Ndakhala ndikupuma kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 14 ndipo ndili ndi 26 tsopano. Ndikuyimira chifukwa ndikuyembekeza kuwonjezera kuchuluka kwanga kwa testosterone tsopano popeza ndili pamakina opangira magetsi. Kuphatikiza apo, umboni wam'mbuyomu umandipangitsa kukhulupirira kuti ndimakhala ndi chidaliro ndikamasiya (ndipo nditha kugwiritsa ntchito thandizo lililonse lomwe ndingapeze mu dipatimenti yaubwenzi). Koma sindikufuna kupanga izi kukhala chithandizo-zonse monga ndachitira ndi zinthu zambiri m'mbuyomu; tiyeni tingowona zomwe zikuchitika. Limbikitsani.
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Masiku a 6: Ndayiwala momwe zimamvekera kukhala horny. Ndizopenga kwambiri. Ndiyenera kutuluka mnyumba kuti ndilingalire izi.
Masiku a 19: Ndidapita kumabala kale koyamba kuyambira pomwe ndidayamba. Sindinakhale wopambana kwambiri ndi akazi. Ndinkacheza nawo kumanzere ndi kumanja; ngakhale anasiya ndi nambala yafoni. Ndizopusa momwe ndidalimba mtima pochita izi. Ndimaganiza kuti anthu akukokomeza zovuta za nofap koma ndikuyamba kukhulupirira ...
Masiku a 24: Ndakhala ndikulota maloto odabwitsa kwambiri; ambiri aiwo amagonana koma osakhudzana kwenikweni ndi kugonana. Kuphatikiza apo ndikhala wopenga kwambiri nthawi yayitali kwambiri; sizimawoneka kuti zimabwera nthawi zina zomwe ndimayembekezera. Ndipezanso mafunde akudzidalira kuti sindingathe kuchokapo. Ndikuganiza kuti ndikuphatikiza kwa nofap, powerlifting, ndi kudya wathanzi.
Masiku a 33: Ndikumva ngati kudalira kwanga kwatsala pang'ono kubwerera komwe anali; yomwe inali yotsika kwambiri. Sindikulimbikitsidwa kwenikweni. Masiku anga ku bwalo lochitira masewera olimbitsa thupi ndiabwino kwambiri ndipo ndakhala ndikutha kupitiliza pulogalamu yanga mosasinthasintha. Sindimachita manyazi nthawi zambiri koma ndikakhala kuti ndizovuta. Ndakhala wolimba komabe. AMA waposachedwa wokhala ndi hule la Bunny Ranch adatsala pang'ono kundiponya m'galimoto ngakhale.
Masiku a 37: Ndinaganiza kuti ndimakonda kugwiritsa ntchito intaneti mwachisawawa kotero ndikuyesera kuchepetsa maola anga pa intaneti. Kuchita nofap kumandipatsa chidaliro cholimba kuti ndichite bwino m'malo ena. Osati chifukwa cha mphamvu zina za nofap, koma chifukwa chodziwa kuti ndili ndi mphamvu zopanga zisankho.
Masiku a 45: Ogwira nawo ntchito limodzi tidatuluka sabata yatha ndipo ndinali ndi nthawi yabwino (ndimakonda kudana). Panali phwando la bachelorette lomwe linali kupita kutchire ndipo ndimatha kulowa nawo. Monga bwana wa fuckin. Pomaliza usiku womwewo ndimapusitsana pang'ono ndi m'modzi mwaomwe ndimagwira nawo ntchito ndipo kumapeto kwa sabata ino tikhala tikucheza. Sindikunena kuti nofap imakupatsani inu chidaliro koma zikuwoneka kuti zikuthandizani mukaziphatikiza ndikugwira ntchito bwino, kugona bwino, ndi kudya moyenera. Sabata ino ndikupita kukalasi ya BBQ, ndikulowa nawo kalabu ya Jeep komwe sindimadziwa aliyense, ndikuphunzira kalasi yophikira. Ndikhoza kunena kuti ndili ndi zolimbikitsa zambiri lol. Komanso, ndinali ndi maloto ogonana posachedwa omwe amaphatikizapo zachilendo zogonana koma osatuluka usiku; zosangalatsa.
Masiku a 54: Kunyenga ndi wogwira naye ntchito ndinaganiza kuti silolakwika. Mphekesera anali kuti anali kusangalala ndi chibwenzi koma sindimakhala pachibwenzi ndi anzanga akuntchito. Chifukwa chake ndidamuuza kuti ndipo tsopano ndikumva ngati zoyipa pazifukwa zina; ngati ndinasiya umodzi mwa mwayi wosowa womwe ndimapeza pokopa azimayi. Ndinalembetsa ku Match masabata angapo apitawa koma izi zikuwonetsanso kuti ndizosowa. Sindinakhale ngati wowopsa ngati momwe ndinali pachiyambi. Kuphatikiza apo, ndikakhala, zimangokhala nthawi zosasintha. Sindikuwoneka wokondwa kwambiri poyang'ana mkazi wokongola. Ndikumva ngati ndikadali ndi miyezo yonyansa yomwe ndidachita NoFap isanachitike (yomwe ndikuganiza kuti chinali chizindikiro cha zolaula zambiri). Ndimathabe kupita kumalo ochitira masewera olimbitsa thupi mosalekeza koma cholinga changa pachinthu china chilichonse ndi chotsika kwambiri. Ine ndikuyembekeza izo basi "mdima kwambiri mbandakucha" mtundu wa chinthu.
