Moni,
Ndine Fap womasuka kuyambira masiku 10 tsopano, ndipo ndizosadabwitsa kuti ndikusinthidwa bwanji kukhala munthu. Ndimayang'ana anthu m'maso ndikamalankhula, ndimalakalaka kucheza ndi anthu, ndikuyankhula ndi atsikana, ndimakhala wotentha tsiku lonse, NDIMAKHALA NDI MOYO. Ndinayamba kukula ndili ndi zaka 10, ndipamene mavuto anga adayamba ... Ndinapezeka kuti ndili ndi Asperger syndrome ndili ndi zaka 17 ndipo zimangotsikira pamenepo. Sanathe kutuluka pabedi, kugona maola 20 motsatira mosavuta, Galamukani usiku ndi zina zambiri.
Tsopano popanda kukula ndikumva bwino kuposa kale lonse ndipo sindinamvepo motere, Zomveka bwino, Palibe utsi wamaubongo, ndi momwe anthu ambiri amamvera zaka zonsezi ??? omg, izi ndizosavuta… moyo unali wovuta kwambiri kwa ine. Tsopano ndikhoza kutuluka panja nthawi iliyonse yomwe ndikufunanso, kupita kwa mnzanu, kukakumana ndi anthu. Kodi kuledzera ndikukula kunasokoneza moyo wanga?
Sindikukhulupirira ndimaganiza zodzipha kwazaka zambiri pomwe moyo ungakhale wokongola chonchi. Ndikumwetulira tsiku lonse. WTF MUNTHU !!! Sindidzapezanso. IZI NDI ZABWINO KUDZIWA ZOONA. Sindinavomerezepo kuti ndili ndi matenda a Asperger, ndimangonena kuti pali china chake cholakwika ndi ine… Nthawi zonse ndimakhala wotopa kwambiri. Koma palibe amene amafuna kundikhulupirira.
Pff, ndilibe mawu kwa anyamatawa. Ndikuganiza kuti kuchepa kumasokoneza ma cortisol ndi ma dopamine, kutulutsa dopamine yambiri kuubongo kwakanthawi kochepa. Low cortisol amafotokoza chifukwa chake sindinathe kudzuka m'mawa ndipo ndinali wogalamuka usiku. Ndipo miyezi ingapo yapitayo inali yovuta kwambiri kotero kuti ndimatha kusuntha nthawi zina. Ndikulingalira otsika dopamine, nthawi zina ndimakhala pakama koma sindimatha kusuntha thupi langa.
WOW MAN JOW WOW, sindikukhulupirirabe izi. Ngakhale tsitsi langa ndi lakuthwa, sindilinso wotumbululuka, ndilibe matumba pansi pamaso panga. Nchifukwa chiyani madokotala sakudziwa za izi? Kapena amadziwa koma sasamala za izo? Ndizomveka bwino kuti kuseweretsa maliseche kumatha kubweretsa kusintha kwa mahomoni mukamaganiza.
Ndinazindikiranso kuti OCD yanga yatsala pang'ono kutha, omg. Nthawi zambiri ndimatha kulemba mutu wapamwamba ndikuwerenga maulendo 10 kuti ndiwone ngati ndalakwitsa. Sindikusamalanso, nyumba yanga ndi nyansi, sindisamala .. Ndikuyang'ana, sindimadwalanso mutu.
WOWOWOOWOWOWWOWOW ndimakukonda nonse. PALIBE FAP 4 MOYO.
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