Ndinayamba pmo'ing kuyambira masiku oyambirira a kusekondale. Anayamba ndi zithunzi zosakhalitsa, omaliza makanema. Ndidakumana ndi vuto lomwelo monga ena, ndidayamba ndi zachilendo ndikusunthira makanema ena ovuta. Zinafika poti zolaula "zachilendo" zimawoneka ngati zosasangalatsa. Nthawi zambiri ndinkakonda kukhala PMO kamodzi tsiku lililonse, nthawi zina kawiri koma kawirikawiri. Ndiye zonse zinasokonekera.
Panopa ndili ndi 25 ndipo ndili ndi zomwe ndimakhulupirira kuti zolaula zidapangitsa Ed. Sindingakhale wovuta kwathunthu kupulumutsa moyo wanga. Zinadziwika kwa ine nditakumana ndi mtsikana. Zizolowezi zanga zolaula zidanditsogolera tsamba la bdsm komwe mungakumane ndi ena ndipo ndidakumana ndi mtsikana pamenepo. Ndikunena kuti mtsikana koma anali wazaka za m'ma 30. Ankafuna kuti tikumane pakatha tsiku limodzi kapena awiri ndikulankhula ndipo ndidavomera. Vutolo? Ndinali namwali ndipo ndinkachita mantha kufa. Tinakumana pamalo oimikapo magalimoto ndipo tisananyamuke adandipatsa fallatio (ndikuyesera kugwiritsa ntchito mawu azachipatala kuti ndisayambitse aliyense).
M'kupita kwa miyezi ingapo yotsatira tidakumana pang'ono. Amakonda kuchita fallatio, nthawi zambiri kangapo, ndikundilola kuti ndichitenso zinthu kwa iye (ndimafotokoza mwatsatanetsatane koma sindikufuna kudzipangitsa kudwala). Pambuyo kanthawi limodzi tinaganiza zogonana. Ndinavala kondomu ndipo ndinayamba kuyenda pang'onopang'ono. Zinandivutitsa koma ndimaganiza kuti ndi misempha chabe. Tinapitilizabe kukumana ndikuyesera koma nthawi iliyonse ndimalephera. Anali womvetsetsa ndipo sanandipangitse kuti ndikhumudwe.
Kwa miyezi ingapo yotsatira timakumana ndipo ndimakhala ndi mavuto azolimba ngakhale osayesa kugonana. Ngakhale ndekha sindinathe kukhala wolimba kwathunthu. Ndikamachita pmo'ed nthawi zonse zinali zovuta 70%. Ndi iye zingakhale pafupifupi 80-90%. Pambuyo pake tidasiya msonkhano, osakhudzana ndi Ed wanga ngakhale
Mofulumira miyezi ingapo. Ndimakondabe tsiku lililonse ndipo ndimakumana ndi mtsikana watsopano. Ndiwodabwitsa komanso chilichonse chomwe ndikufuna. Timakondana kwambiri ndipo patatha mwezi timayamba kukondana. Timaganiza zogonana usiku umodzi ndipo ndili ndi zovuta zokwanira 50% ndikuganiza kuti "o mnyamata, nazi zomwe tikupitanso". Pambuyo pake timayesanso zotsatira zomwezo ndipo amayamba kumuganizira. Kenako ndidakhala mwezi wamawa ndikuyang'ana pazifukwa zilizonse. Ndinatenga zowonjezera mavitamini, palibe. Ndidapita kwa adokotala, amandiuza kuti ndili ndi thanzi labwino, amandipatsa zitsanzo za Viagra ndikunditumiza kwa urologist. Urologist amandiyang'ana, amandiuza kuti ndili bwino ndipo amandipatsa zitsanzo zina. Ndikudziwa madotolo awo koma zimangowoneka ngati zachilendo wazaka 25 yemwe ali wathanzi kwathunthu sangakhale wolimba.
Ndimafufuza pa intaneti ndikupeza yourbrainonporn ndipo zonse zimakhala zomveka. Ndakhala zaka 10 + ndikuwonera ndikuonera zolaula ndipo ndikakhala ndi msungwana weniweni sizofanana ndipo sindingakhale wovuta. Ndizowonekera kwambiri kwa ine. Ndasankha tsiku lomwelo kusiya pmo'ing kwathunthu ndikusankha O osatero ayi.
