Palibe nthabwala… kuswa unyolo kuchokera pa zolaula ndi ntchito yovuta kwambiri kuzilonda zonse kwa ine. Ndangodutsa miyezi itatu osakhala ndi "chizolowezi chomachita chizolowezi" monga momwe ndimafunira. Uku ndiye kutalikitsa kwambiri komwe ndidakhalako wopanda zolaula kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 3, ndipo ndili ndi 12 tsopano.
Izi ziyenera kukhala zovuta sh **. Ndiyenera kuti ndidaumba ubongo wanga modzidzimutsa mosazindikira m'mbuyomu, komabe sindinasiye kumenya nkhondoyo ndikunena kuti ndagonjetsedwa. Kotero tsopano miyezi 3 mkati, kutseka 4, ndinali ndi maloto onena za ine ndikuwonera zolaula ndikuzichita maliseche. Zinali ngati kuti ndasiya thupi langa ndikudziyang'ana ndekha ndikuwona chizolowezi changa chakale. Izi zakhala zamphamvu kwambiri ndimangoganiza kuti ndibwera pano ndikunena izi ndikuwona zomwe zingatulutsidwe.
Ndili wokondwa kuti ndakwanitsa, ndipo ndili ndi chidwi tsopano kuti ndipitabe patsogolo. Ndikufunanso kuwonjezera kuti zayesera mayesero ambiri, koma ndikusangalala kupereka upangiri uliwonse kwa aliyense amene angaufune ndipo ali wokonzeka kuyamba kusintha moyo wanu.
Zikomo kwambiri chifukwa chopatula nthawi yowerenga, ndipo ndikuyembekezera yankho la chilichonse chomwe chingakhale ndi maloto awa pakalipano kuti ndikwaniritse.
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Choyamba, poyambirira, ndidapita masiku anga a 45 a 60 opanda PORN, MASTURBATION, SEX, kapena ORGASM. Ndimafuna kuyambiranso molondola kotero ndidati AYI kwa izo zonse. China chake chosiyana kwambiri ndi nthawi yotsiriza yomwe ndidayesa kusiya.
Nthawi yomaliza yomwe ndimasiya kusiya, pakati pake, ndidakhala pachibwenzi pomwe ndidayamba kugonana nthawi zonse. Tsoka ilo, kulowa pachibwenzi panthawi yomwe ndinali kuchira kumatha kuwonongeka ndikuwotcha - monga zidangochitika miyezi ingapo pambuyo pake. Tsopano, sindikufuna kuti ndiwayimbe mlandu chifukwa chomwa mowa mwauchidakwa, koma ndikukhulupirira moona mtima kuti zikukhudzana ndi izi. Ndinali pafupi miyezi 2 yopanda zolaula panthawi ya chibwenzi, koma ndinayambiranso ndikadali naye. Posakhalitsa, tinasiyana.
Tsopano ndinali nditayambiranso. Pambuyo pa miyezi ingapo yobwereranso, ndidaganiza zakuwombera kanthawi kena ndikungoyang'ana pa INE, NDIPO PAMODZI. Sindikutanthauza kutuluka ndikukhala chikwama chonyamulira anthu ndikusiya moyo, azimayi, ndi ena. Zinthu za aliyense ndizosiyana, ndipo sindikudziwa komwe mwayimilira pano. Koma kwa ine, ndidaganiza tsiku lina kuti ndichitike. Palibe P, M, O, Kugonana, palibe chilichonse pakukonzanso miyezi iwiri.
Nditangoyamba kukhala womasuka kuti sindinkafunika kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula, ndinayamba kuseweretsa maliseche popanda zolaula. Sindikudziwa chifukwa chake ndinayambira izi, koma ndimangoyesera kuti mphamvu zanga zonse zogonana zizigwiritsidwa ntchito kuti ndikwaniritse zomwe ndimayenera kuchita. Tsopano ndinachita izi m'njira yomwe sindingathe kuseweretsa maliseche tsiku lililonse, nthawi iliyonse yomwe ndimafuna. Kudzipereka ndekha pakadutsa sabata kapena kupitilira apo. Palibe chomwe chidakonzedweratu kapena kukonzedwa.
M'miyezi yoyamba yopanda PMO, ndimatha kudziwa kuti ndi masiku angati opanda. Kungowonerera mndandanda ukukula kunandipangitsa kukhala wosangalala. Ndinayamba kudzikakamiza kuchita zinthu zina ndi nthawi yomwe ndikanawononga zolaula. Chilichonse: kuthamanga, kusambira, kukwera njinga, kupalasa njinga, china chogwira ntchito, ndimachita yoga, kutambasula kumathandiza kwambiri, kuyang'ana kwambiri, kusinkhasinkha, kufuna kucheza, kupita kupaki, ndimayesetsa kudzaza nthawi yanga ndi chilichonse, ndipo ndakhala ndikumverera bwino kwambiri ndekha nthawi iliyonse ndikamachita zomwe ndimacheza ndi ena. Sindinkasamala za kukhala pagulu kapena kuchita chilichonse chomwe chimakhudza anthu ena.
Monga munthu m'modzi ananenera, mutatha miyezi iwiri kapena iwiri musanachite zolaula, pali cholemetsa chomwe chimachotsedwa paphewa panu. Chidaliro chafika pachimake. Mumayamba kuzindikira momwe kusintha chinthu kumatulutsira munthu wowala kunja, ndipo kumawonetsa. Simungathe kufotokoza chifukwa chake, koma zinthu zabwino zimangoyamba kuchitika. Mwinamwake ndi malingaliro akusunthira, kukupangitsani inu kudzidalira, kudzidalira, kukhala okhoza kukweza mutu wanu mmwamba ndipo osasowa kufumbi pamapewa anu chifukwa kulibe fumbi pamenepo.
Mumayamba kutenga anthu, omwe ndi akazi, momwe iwo aliri, ndipo zinthu zomwe zimawakongoletsa. Muyamba kuwona chilichonse mosiyana ndi ena.
Zolaula ndichinthu china, zolaula zomwe zimalimbikitsa intaneti zomwe ndikudziwa zitha kuwononga. Ndidadziwitsidwa, ndidakhala komweko, koma pamapeto pake ndidaganiza kuti sizingandilamulire! Ndikutanthauza, ndikumenyedwa ndi mankhwala, mwanjira ina. Mwawona zonse. Ndinatha kuyang'ana 10 kapena makanema olaula nthawi imodzi. Kungolemba zilembo ziwiri zomalizirazi kumapangitsa kuti malingaliro anga ayendeyende mmbuyo ndikuwona zatsopano, zomwe zingandilimbikitse mopitirira kukhulupirira.
Apanso, ndikabwerera, ndimaziwombera zonse (pun). Azimayi onyozekawa ndi osayenera. Si zenizeni !!! Khalani ndi chidwi ndi akazi enieni, muwachitireni zabwino, khalani ndi maubwenzi okhalitsa, okwaniritsa, mugonane nawo moyenera. Zolaula ndizopanda pake! Komabe, ndimatha kukuwuzani zinthu zina mwatsatanetsatane ngati mukufuna.
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