INITIAL POST
Ndamenya nkhondo ya ED zaka 4 zapitazi. Ndinali ndi bwenzi lakutali kwakanthawi, ndipo PMO inali chida changa chachikulu chogonana. Pa nthawi imeneyi, ndinakhala chitsanzo cha momwe zolaula zimasokonezera malingaliro ndi thupi la munthu wazaka 20 wazaka zosamvetseka.
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Ndisanayambe nofap, ndimatsegula makanema okwanira khumi panthawi imodzi ndikudumpha aliyense kuti ndipeze mawonekedwe "abwino". Kukonda kwanga zolaula kunayamba kuchoka molunjika, kink, kugonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha, ngakhale zolaula zolaula pomwe munthu "wowongoka" "adakopeka" - zonsezi ndikupeza zachilendo ubongo wanga unali usanakhalepo (zomwe zidayamba kuvuta pezani). Ndidakayikira zachiwerewere ndipo ndinadziika m'manda pansi pa phiri lamanyazi ndi chisokonezo - kuti ndikonzekere. Ndinkadwala matenda ovutika maganizo, ndinkadzikana ndi anthu, ndipo ndinayamba kukhala munthu yemwe sindinakhalepo naye kale. Mwachidule, ndimamira mmenemo.
Sindinayike 2 + 2 palimodzi mpaka nditawerenga YBOP ndi chidziwitso china pa r / nofap.
Sindikudziwa zomwe mukufuna kusiya, koma ine ndekha anali e-fucking-nough zamanyazi, nkhawa, kudzimvera chisoni, komanso manyazi zomwe zidabwera chifukwa cha kuchuluka kwazinthu zomwe ndinkachita. nthawi yomwe lingaliro lidadutsa m'mutu mwanga kuti ndibwererenso, ndimangoganiza zamanyazi amenewo ndipo zakonza njira yanga.
Sindikufunanso kukhala munthu amene amapewa kugonana ndi msungwana yemwe amagona pafupi ndi ine chifukwa ndimaopa kuti ndisakhalenso wolimba. Sindikufuna kukambirana ndi mtsikana wamaliseche m'chipinda chamdima momwe ndimayenera kumuuza kuti malingaliro anga ali ponseponse chifukwa cha ntchito, nkhani zandalama, Et al. Ndatsala pang'ono kunamizira kuti ndili ndi kachasu pomwe ndidangomwa mowa pang'ono. Mwakutero, Ndikudwala komanso kutopa chifukwa cha zolaula komanso maliseche zomwe zandichitira.
Chifukwa chake ... ndikuchitapo kanthu kuti ndidzipulumutse ndekha. Ndili ndi masiku 48 okha paulendowu, koma sindinakhalepo wotsimikiza kuti zomwe ndikuchita ndizabwino kwa ine kuposa momwe ndikuchitira pakadali pano, ngakhale ndikudziwonetsa pang'ono pakadali pano. Chidaliro changa chikukula. Ndili ndi masamba 756 akuwerenga Nkhondo ndi Mtendere. Ndapanga mawonekedwe ndikuyamba njira yoyambira bizinesi yanga. Ndikutuluka ndikakumana ndi atsikana ndikudzilimbitsa mtima komwe sindinakhalepo nako kale. Ndikudalira dongosololi ndipo likuthandiza kwambiri. Sindinagonanepo kuyambira pomwe ndinayamba nofap, koma ndikudziwa kuti nthawi ikafika ndidzakhala wokonzeka kuchita. Ine ndikutsimikiza za izo.
Ndalemba izi pang'ono kuti nonse amene mukuvutika adziwe kuti simuli nokha. Padzakhala nthawi zovuta mtsogolo, koma phindu kumapeto kwake lidzakhala lofunika kwambiri. Mutha kubwerera ku zomwe mudali, kapena kukhala wamkulu kuposa kale, zogonana kapena zina. Ndikukulimbikitsani kuti mupirire nawo ndikudalira dera lino mukakumana ndi zovuta. Chithandizo pano chakhala thanthwe langa kangapo, ndipo ndikutsimikiza kuti chidzakhalanso mtsogolomo.
Ndikuwonani pa Tsiku 90 ndikutsatira. AMA.
KULUMIKIZANA -Tsiku Langa 48 Catharsis
by Chopanga
Bwezeretsani masiku 90 - Tsiku 89 kapena: Momwe ndidaphunzirira Kuti Ndisiye Ku kuda nkhawa ndi Kukonda Mipira ya Buluu
“Inde, aha, kutopa kwakukulu… kudzimva wopanda pake kunatsatira. Mwamwayi ine… ndinatha kumasulira izi moyenera. Kutayika kwenikweni. ” - General Jack D. Ripper ("Dr. Strangelove").
Mawa ndi Tsiku langa 90. Kuyambira Epulo 19th ndakhala ndikudziwiratu mwayi wopeza zolaula, maliseche, kapena zonse ziwiri. Ndiwo masiku 89. Mawa ndimaliza gawo loyamba laulendo wanga.
Monga ine ndiriri adagawana apa kale, Ndinayamba NoFap Challenge chifukwa ndinali kudwala komanso kutopa ndikhale 20-kena kokhala ndi lick dick. Pokhala munthu wathanzi, wokonda kucheza nawo zidakwiyitsa kwambiri kuti ndimawopa kubweretsa mtsikana kunyumba chifukwa cha zomwe ndikudziwa tsopano kuti ndikupangitsa zolaula ku ED. PMO adandisiya ndikumva ngati Gen. Ripper… "kutopa kwakukulu", "kudzimva wopanda pake", chilichonse. Kunali kundipha mkati.
Izo zasinthidwa tsopano. Sindikukhulupirira kwa mphindi imodzi kuti ndachiritsidwa kwathunthu, ndipo sindinakhalepo ndi mphamvu zazikulu monga anthu ena, koma pakhala pali kusintha kwakukulu, koonekera mmoyo wanga. Ndinangogonana kamodzi m'masiku anga oyamba a 89 (kuzungulira pakati), koma usiku womwewo ndidakumbutsidwa momwe zimakhalira zosangalatsa kukhala munthawiyo ndi munthu wina ndipo ndidasangalala kwambiri. Zinali zachilendo kukhala ndi chidaliro chambiri pamaluso anga nditalimbana kwanthawi yayitali. Ndine wokondwa kwambiri nthawi ina.
Komabe, pali zinthu pafupifupi chikwi zomwe ndinganene pakadali pano, koma ndikungofuna kuthokoza aliyense mdera lino amene adandithandizira komanso mawu abwino. Ndikukhulupirira kuti sindikanatha kuchita popanda r / nofap. Inu anyamata mumenyetsa bulu ndipo chifukwa chake ndikungofuna kunena momwe ndimayamikirira zonse.
Sindikufuna kuyimitsa chifukwa ndidakwanitsa kukhala 90. NoFap Challenge idasintha momwe ndimakhalira moyo wanga. Kwa nthawi yoyamba munthawi yayitali ndikukhala wopanda manyazi, kukhumudwa, kukhumudwa, ndi zina zambiri. Ndikumva bwino monga ndakhala ndikuchitira zaka zambiri ndipo sindikuganiza kuti ndikudzipereka nthawi iliyonse mtsogolomo. Sizofunika kwenikweni.
Zabwino zonse, Fapstronauts! Ndikhala pano ngati mungandifune!
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