Masiku a 62: Ndidapita tsiku lomwe ndidapeza kuchokera ku Match.com. Ndidakhala chete koma sindinali mtundu uliwonse wa Rico Sauve. Ndikuganiza kuti padzakhala tsiku lachiwiri 🙂 Ili mwina ndi tsiku langa loyamba kwenikweni zaka zingapo, kapena kupitilira apo. Zakhala zikuyipa koma pamapeto pake ndikuyamba kuchitapo kanthu ndikuzindikira kuti chibwenzi sichingangogwera mmanja mwanga.
Masiku a 69: Ndakhala ndikupita patsogolo kwambiri ndi azimayi ndipo ndikudzidalira posachedwapa. Ine ndangokhala ndi ogulitsa bartenders mphindi 5 zapitazo. Ndikumva ngati miyezo yanga ibwerera mwakale. M'malo mofunafuna msungwana yemwe amawoneka ngati zolaula ndimadzipeza ndikopeka ndi atsikana abwinobwino; zolakwika ndi zonse. Komanso, ndizodabwitsa kunena, koma ma hardon anga ndi olimba tsopano lol. Ngakhale kamphepo kabwino kangandipatsa boner.
Masiku a 79: Ndimakhala wamisala nthawi zonse. Ndakhala ndimasamba angapo tsopano ndi atsikana ena a Match. Ndikulankhula ndi gulu lawo pa intaneti. Muli ndi tsiku lina lokhala ndi bartender wokongola mumsewu. Ndinakumana ndi mtsikana ndipo ndinacheza naye usiku womwewo sabata yatha. Pamwamba pa zonsezi, ndimangokhala ndi zokambirana zoyipa kwambiri, zonyansa kwambiri ndi mzanga wa gal pa gChat. Ndipo SINDIDZAKHALA. Zimatengera chidwi kuti tisazichite zitatha zomwe tinakambirana…. Ndadzaza ndi zilombo pakadali pano. Ndikuthamangitsa atsikana omwe ali mu ligi yanga, kutsika kwa ligi, ndikukwera ligi. Sindikusamala pakadali pano chifukwa ndizosangalatsa. Ndasiya kufunafuna bwenzi la nyenyezi zolaula. Atsikana ambiri amatha kukhala otentha, mumangoyang'ana zinthu zoyenera ndikukankhira mabatani oyenera! Ngati sindiyikidwa tsiku la 90 ndiye o chabwino, ndikhala ndi tsiku lapadera kwambiri lol.
Masiku a 82: Usiku wina wodabwitsa usiku watha. Ndinamupeza mtsikana pamoto wamoto ndikumaliza ndikumapusitsana naye kumbuyo kwa Jeep wanga. Ndikudziwa kuti buku ili likusintha kukhala njira zachiwerewere koma zinthu zasintha kwambiri m'miyezi itatu yapitayi. Ndi gawo la moyo wanga lomwe ndimamva kuti likufunika kusintha kwambiri ndipo ndikumva bwino kuti ndizipita kokasewera. M'modzi mwa atsikana awa adzawona kuti afunika kundikoka!
Masiku a 83: Tinatulukanso usiku watha ndipo ndinapeza nambala ya atsikana okongola ndipo ndinakhazikitsa tsiku Lachitatu. Tsopano ndikukumana ndi nthawi yoyamba ya moyo wanga monga ndiyenera kukhalira.
Masiku a 90: Chabwino ndili pano. Ulendo wosangalatsa kwambiri. Msungwanayo kuchokera positi yomaliza ndipo takhala tikukhala pamaulendo angapo ndipo zinthu zikuwoneka kuti zikuyenda bwino. Kotero kwenikweni mkati mwa masiku 90 ndakhala ndikutha kupita kuchokera kwa PMO tsiku ndi tsiku ndikukhumba ndikanakhala ndi mtsikana wokondana ndi atsikana kumanzere ndi kumanja. Ndimakondabe kuonera zolaula koma ndizosavuta kuti musachite chilichonse. Ndadodometsanso maulalo angapo a NSFW ndipo sindimakhala ndi vuto lalikulu mu adrenaline ndikawona mkazi wamaliseche monga kale. Ndimakonda kungoganiza, "Ma curve abwino" kenako ndikudina batani lakumbuyo ndikupitilira. Ine moona mtima sindimakhala ndi chilakolako chodziseweretsa maliseche chotere. Ndikutanthauza, ndimakhala ndimanyazi wambiri koma ndimawona ngati ntchito yonseyi iwonongeka. Ndikufuna kupulumutsa kuphulika kumeneko kwa mayi weniweni lol. Chifukwa chake ndikuganiza ndikungopitilira mpaka nditagonana kwenikweni. Kuyesaku kunali kosangalatsa. Sizinandipangitse Don Juan koma zandithandizadi kuti ndizimvetsetsa zomwe ndikufuna pa chiwerewere.
Masiku 99 - ED akuwoneka akuchiritsidwa
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Ndinangofuna kunena kuti izi zisanachitike, sindinathe kuchita zachiwerewere panthawi yogonana (zomwe zingandipangitse kuti ndiyende mofewa) kapena sindingathe kudzutsidwa koyamba.
Chabwino ndinganene kuti usiku watha ndidagonjetsa (palibe pun yomwe idafuna) chotchinga chimenecho. Pambuyo pa masiku a 90 + a nofap thupi langa linali lolakalaka kwambiri kupita ndi bwenzi langa latsopano.
nofap zikuwoneka kuti zandithandiza. Zikomo anyamata.
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