Ndakhala ndikuchita NoFap kwa chaka chimodzi, koma mndandanda wanga wapano ndi masiku 13 opanda PMOing. Ndikudziwa kuti ziyenera kukhala masiku a 365, koma ndabwereranso nthawi zambiri.
Komabe, ndapita patsogolo mpaka sindine PMOing monga kale. Pakubwerera mobwerezabwereza, ndimakonda kupita sabata limodzi kapena zina zotere. Zotsatira zake, vuto lalikulu kwambiri, ndine PMOing kapena MOing pafupifupi katatu pamwezi zomwe ndizocheperako kuposa momwe ndinkakhalira. Kupita patsogolo ndikupita patsogolo, ngakhale pang'ono bwanji.
Usiku watha, ndinapeza chipinda cha hotelo ndipo ndinapatsa mkazi kuti adzagone. Ndili ndi zaka 24, ndipo ndakhala ndikuonera zolaula ndikuchita maliseche kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 10. Ndi nkhani yayitali yokhudza momwe ndidadziwira kuti ndimakhala ndi vuto linalake la erectile ndikuyamba ulendo wonse wa NoFap. Komabe, vuto langa la erectile lidayamba kukhala vuto poyamba pachibwenzi chanthawi yayitali. Ndinalinso ndi vuto kufikira O panthawi ya PIV mbolo mu nyini: osati paubwenzi wokhalitsa, koma nthawi ya FWB, ubale wanthawi yayitali, komanso usiku umodzi. Pakuchezera kwakanthawi kochepa ndi azimayi, ndinali ndi mwayi wabwino wokhala ndi erection kuposa momwe ndimakhalira ndi mkazi kwa nthawi yayitali.
Mavuto anga akulu amakhala PIED, ndi Oing panthawi yogonana PIV. Sindikudziwa ngati mungayitane kuti ikuchedwa kuthamangitsidwa chifukwa Oing panthawi ya PIV mwina zimachitika, kapena sizichitika. Mwina, ndidzataya erection pamaso pa IO, kapena sindingathe kuyambiranso. Mwina sizowopsa ngati ena pano, komabe zakhala zovuta pamoyo wanga.
Dzulo, ndinkakhala kuchipinda chimodzi ndi mayi wina. Tinagonana kanayi. Kutacha m'mawa, tinagonana kamodzi tisanatuluke. Dzulo, titagonana katatu koyamba, ndimatha kukhala ndi erection, komanso O panthawi ya PIV. Nthawi yachinayi titagonana, ndinatha kukhala ndi erection, koma sindinathe O panthawi ya PIV kotero kuti anamaliza kundipatsa HJ. Ndikudziwa kuti ena mwa iwo pano azinena kuti "AN HJ! Bwezeretsani nsalu yanu! ” Ndikudziwa kuti anali HJ, koma sindinayang'ane zolaula, ndipo sindinali kuzichita ndekha. Chifukwa chake sindikukhulupirira kuti zikuyenereradi ndipo sindikuganiza kuti anthu ambiri pano ali oyenereradi kundiuza zomwe zili zathanzi zomwe zingaoneke ngati "kukonzanso" kapena "kubwereranso." Kuti amalize usiku, adandipatsa HJ WINA.
Mmawa wotsatira tidagonana kachiwiri, ndipo ndidatha kukhala ndi erection ndi O panthawi ya PIV. Ponseponse, ndidakwanitsa kuchita O panthawi ya PIV 4 pa kasanu zomwe zingapangitse 5% kupambana m'masiku awiri. Pakati pa ubale wazaka 80, mwina ndidatha O panthawi ya PIV kangapo (mwina 2.5). Poganiza kuti ndimagonana kamodzi pa sabata kwa zaka 10, zitha kukhala zopambana 2.5% ku Oing nthawi ya PIV. Ndikhoza kulakwitsa pamasamu, koma mfundo ndikuti pali kusiyana kwakukulu kuyambira pomwe sindinayambe NoFap, ndipo nditayamba NoFap.
Mkazi amene ndimagonana naye sanali wokongola ngati akazi ena omwe ndinagonana nawo. M'malo mwake, sindinapeze kuti anali wokongola. Nthawi iliyonse tikamagonana, timagwiritsanso ntchito kondomu.
Nthawi yachitatu titagonana, ndinali ndi mantha kuti ndikutaya erection. Sizinali zovuta monga momwe zikanakhalira, komabe ndimatha kulowa ndikuthabe ku O panthawi ya PIV. Ndinadzipereka pang'ono, ndikumaliza kusintha maudindo, ndipo zinali bwino zitatha izi.
Chowonadi ndi chakuti sindikudziwa ngati NoFap ndiye chifukwa chowonjezerapo chiwongola dzanja osati kungokhala ndi erection, koma Oing kudzera PIV. Ndimagwiranso ntchito zolimba mwina mwina kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi ndikuthandizira kuchita bwino. Mwinamwake ine ndi bwenzi langa lakale lomwe sitinkagonana ndipo iye, pansi pamtima, sanandipatse ine. Sindikudziwa. Zomwe ndikudziwa ndikuti chilichonse chomwe ndikuchita mosiyana ndi zomwe ndimachita ndikupangitsa kuti PIED ikhale yocheperako, ndipo mbolo yanga imatha kumva bwino panthawi yogonana ndi PIV mpaka O. Sindikudziwa momwe ikugwirira ntchito, ndipo sindikusamala chifukwa chake ikugwira ntchito, koma ndikuwona kusintha kwakugonana kwanga ... ndipo ndizofunika kwambiri kwa ine kuti andilimbikitse kupitiliza.
Sindikunena kuti NoFap ndiye yankho la mavuto anu, koma mwina. Nditha kungopitilira zokumana nazo zanga ndipo sindidziwa momwe moyo wanga umakhalira kudzera pa NoFap mpaka nditakhala ndi nthawi yochulukirapo pa NoFap kuti ndiwadziwe. Ndidzakhala wokayikira nthawi zonse, koma zinthu zomwe ndakhala ndikuchita mosiyanasiyana zikuwoneka ngati zikugwira ntchito, ndipo ndikhala ndi NoFap mpaka nditatsimikiza.
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