Hey anyamata,
Monga mutu umanenera, kubwezeretsanso kwasintha moyo wanga. Ndikuthokoza kwambiri chifukwa chothandizidwa ndi aliyense patsamba lino. Ndakhala ndikulumikizana ndi Gabe paulendo wanga wonse ndipo ndili ndi ngongole yayikulu. Ndikufuna kugawana zomwe ndakumana nazo pano ndikuyembekeza kuti zimalimbikitsa ena a inu. Nayi positi yanga yoyamba ngati miyezi 5 kapena 6 yapitayo pomwe ndinali wokhumudwa kwambiri m'moyo wanga…
"Ndidachedwa kwambiri kusukulu yasekondale kotero sindinayambe ndagonapo mpaka nditakwanitsa zaka 19 (tsopano ndili ndi zaka 24). Ndinkakhala zaka zapamwamba kusukulu yasekondale ndikuonera zolaula.
Chifukwa chake "ndidataya unamwali wanga" ndili ndi zaka 19 kuphwando. Ndidali woledzera ndipo ndidapita mofewa ngati mphindi 45. Ananena kuti ndi mowa. Patadutsa miyezi 6 ndidakumana ndi mtsikana ku kalabu, adanditengera kunyumba. Sindinathe kuzimvetsa. Ananena kuti ndi mowa. Patadutsa zaka 2 ndinali pachibwenzi ndi mtsikana ndipo tinagonana padziwe usiku umodzi, ndinapita pang'onopang'ono pambuyo pa mphindi 45. Anadzudzula madzi. Kuyesedwanso pabedi sabata limodzi pambuyo pake, sindinathe kudzuka. Kuimba mlandu nkhawa. Ndinayesa ndi mtsikana chaka chotsatira. Simungathe kuzimvetsa, kuwonetsa nkhawa yakugwira ntchito. Ndinachita mantha ndi zogonana ndikuopa kuti zichitika. Ndinayamba kuchepa komanso kucheza kwambiri ndi azimayi.
Chaka chotsatira ndidakumana ndi mtsikana wodabwitsa ndipo ndinali wamanjenje kwambiri kuti ndimuyendere. Adandipatsa nyali yobiriwira kangapo ndipo ndidatuluka. Tidakali ndi chilimwe chachikulu limodzi, kenako tinapita kukoleji. Adayamba chibwenzi ndi mnyamata wina watsopano ndipo sanalankhule nane miyezi 6. Ndimangoganiza kuti akanakhala "m'modzi" ndikulola kuti zanga zogonana ziwononge moyo wanga. Ndakhala ndikutsimikizika za gehena za izi, koma ndikuyamba kuzisiya.
Komabe, pamapeto pake ndidazindikira za NoFap ndikuganiza kuti machitidwe a PMO ndiomwe amayambitsa mavuto anga onse. Ndinalibe vuto kusiya zolaula ndipo sindidzabwereranso. Ndakhala ndi nthawi yovuta kwambiri kusiya kuseweretsa maliseche.
Ndinawona kukwiya kwa libido patatha sabata imodzi ndikusiya, kenako maloto onyowa, kenako libido yochokera kumoto kuchokera kumoto kwa sabata. Kenaka ndinakumananso ndi libido kwa masiku angapo. Ndidakula koyamba pambuyo pa masiku 27 ndikudandaula. Ndabwereranso mokhazikika.
Pa Spring Break (sabata yatha), ndinali ndi msungwana wokongola pabedi pambuyo pa phwando. Tonse tidali oledzera kwambiri kotero ndimada nkhawa kuti sindidzadzukanso. Ndinkamumverera ndikumusilira pang'ono, koma Dick wanga anali atamwalira. Sindinatsegulidwe konse, ndipo ndikudziwa kuti ndikadayenera kukhala. Ndinakhumudwa kwambiri. Ndinali ndikuyembekeza kuti ndibwino kupita patatha mwezi umodzi popanda PMO, koma ndikuganiza ayi.
