake ndidagwiritsa ntchito theka kangapo. Kenako ndinazindikira kuti ndikutsika ndipo mapiritsi ndiokwera mtengo choncho ndinapita kuchinayi. Ngakhale ma eyiti omwe panthawiyi ndikutsimikiza anali azamalingaliro makamaka. Kutalika konse kwa mapiritsi asanu awa kunapita mpaka kumapeto kwa Novembala. Kuyambira kumapeto kwa Novembala mpaka February sindinagwiritsepo ntchito ndipo ndimachita bwino kwambiri ngakhale ndidakwanitsanso. Ndikuganiza kuti popita nthawi ndinayamba kudzidalira. Monga ndidanenera, kuyambira February sindinakhalepo ndi vuto limodzi panthawi yogonana, ndipo timagonana sabata iliyonse. Mafunso ena aliwonse omasuka kufunsa. Mwachidule, kupitilira miyezi iwiri ndidagwiritsa ntchito mapiritsi 5. Ndinawagwiritsa ntchito nthawi zambiri chifukwa chondidula.
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