Kuchera zero mpaka 100. Moni every1, ndine Aiyuris, bambo wazaka 25 yemwe amakhala ku Italy. Ndinazindikira gulu ili ngati 10 miyezi yapitayo. Kwa ine tsopano, zili ngati zaka makumi kutali ndi zenizeni. Koma tiyeni tiyambe pang'onopang'ono….
Mu Januwale wa 2012 ndidasankha kusintha moyo wanga, ndinali wosungulumwa, ndili wachisoni komanso ndili pafupi ndi nkhawa yayikulu, ndimasewera masewera azoseweretsa mavidiyo tsiku lonse, ndikukhulupirira kuti, moyo wamasewera mavidiyo, ndipo inali njira yokhayo yodzipewera zoona zomvetsa chisoni zomwe ndinapanga. Chifukwa chosaganizira izi. Njira yokhayo yopewera kuzunzika, kuyembekezera zakunja kuti ndisinthe ...
OFC, ndinali ndi anzanga apamtima ochepa nthawi imeneyo, anthu ochepa anali owona, ndipo nthawi zambiri, ndimacheza nawo ndikungosewera masewera a pa intaneti kapena kucheza. Palibe kulumikizana kwenikweni.
moyo wanga wogonana unalidi zero, wopanda abwenzi achikazi, opanda anthu oti andithandizire kupeza 1, komanso osadziwa kuyanjana ndi mtsikana aliyense konse….
Sindinadziwe momwe ndingathetsere mavutowo, ndipo ndinalibe mphamvu yochita chilichonse. Mpaka tsiku la 1, mzanga yemwe adandidziwitsa mbali yamabuku amakono omwe ine ndidabisala kwathunthu mumithunzi: Dziko lodzikonzera lokha…
zinali ngati kuwala kwa thambo mumlengalenga ... china chake chinasuntha ... chikhulupiriro chayiwalika ndi chisangalalo chomwe ndinali ndikuyamba kubwerera. Ndinayamba kuwerenga mabuku ena, ndipo ndinapezanso chikhulupiriro komanso mphamvu kuti ndikhale ndi moyo wosintha ndekha. Ndidayamba kukhala ndi CHIKHULUPIRIRO CHEMA !!!
Chifukwa chake, kuyambira Januware mpaka nthawi yachilimwe, ndidayamba kudzipereka ndekha, PA LAST 3 HOURS patsiku lakuwerenga ndikuwona zinthu pa intaneti zokhudzana ndi SELF IMPROVURE (kwenikweni ntchito zambiri mu gawo ili), DYNAMICS YOSAVUTA NDI PSYCHOLOGY YA MAKA NDI ANTHU. Ndinkasunga kalendala, ya momwe zinthu zikuyendera, kotero ndimatha kuwona ngati tsiku la 1 ndidachita maola ochepa kapena ndikadumpha kwathunthu, kuti nditha kubwezanso maola ena tsiku lina.
Miyezi inadutsa, ndipo ndimakhala ndikuzimiririka, ndikuyamba kudzikhulupirira kwambiri tsiku ndi tsiku. Izi zidakulitsa kwambiri kudzidalira kwanga, chisangalalo changa ndi moyo wanga wamakhalidwe.
Ndidali wokondwa mulimonse, kuyambira Januware ndidachita kupita patsogolo kwambiri, ndikudziwa anthu ambiri atsopano. Makinawo anali kuyenda mbali yabwino.
Koma ...
China chake sichinasowe, china chomwe chikanandipatsa PUSH yomaliza pakusintha KAMPONI !!! Ndipo ... sindinadziwe kuti chinali chiyani.
Ndinkakonda kwambiri zolaula komanso maliseche; Ndidazindikira ndekha kuti iyi inali nkhani yayikulu, chifukwa zimandipangitsa kukhala wachuma komanso wopanda chidwi. Kenako ndidakafufuza ndikuyang'ana zambiri zokhudzana ndi momwe zimapangira thupi lathu, komanso zomwe ndidapeza ZOFUNIKIRA KWAMBIRI…
Chilichonse chomwe chili m'dera lino ndipo chikuwerenga mabuloguwa mwina mukudziwa zonse zomwe zimachitika mukamayang'ana zolaula, kapena kuseweretsa maliseche, kotero sindingafotokoze mwatsatanetsatane momwe ubongo umachitikira komanso thupi, machitidwe a nyama…
Ndinazindikira kuti ndiyenera KUSITSITSA maliseche kwathunthu komanso CHIWEREZO. Inali kuyamba kwa Juni. Ndimafuna kuyesa ndikuwona zotsatira zake, monga aliyenseXXUMUM pano akudziwa; linali gehena loyendetseratu ... palibe chomwe chovuta kwambiri chomwe ndidayamba ndidachita m'moyo wanga mpaka tsiku lijalo. NDIMADZIWA.