Shit yakhala ikubwera kwa ine mobwerezabwereza pakulephera konse. Ndakhala ndikumanga thupi kwazaka zingapo ndipo ndakhala bwino, ndiye kuti tsopano ndili ndi atsikana otentha kwambiri ndipo sindingathe kusindikiza mgwirizano. Zikundipangitsa misala. Chilichonse chomwe ndakhala ndikufuna chimakhala patsogolo panga, ndipo ndakonzeka kuchichita. ”
Kuyambira izi, Ndidapita kunyumba kuchokera kukoleji nthawi yotentha. Ndinapewabe zolaula ndi maliseche ngati mliri. Ndikugawana nawo zomwe zandichitikira kuyambira nthawi yotentha ndipo ndikhulupirira kuti muwapeza olimbikitsa. Pepani ngati zikumveka ngati kudzitama. Sindingafune kupweteketsa aliyense ngati momwe ndimamvera kale.
kotero ... ndinayamba kupita kumabala ndi anzanga ndikufikira azimayi pafupipafupi. Chifukwa chake tsiku la 60 ndidapita kukalabu, ndikumenyedwa, ndikulankhula ndi atsikana, ndikumenya, ndipo ndimakwera kanyumba kuti ndipite kunyumba. Bulu wina woledzera MILF anali panja pa bar ndipo ndidayamba chit kucheza naye. Chotsatira ndikudziwa, akukwera m'galimoto ndi ine ndi mzanga.
*CHENJEZO* iyi ndi nkhani yoona komanso yochititsa mantha, koma ndayesetsa kuti ndisasunge chilichonse ndikuyembekeza kuti ingathandize ena a inu. Ndikukhulupirira kuti sikutentha kwambiri ndipo amatumiza aliyense m'mphepete mwake kapena china chilichonse. Ndikunena izi ndi zolinga zabwino.
Mulimonse… tinabwerera kunyumba, mnzanga anagona, ndipo ine ndi iye tinakhala pabedi. Moona mtima, sindikukumbukira zomwe zidachitika, koma ndimadziwa kuti ndikufuna kugonana ndi mayiyu. Monga ... ndinkafunadi (monga ndimayenera kukhalira). Mwanjira ina yake tinayamba kupanga zovala, zovala zikubwera, ndipo anali pamwamba panga. Sindinachite mantha ngati momwe ndimakhalira ndikafuna kugonana. Nthawi zambiri ndimayang'ana pazomwe ndimayenera kuchita, kapena ngati sindivutika, kapena ngati sindili wabwino, ndi zina zambiri. Ndidanyambita zala zanga ndikunyowetsa nsonga yanga, ndipo adaziyika. PIECE OF CAKE!
Tonse tidali oledzera ndipo sikunali kugonana kwakukulu mwa njira iliyonse, koma kugonana kwenikweni kwaumulungu kamodzi. Ndidali woledzera, koma D wanga adakhala ngati momwe amayenera kukhalira nthawi yonseyi. Sanazindikire kuti akumatha zaka 2.5 za ine. (ndemanga mwachangu zakumverera kwa nyini… mopambanitsa. Tangoganizani kuti ndinali nditazolowera dzanja langa ndikupanikizika kapena china.) Popeza kuti ndinali woledzera komanso kuti ndinali nditazolowera kugwira dzanja langa kwa zaka zingapo zapitazi, ndinatenga ola limodzi ndisanafike pachimake. Koma potsiriza ndinatero ndipo zinali zosangalatsa. Anakwera takisi yopita kunyumba, ndipo sindinamuonenso. Dzina lake anali Tsamba.
Tsiku lotsatira anyamata anga anali kudzandiyitana ndikundifunsa za izi. Kwa kamodzi, sindinayenera kunama pazomwe zinachitika. Ndinabweretsa nkhuku ija kunyumba ndipo ndimagonana nayo. Ndimamva ngati munthu wopanda pake. Ili linali tsiku labwino.
Chifukwa chake usiku womwewo tinapita ku kilabu ina. Malowa anali osavuta komwe mungathe kucheza ndi munthu. Tidali kusewera dziwe, choncho ndidapangira bwenzi langa ndipo ndikupeza atsikana a 2 kuti azisewera ngati anzathu (lingaliro labwino). Ndinkayembekezera kuwomberedwa kangapo, koma pomaliza pake ndipeza mtsikana. Chifukwa chake ndinapita kwa mtsikana wokongola yemwe ndinamuwona ku bar ndikufunsa ngati akufuna kukhala mnzanga, anati inde. Chabwino ndiye.
Tidapita tikasewera dziwe, ndani amasamala ndani wapambana? Ndimangopanga chiwembu choti ndibweretse msungwanayu kunyumba ya mzanga. Ndinawauza kuti tili ndi mowa wambiri kumeneko ndipo timatha kupita kuphwando bar ikatseka. Anati akufuna kupita ndipo amabweretsa abwenzi ake. GWIRITSANI.
