Ndikhulupirira kuti ndiyenera kulandira posankha bulu wamtundu wazitali popeza ndili ndi nyenyezi yanga ya buluu. Izi zikupita.
Mbuyo Ndine wamwamuna wazaka 25 yemwe ndidakulira m'banja lachi Evangelical mutawuni yaying'ono yamatchalitchi momwe ndidakulira ndi mauthenga otsutsana kwambiri pazakugonana, monga “Kuseweretsa maliseche ndi tchimo”. Kuphatikiza pa izi makolo anga anayesetsa kutikhazika m'malo otetezeka, ochita zachiwerewere kwambiri, tidakulira mopanda kuwonetsera makanema ndi ma TV ambiri (pokemon anali woipa, harry woumba anali woipa), pomaliza ndinapeza kompyuta ku 16, intaneti ku 17.
Ndakhala ndikudziyimira pawokha kwazaka zisanu ndi ziwiri, ndabwereranso m'makontinenti aku 7 akunja (ndekha mochulukira), ndikudziyesa digiri yoyamba. Ngakhale ndimakhala ndi abwenzi ambiri komanso kukhala waluso wolipira ndidakwanitsa kusunga unamwali wanga mpaka 2, ndipo ndinkalimbana ndimagulu obwerezabwereza okhumudwitsa komanso nkhawa pakati pa azimayi.
Miyezi Yotsatira ya 3 Ndidangopunthwa pamalopo December watha. Ndinali nditangomaliza kumene maphunziro ndipo ndimayesanso moyo wanga, magawo anali atatsala pang'ono kutha, ndipo ndinali ndisanawone kwenikweni zolaula zamtundu wa zolaula (PMO 1 / tsiku, nthawi zonse ndi P) monga chinthu chomwe chingakhale chikuthandizira pazinthu zanga zazikulu . Anaonera mavidiyo angapo pa Nofap.org ndipo adangochita adadandaula, sindinazionepo izi kale?
Mwezi woyamba ukhoza kukhala wosalala, ngakhale osakwanira. Ndidalimbikitsa zopempha zanga kuti ndizichita, (Ndakhala ndikuchepa kwambiri moyo wanga wonse) ndipo mwachangu kwambiri ndidamva kuti ubale woyamba wa 1-2 sabata-mu pro-life pro-life umakhudza. Ndinamva chotero mpumulo nditazindikira chizolowezi choyipa chomwe ndidakhala kapolo wakhungu kwa zaka zambiri.
Kenako, china chake chamisala chinachitika. Yemwe amagona naye anali akutuluka ndikufunika malo ogona pang'ono, anali mnzake wapamtima komanso a msungwana wabwino wachikhristu (Ndine osati chikhristu, ndimachita zamatsenga, koma panali china chake chosangalatsa kwambiri pankhaniyi). Ndidamuitanira kuti agundane nane, ndipo tawonani, mausiku atatu otsatira tidagawana mbiya ndipo tinataya v-khadi yanga. Unali usiku wa 3 wokha pomwe sindinapeze PIED, ndipo sindinapemphe bwenzi labwino kuti likhale pamenepo.
Kwa kanthawi atachoka m'tawuni ndidasokonekera, chaser zimakhudza ndinagunda kwambiri, ndinakhudzidwa kwambiri. Ndinadzikakamiza kutuluka momwe ndingathere. Ndinayamba kuwona msungwana wina yemwe sindinali woti ndimuiwale womaliza, ndipo kuti nditsimikizire ndekha kuti nditha kuthana ndi nkhawa yomwe idandivuta moyo wanga wonse. Ndinali ndi PIED, koma sichinali chowopsa, ndipo nditha kugonjetsedwa ndi chipiriro pang'ono.
Mwezi watha unali wamphamvu kwambiri. Ndinabwereranso ku zojambula zolimbitsa thupi, komabe ndinali wokonda kucheza kwambiri ndikugwira ntchito pafupipafupi. Zilimbikitso zinali zamphamvu kuposa kale koma ine ndidakwanitsa.
Ndikuganiza kuti ndikufuna kupitilirabe mpaka masiku a 120, kapenanso kufikira mwayi wanga wotsatira zogonana. Vuto ili zosintha moyo za ine, ngakhale ndidazindikira kuti ndikungolimbikitsa nyonga ndi mikhalidwe yomwe ine kale, koma anayesedwa kuti asagwiritse ntchito.
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