Apa ndi pamene zinthu zimakhala zovuta. Ndili ndi gf yanga ndipo akufuna kuti akhale pachibwenzi. Tsiku la 15 tidayamba kusokonekera ndipo adachita zinthu ndipo ndidatsika. Sindinali wovuta konse mpaka pomwe adayamba kugwiritsa ntchito pakamwa pake ndipo pofika nthawiyo zidatenga masekondi ochepera 30 chifukwa kwakhala kotalika kwambiri kuchokera pomwe ndidatsika. Tsiku lotsatira ndimatenga Viagra ndipo timayesa kugonana. Ndinali wolimba mwamphamvu koma ndinabwera tisanayese. Amapita ku yunivesite ndipo sindimakuwona kupatula kumapeto kwa sabata kotero masiku asanu otsatira sitichita kalikonse. Ndipo akachoka, sindimachita manyazi konse. Sanachite mo konse. Sanadutsepo malingaliro anga
Sabata yotsatira, tsiku la 20, tinagonana. Ndinatenganso Viagra ndipo ndinakhala mphindi zosakwana 2. Idayamwa koma zidachitika osachepera. Kwa masiku angapo otsatira ndinadzikweza koma sindinayambe ndawonapo zolaula kapena za MO'ing.
Tsopano zomwe ndikufuna thandizo ndi:
Zosankha zanga sizili 100% koma zasintha kwambiri kuyambira pomwe ndidayamba. Ndimapeza matabwa am'mawa tsopano komanso osasintha masiku omwe sindikuwanyengerera. Ndinganene kuti amachokera ku 70-90%. Mapiritsi amabweretsa ku 100% koma sindikufuna kuwagwiritsa ntchito. Ndimadana ndikukonzekera zogonana. Sizosangalatsa. Ndikufuna kufika 100% ndekha.
Zomwe ndikufuna kulangizidwa ndizomwe ndiyenera kuchita. Sindikulakalaka kuonera kapena MO zolaula. Zowona sindimafunanso MO nkomwe. Zimandisangalatsa kuti sindinakhalepo ndi chidwi m'masiku 23 awa. Vuto ndiloti Ine sindikuvutikira kwambiri ndipo ndili ndi gf yomwe ndikufuna kusangalala nayo. Funso langa ndiloti nditani? Sindikumva kuti kusokonekera naye ndikundibwezeretsanso. M'malo mwake zimandilimbitsa mtima kwambiri. Koma kodi ndipitilize kugwiritsa ntchito mapiritsi pomwe ndikubwezeretsanso kapena kungopita osayesa ngakhale kudwala mwina kulephera
Vuto lina lomwe ndili nalo ndilokhudza MO'ing. Ndikuganiza kuti ndikhoza kukhala MO popanda zongopeka kapena zolaula pakadali pano ndipo ndikufuna kukhala motalikirapo kuposa mphindi ya 1 pabedi. Kodi mukuganiza kuti sichingakhale choyipa kwa MO tsiku lomwelo ndikumuwona kuti ndikhoze kukhala nthawi yayitali ndikupewa MO tsiku lililonse? Ndikuganiza kuti ndafika pomwe zingachitike ndipo sizingandivutitse, apo ayi sindikanayesa.
Kapena ndiyenera kupewa chilichonse ndikupitiliza kuyambiranso ndikuyembekeza kuti ndikafika ku 100% erection? Ngati kusokoneza ndi gf yanga sikunali kulimbitsa mtima koteroko sindingasamale kudikira koma ndikukhulupirira kukuthandizani. Dongosolo langa loyambirira lidapitilirabe kusokoneza ndikugwiritsa ntchito mapiritsi mpaka nditatha. Ndikulingalira kuti izi zindiyika masiku pafupifupi 60 opanda PMO ndipo ndamva anthu akuchita bwino pamalowo. Koma ndikadakhala ndi lingaliro la ena omwe ali paulendowu nawonso. Ndikudziwa kuti mkhalidwe wanga ndi wosiyana pang'ono bc pali kuthekera kogonana koma ndikutsimikiza kuti ena atha kundithandiza.
February 27, 2013
KULUMIKIZANA NDI JOURNAL - Ulendo Wanga Wodzikonzekeretsa Ndekha (tsiku la 100 + Kubwerera Bwino, Palibenso PIED!)
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NKHANI YOSAVUTA - Yambani Ntchito Yopambana (masiku 100, PIED odwala)
June 04, 2013
Dzina langa ndi mracetoday ndipo ndine wokonda zolaula komanso ndimavutika ndi zolaula za porn.