Timalowa mu cab, amakhala pamphumi mwanga. Zinthu zikuwoneka bwino. Timabwerera, tinasewera masewera akumwa ndikumalankhula pang'ono. Pambuyo pake ine ndi iye tinachoka pagululo ndikupanga. Chotsatira ndikudziwa, akuti akufuna kugona ndi ine kwina. Zoyipa, izi ndizosavuta. Ndinalibe bedi loti ndimutengere, choncho akuti tikapita kubafa. Ndidamuuza kuti nditha kuledzera, ndipo adati zikhala bwino. Tinavula, ndipo ndinali 50% wolimba kale. Ndi zero foreplay, amangogwada. Ndinakhala wamantha kachiwiri chifukwa sindinali wotsimikiza kuti zinali zovuta kulowa mwa iye. (Upangiri Wofulumira: Wetsani nsonga yanu ndipo ipita). Chifukwa chake ndidanyowetsa, ndipo idalowa mkati. Zachidziwikire sizinali zovuta kwa mphindi zochepa, koma zinali kugwira ntchito. Adatopa ndiye tidapita pakama. Anthu ena anali panja kotero tinalowa bulangeti ndikubwerera ku bizinesi. Apanso, ndinali nditaledzera kotero kuti chidwi sichinali champhamvu kwambiri. Zinanditengera mphindi 20 kapena kupitilira apo ndisanakhale pafupi ndi zolaula. Anali pamwamba ndipo anaimilira ndisanafike. Ndidamuuza kuti ndafika pomwepo chifukwa adabwereranso, koma ndidataya. Wosweka mtima. Amatuluka mtawuni m'mawa mwake, choncho ndidawatsanzika ndikumufunira zabwino. Sindikukumbukira kuti dzina lake anali ndani ...
Chifukwa chake tsiku lotsatira anyamata anga adandiyamikiranso…. Ndinawauza tsatanetsatane ndikulandila ma fives apamwamba mozungulira. Ndinadzimva ngati munthu wopanda nzeru ... kachiwiri. Tinapita kunyanja tsiku lonse ndikuseka. Ili linali tsiku labwino… kachiwiri. haha.
Ndinapita ku bar kwa milungu ingapo kenako kenako ndinagonana ndi mnzanga yemwe ndimakhala naye atachoka ku kilabu. Anali wonenepa kwambiri ndipo sindinkafuna kutero, koma ndimadziwa kuti ndimafunikira machitidwe onse omwe ndingapeze. Ndinapita pafupifupi ola limodzi koma sindinathe kumaliza. mulimonse. Sindinawauze anzanga za miyezi ingapo. ehhh
Kenako pafupifupi masabata a 2 zitachitika izi, ndidamuwona msungwana wonyentchera (koma wokongola) yemwe ndimadziwa. Tidasinthana manambala ndipo ndidamaliza kumuwona ku bar ku weekend. Tidabwerera kunyumba ya mzanga, phwandolo limachitika mchipinda chochezera kotero adanditengera kuchipinda chambuyo ndipo… mumvetsetsa. Uyu anali msungwana wokongola kwambiri panobe, koma ndinalinso woledzera ndipo sindinathe kumaliza. Tinapita kwa mphindi 40 ndipo D wanga adakhala wolimba kuposa kale, koma sindinathe kukafika kumeneko. BWINO.
Tsiku lotsatira (tsiku 95 la NoFap) ndinali wokhumudwa chifukwa ndimagonana ndi atsikana a 3 motsatana koma sindinathe kumaliza. Ndinaganiza zokhala ndi fap ndipo zinali zabwino. Ndinaonetsetsa kuti ndikhale womasuka komanso osagwiritsa ntchito lotion komanso zolaula. Ndinkafuna kuti malingaliro anga ndi thupi langa ziphunzitsidwe ndikumverera kwa nyini.
Ndinayamba kuwona msungwana wokongola kwambiri waku Asia (namwali), ndipo ndimacheza naye kangapo. Sanasangalale ngati ine komanso anzanga tho, chifukwa chake sindinayambe kucheza naye nditaledzera. Idagwa patatha pafupifupi mwezi umodzi, chifukwa chake ndidawononga nthawi yonseyi pa msungwana m'modzi yemwe samandigonanso. Zokhumudwitsa kwambiri.