KOMA ndidadzuka, ndikuyesera ndikuyesera, ndimapitiliza kuwonjezera chowonjezera changa, tsiku ndi tsiku, kenako ndikulephera, kenako kudzutsidwa, ndi zina zambiri, mpakana, nditapeza kakhalidwe kabwino ndipo ndinadzilimbikitsira kuti NDIPE, NDINAKUFUNA KUTI PANGANI, NDINAYESA KUTI NDISINTHA NDINAKU NDIPO NONSE MUKUFUNA !!!!
Ndidazindikira kuti sabata yoyamba, sindikufunanso kudziseweretsa maliseche, KOMA kulakalaka kwanga kuti ndione zolaula kudali KWAMBIRI, ndikutha kudziwa, INSANE. Ili linali vuto lalikulu kwa ine, kusiya kuyang'ana ziwonetsero zoyipazi, ndinali namwali panthawiyo, choncho sindinadziwe momwe kugonana kwenikweni kunalawa, kotero ndimapitiliza kudzithandiza ndekha kuyang'ana zinthuzo, pomwe ndimapita Kugonana koyamba, ndinali wokonzeka… POPANDA CHONSE CHOKHALA, NDIKULIMBITSE .....
Ndinali ndi nthawi yovuta kwambiri kuyesa kuyimitsa, koma chifukwa cholimbikitsidwa kwambiri komanso thandizo la dera lalikulu lino ndidasiya kuyang'ana. Ndinaikanso fayilo yoteteza ya k9, ngati mawu achinsinsi: "Osatero!" Choncho ndinayeneranso kutayipa kuti ndinali wonyoza.
Pambuyo pazowongolera, ndinali kuvutikabe kuti ndikwaniritse zovutazi, ndikukhala ndekha m'mbali imeneyi ya moyo wanga. Ndinali kuyang'anabe zolaula, kumuzunza, koma sanali kuseweretsa maliseche. Nthawi zambiri ndinali wosasangalatsa kucheza ndi anthu, ndipo sindimamva bwino ndikulankhula nawo. Chifukwa chake zinthu zolaulazi ziyenera kusiya, kapena palibe chomwe chikasintha.
Pambuyo pakuzindikira, 30th ndidasankha kusiya kuyang'ana zolaula, ndikumenya maliseche, ndipo ine kumene ine wotsutsana naye woyamba ndidayamba, ndinasankha kukhala ndi moyo popanda iwo, kuti nditha kuyang'ana kwambiri pazowona.
Kuyambira pamenepo, ndidayamba kuwona msungwana; kusinthika kwa nkhaniyo ndizovuta kwambiri, zovuta zambiri komanso zoyipa zidachitika nthawi izi pakati pa iye ndi ine, koma NDINABADZA ZINTHU.
NDIMAKUDZIWITSANI KUTI, SINDINAKHALITSE CHINTHU CHONSE CHIMENE NDINACHITA KUTI NDISunge UBWENZI WANGA NGATI NDINALI WANGA WOKHA, WOYAMBA, WOTSATIRA NDIPO NDI WOTUWA.
Ndidagonana ndi msungwana uyu nthawi yoyamba, kuyambira pamenepo, zovuta zambiri za iye, koma ndimadzigwira ndekha, ndinali STEEL, NDIRI STEEL, palibe chomwe chimandisuntha.
Ndikukhulupirira kuti munthu wabwinobwino, wopanda mphamvu yakukhulupirira pa iye yekha komanso mphamvu zopanda pake zomwe kuyimitsa maliseche ndi zolaula zingakupatseni, atha kusiyanitsa ubalewo.
Tsopano ndili pachibwenzi naye mosangalala, ndipo popeza ndinali ndi nyumba yaying'ono yopanda kanthu ndidapeza mwayi wokhala naye kumeneko, ndipo kuyambira Januwale tikukhalira limodzi mosangalala ndipo ndigwira ntchito zonse kuzisunga monga ziliri tsopano!
Zomwe ndimafuna ndikuuzeni ndikuti: Kudzikhulupirira wekha, kugwira ntchito mwa iwe wekha, ndiyo njira yokhayo yowonjezera chisangalalo m'moyo wanu, palibe njira ina. Muyenera kuchita izi. NDINAYESA, NDIFUNA KUCHITA. Ndipo zotsatira zake zilipo. ASATSITSIDWE KUCHOKA. DZANZANI CHOLINGA kukumbukira komwe kumakhala zovuta. MUTHA KUTI MUZichita izi, MONGA momwe NDINAPANGIRA. MALO OGULITSIRA. MUTHA!!!!
Gulu lino komanso anthu pano komanso zomwe ndimalimbikitsa, chikhulupiriro komanso kulimba mtima zandithandiza kubadwanso, inunso mutha kuchita zomwezo.
Zabwino zonse ndikuthandizira anthu ammudzi nthawi zonse, chifukwa nthawi zonse pamakhala ena1 omwe amafunikira thandizo lanu, kufalitsa mawu adzikoli. AliyenseXXUMUM ayenera kudziwa. Ndimayamikiranso ndekha kuti ndawonetsa kuti nditha kuchita, ndipo ndiyenera. Muli nonse oyenera mkhalidwe wabwino koposa womwe mungaganizire. Ndife mphamvu, palibe chomwe chingatiletse.
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