Ndikudziwa kuti zikumveka ngati mzere wa AA koma ndiowona. Ngakhale zomwe mukufuna kuwerenga zikuwoneka zabwino, ndikuzindikira kuti izi sizinthu zomwe ndingaganize kuti "zatha" kapena "kumaliza". Uwu ndi ulendo wopitilira ndipo sindingathe kuyambiranso.
Nkhani yanga ili ngati ena pano. Ngati mukufuna kudziwa zambiri yesani zolemba zanga (ulalo uli mgulu langa) koma kwenikweni ndidayamba zolaula ndili mwana ndipo zidayamba kuipiraipira ndikuchulukirachulukira ndikamatha zaka zachinyamata. Kugonana kwanga koyamba sikunachitike mpaka nditakwanitsa zaka 20 ndipo chifukwa chogwiritsa ntchito zolaula sindinakhale wolimba. Chinali chinthu chochititsa manyazi kwambiri m'moyo wanga kukhala ndi msungwana wamaliseche patsogolo panga akufuna kugonana ndipo ndakhala pamenepo ndili ndi lick dick ndili ndi zaka 23.
Ndidapita kwa madotolo angapo omwe adandiuza kuti ndili bwino ndikupatseni mapiritsi a ED kuti ndiyesere. Adagwira ntchito koma ndidadana nazo kuzigwiritsa ntchito chifukwa ndimayenera kukonzekera zogonana. Nditatha kukhumudwa kwambiri chifukwa cha vuto langali ndinayamba kusaka intaneti ndikuyang'ana mayankho ndipo ndinapeza YBOP. Nditawerenga zonse ndidazindikira kuti panali mwayi wabwino mavuto anga okhudzana ndi zolaula ndipo ndidaganiza zongoyambiranso.
Ndinali ndi bwenzi lokhazikika poyambira pomwe ndinayambiranso ndipo tinayamba kukhala pachibwenzi. Posafuna kunena chilichonse chokhudza zomwe ndinali kuvutika (ngakhale tinayesetsa kugonana ndipo sitinathe chifukwa sindinakhale wolimba) ndinangoganiza zololeza chilichonse chomwe chachitika pakati pathu kuti chichitike. Ndidawerenga kuti rewiring itha kuthandizira kufulumizitsa njirayi kotero sindimamva kuti ndi nkhani yayikulu bola ngati nthawi yokhayo yomwe ndimatsikira inali ndi iye.
Pa masiku oyambirira a 60 ndinangopita kangapo ndipo MO'd kamodzi kokha. Sindinayambe ndawonapo zolaula. Pamapeto pa nthawi yoyambiranso ndimatha kukhala ndi erection yayitali yokwanira yogonana koma sizinali zomwe ndimafuna momwe ndimakhalira kotero ndidaganiza zopitiliza ndikuyambiranso.
Padziko lonse la 90 gf yanga idagawika. Kunali kutha koyipa kwambiri ndipo m'maganizo ndidawonongeka. Ndinakhumudwa kwambiri ndipo ndinayamba zolaula kuti ndikwaniritse izi. Nditapita masiku pafupifupi 90 ndidabwereranso ku PMO ndipo ndatsala pang'ono kuwononga zonse zomwe ndidapanga mpaka pano. Zizindikiro za PIED zidabwerera ndipo ndidayamba kuchita mantha koma ndinali wovuta kwambiri sindimadziwa choti ndichite.
Kuzungulira tsiku 100 ndidasankha kuti ndikufunanso kuyambiranso. Nthawiyi zinali zokhudzana ndikubweza malingaliro anga anzeru ndikupewa zolaula komanso PMO. Tsoka ilo (kapena mwamwayi kutengera momwe mukuwonera) Ndidamaliza kukumana ndi mtsikana wina ndipo tidagwirizana kwambiri mwachangu ndipo ubale unatsatilapo pambuyo pake. Ndinazindikira kuti zolaula zikundipweteketsanso ndikuziperekanso ndikuyang'ana pa iye.
Patadutsa pafupifupi mwezi umodzi nditayambiranso masiku 90 ndikunyadira kunena kuti ndakhala ndikugonana ndikukhala ndi moyo wathanzi ndipo ndimatha kupeza zosankha za 100% ndikusungabe pogonana. Poganizira pa Tsiku 1 sindinathe kukhala wovuta konse, ndekha kapena ndi mtsikana, ndine wokondwa kuti kuyambiranso kwandithandiza kuti ndidzipezenso. Ndikumva ngati ndiyenera ndipo ndimamvanso ngati mwamuna. Moyo wanga wasinthiratu ndipo sindinakhale wokondwa kwanthawi yayitali.