Mwezi womwewo, ndimatha mwina kamodzi kapena kawiri. Komabe sindimamva ngati kuti ndiyenera kapena china chilichonse. Pambuyo pake ndinafika poti ndimachita kamodzi pa sabata kapena apo. Tsopano ndabwerera ku koleji ndipo ndafika mpaka nthawi 2-3 pa sabata ndikuyamba kumva ngati sindingathe kudzithandizanso. Kotero ndinayambanso NoFap dzulo. Kupita masiku ena a 30 + ndisanapezenso.
Malingaliro anga ali m'malo abwinoko kuposa pomwe ndidayamba ulendowu, koma ndimamva ngati kukulanso kwakanthawi kumandipangitsa kukhala wofatsa. Sindikumva kufunika kopita kukalankhula ndi akazi chifukwa mwina ndangolowa dzulo, kapena usikuuno kapena china. Ndili bwino, sindikufuna kuti izi zithandizenso kuti ndibwerere ku NoFap Wagon.
Malangizo ochepa okhala paulendo wanu wa NoFap:
- Dziyang'anireni pakalilore ndikudziuza kuti simupitiliza kuwononga moyo wanu chifukwa cha zolaula komanso maliseche.
- Ndinalemba pa Facebook ndikuuza aliyense kuti ndichita masiku 90 odziletsa ngati kuyesa. Sindinanene chifukwa chake, koma zidabweretsa zokambirana zambiri zakufuna. Aliyense anali wolimbikitsa kwambiri ndipo anali kundifunira zabwino.
- Ndidayika zochitika mu kalendala ya foni yanga kuti ndidziyamikire pa sabata limodzi, mwezi umodzi, miyezi iwiri, ndi masiku 2. Ikani mavuto anu ndikudziyesa nokha mlandu
- Dziwani kuti ichi ndi chinthu chosintha moyo chomwe mwapunthwa ndipo ndikofunikira kuvutika komwe mungapirire. (nkhani yabwino ndiyakuti pakatha sabata limodzi kapena 2, simufunanso kugwedezeka)
Malangizo ochepa pakugonana:
- Osazilingalira. Ndi chinthu chosavuta padziko lapansi ngati mbolo yanu ili yolimba. ndikubwezeretsanso kumapangitsa kuti mbolo yanu ikhale yolimba pakafunika kutero.
- WETSANI MFUNDO! Anthu sanandifotokozere izi ndili mwana. Ndinayesera kuti ndiume ndi chibwenzi zaka zapitazo ndipo sichinaloŵe. Ndinayamba kuchita mantha, ndipo ndinayamba kufewa. Dzipangireni nokha ndikunyowetsa nsonga musanayike.
- Sungani kondomu muchikwama chanu. Ndinazolowera kuti sindinagonepo mpaka ndinasiya kubweretsa limodzi ndikamatuluka. Ndiye ndinalibe imodzi pomwe ndimayenera. Ndinangochita komabe, koma ndiye momwe mumagwirira kanthu.
- Osangoyang'ana pa boner wanu. Ingoganizirani kuti ngakhale simukuvutikira, muonetsetsa kuti akusangalala. ndipo sadzakhala ndi nthawi yabwino ngati mukuvutika maganizo kuti wopusayo sangakwere. Chifukwa chake ngati yalephera kukwera, musachite thukuta. sewerani naye V, kunyambita, ndi zina zambiri. Yang'anani thupi lake ndi mtundu wanji wa mawonekedwe achikazi. Zitha kupita makamaka mukasiya kuziganizira, ingoyang'anani pa iye.
- Osayika V posanja. Hafu ya anthu ali ndi nyini, ndipo siili apadera. Simamva bwino monga momwe ungayembekezere ngati wakhala ukuchita maliseche molimbika.
Ndikukhulupirira pali zinthu zambiri zomwe ndikufuna kukuwuzani anyamata zomwe sindingathe kuziganizira pakadali pano, koma ndikuganiza kuti posachedwa
zokwanira kale. haha.
Pepani pazatsatanetsatane ndipo ndikhulupilira sizinadzutse aliyense kwambiri. Sindinkafuna kuti izinyadira kapena china chilichonse chifukwa ndikudziwa momwe zingamverere kumva kupambana kwa wina mukamakumana ndi mavuto. Kusintha kumeneku kwatanthauza dziko lapansi kwa ine ndipo sindingathe kunena kuti ndikuthokoza kwambiri kuti ndachita izi. Ndikulakalaka anyamata inu padziko lonse lapansi ndipo mukhale omasuka kuyankha kapena kundifunsa chilichonse.