Kwa inu omwe angoyamba kumene kapena kudabwa ngati izi zikugwira ntchito, ndikutsimikizira kuti zikugwira ntchito. Ndikukumbukira pomwe ndidayamba pano ndimawerenga nkhani zopambana ndikuganiza kuti "izi zikuwoneka ngati zabwino kwambiri" kapena "izi zikuwoneka ngati zitenga kwamuyaya". Inde, ndi ntchito yolimbika ndipo inde, zingatenge kanthawi koma ndizofunika kwambiri. Moyo wanu udzakhala bwino kwambiri ndipo mudzawona zabwino zake. Kodi kusiya masiku 90 sikuyenera kukhala ndi moyo wogonana?
Kwa iwo omwe ayambiranso kale ndipo kukayika kukukulowerera (zimatero ndi aliyense, inenso ndikuphatikizira) pitirizani. Uli pafupi kufika ndipo pali kuunika kumapeto kwa mseuwo. Khalani nacho ndipo mubwere kuno kuti muthandizidwe. Tonsefe tili mu izi limodzi. Zolaula zimawononga miyoyo yathu yonse ndipo tikufunika kumamatirana kuti tiwonetsetse kuti sizichitika.
Ngati muli ndi mafunso mumakhala omasuka kufunsa komanso kudwala yesani kuyankha ndikuyang'ana buku lathu kuti mupeze chidule chambiri ndikuwona zomwe zinali kuyenda m'mutu mwanga panthawi yoyambiranso (ndimasinthirabe nthawi ndi nthawi).
Koposa zonse, musataye mtima…
June 12, 2013,
Zinandivuta kukhala wolimba pomwe MO'ing. Ndimachitabe. Ndizovuta tsopano kuti ndiyambe kutembenuka. Koma ndani amasamala? Nkhani yayikulu ndiyotembenuzidwa ndi mkazi. Ndipo tangoganizani, thupi lanu limakhala ndi waya kuti muchite izi. Chifukwa chake mukayambiranso kuyambiranso mumabwezeretsa ku chilengedwe chake. Mudzatsegulidwa ndi akazi. Thupi lanu linapangidwa kuti lizichita izi. Ndikuvutikabe kuti ndidzipezere 100% erection ndekha koma kukhudza kamodzi kuchokera ku gf yanga ndipo ndili wokonzeka kupita.
Ngati mukulephera kulimba, musadandaule za izi. Izi zimangotanthauza kuti mukufunika nthawi yochulukirapo. Chowonadi chakuti mukuvutikira tulo ndi chizindikiro chachikulu. Koma simungayike zonse momwe mulili ovuta. Zinthu zoyambira momwe zimasangalatsira. Musaganize kuti "Dick wanga ndi wovuta bwanji pakadali pano, ndikhulupilira kuti sinditaya izi, ndikhulupilira kuti akusangalala nazo izi" Ndi zina zonse pitani mukasangalale.
Lero m'mawa ndimasokonezeka ndi gf yanga. Tinagonana usiku watha ndipo tinayambiranso m'mawa uno koma thupi langa linali litangokwanira ndikulephera kuligwira motero ndinayenera kusiya. Anakhumudwa kuti ndataya erection ndipo sindinatsike koma ndinamwetulira ndikuti "izi zikutanthauza kuti kudwala kudzakhala bwino nthawi ina". Ndisanayambirenso ndimachita manyazi ndi izi koma tsopano ndikudziwa kuti ndi vuto laling'ono chabe ndipo sindinali wokonzeka. Sichinthu chachikulu.
Chowonadi ndichakuti ngakhale sitinakhalepo ndi PIED kale, pangakhale masiku omwe sitingathe kuchita momwe timaganizira. Zimachitika. Ndipo ngati zitero, musataye mtima. Thupi lanu limafuna kupumula. Sindinagone usiku watha komanso ndinali nditasowa madzi m'thupi. Kuphatikiza kwa ziwirizi kunapangitsa kuti zikhale zovuta kuti ndizilimbikira. Ngati chidaliro changa chikadakhala chochepa, zikadakhala zowononga m'maganizo. Koma ndikudziwa nthawi ina pamene iye ndi ine tidzakumana tonse zonse zikhala bwino
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