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Hey anyamata,
Ndakhala ndikusiya ma board kwakanthawi. Pambuyo podzichiritsa ndekha ndinapitirizabe ndi moyo wanga. Ndikumva kuti ndimadzikonda pokha poti sindinachite zambiri kuthandiza gulu lotsatira la anyamata omwe akuyesera kuti achire. Ndabwera ngati muli ndi mafunso. Ndikukhulupirira kuti izi sizingadzitamandire, chifukwa ndikukumbukira nthawi yomwe ndimadzimvera chisoni ndikamamva zakugonjetsedwa kwa ena. Ndikutanthauza mwanjira zolimbikitsira kwambiri. Komabe, nayi nkhani yanga…
Ndinazindikira za PIED ndili ndi zaka 24 (tsopano 26). Kuchokera ku 16-24 ndinkasewera zolaula pafupifupi tsiku lililonse. Ndakhala ndikulimbana ndi kugonana kwazaka zambiri. Sindikumva kuti ndidadzutsidwa ikafika nthawi yoti ndisindikize mgwirizano. Ndimaganiza kuti atsikanawo ndi okongola, koma D wanga samangoyankha. Zinali zoyipa. Ndinadzudzula mowa, misempha, malingaliro, ndi zina. Nditazindikira komwe kumayambitsa vuto, ndinasiya zolaula nthawi yomweyo. Ndidachita HARD MODE kwa masiku 94 (mtundu). Masiku 60 mkati, ndinagonana ndi mwana wankhuku kuchokera ku bar ndikufika pachimake ndi mnzanga kwa nthawi yoyamba. Zinali zofunikira kwambiri pamoyo wanga. Usiku wotsatira… ndinalumikizana ndi mtsikana wina wosiyana mowa! Sindinakhulupirire. haha. Patatha milungu ingapo ndidagona ndi mtsikana wina, kenako wina. Ndidakhala ndi atsikana 4 kuyambira masiku 60 mpaka 94. Ndinali wokakamira kwambiri kuthekera kosavuta kogonana. Chinali chinthu chomwe sindinkaganiza kuti ndidzatha kuchichita.
Kuyambira pomwe ndinayambiranso, ndayesetsa kukhala mwana wabwino ndikupewa zolaula ngati mliri. Ndakhala ndikudutsa komwe ndidapunthwa ndi china chotentha ndikuyang'ana china chake, ndipo… PMO. Nthawi iliyonse yomwe zimachitika, ndimadzaza ndikudandaula ndipo ndimapewa miyezi ingapo. Pazaka 2 zapitazi ndagona ndi akazi ena a 5, (9 kuyambira pomwe ndidayambiranso). Nthawi zambiri ndinali nditaledzera ndipo ndimavutikabe kusunga erection ndikufika pachimake. Sindinayambe ndakhalapo ndi chibwenzi chogonana chomwe chingandithandize "rewire".
Ndayesera zinthu zina kuti ndiphunzitse ubongo wanga / thupi langa zogonana. Ndayesera zolimba kupanga maliseche ngati kugonana. Ichi ndi chimodzi mwazinthu zovuta kwambiri zomwe ndidakumana nazo kuyambira pomwe ndidayambiranso. Sindimakonda kuseweretsa maliseche kwakanthawi. Ndimangofuna kuti ndichotse panjira kuti ndizitha kuyang'ana kwambiri zinthu zina. Izi zitha kubweretsa kukakamira kwambiri komanso kukopa kwachilendo. Nyini yeniyeni imakhala yosangalatsa kwenikweni, makamaka ikakhala ndi kondomu. Ndikuganiza kuti ndikofunikira kuti anthu azigwiritsa ntchito lube / lotion komanso kumasuka. Mwina muphatikize manja onse awiri kuti musalumikizane nthawi zonse. Chitani mwachifatse!
Komabe, ndikuganiza kuti ndachita mokwanira. Chonde khalani omasuka kulumikizana nane ndi mafunso aliwonse kapena ngati mungafune kukalankhula ndi winawake. Ndiyesera kubwera kuno masiku angapo kuti ndione.
Zabwino zonse!
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